Inner beauty is not enough

🌻 SW:80 LW:63 CW:67 GW1:65 GW2:60 UGW:55🌻 🍉 More a personal ed blog than anything else 💧

[limos-starves]

[d1r3v1p3r]

i starved myself for 3 days so i could be lUvlEy☺️

[ed-diary12]

[tynd60]

Fat again :(

Im at 73,1 kg right now and I'm so sick of starting over again and again. Why can't I just stay skinny!? I've had a lot of stuff going on with a gf I ate a lot with last autumn + I just got a new job and brought a house.

But! I just put a new battery in my weight and I just gotta more on from here 🤞

[itsbeenruff-deactivated20210901]

i got a coca cola zero at the gas station and

[anas-bananas]

binging on food you don’t even like that much

[angelsdiet]

Me: “I’m NEVER binging again!!! I’m going to lose 5 lbs this week even if it kills me!!! Skip dinner wake up thinner!!! 🧚‍♀️💫WEIGHTLOSS FAIRIE💫🧚‍♀️”

Me entering the kitchen at midnight:

[tynd60]

Back at 67 kg after eating all day for the last two weeks as i was home for Christmas 😔

[tynd60]

After what feels like forever of losing weight during the week, and gaining it again in the weekend because I have to be 💫social💫 I finally hit a new lowest weight 🤠🤠

[tynd60]

Both of my grandfathers pulled me aside to complement me on my weight loss last weekend when I was home visiting my parents - and I just 🍉🥰🥰

[tynd60]

63,4 kg and I've started using the innermost hole in my watch strap

[tynd60]

63,8 kg and a girl from my former study group, that I haven't seen in a while, asked me if I had been hitting the gym a lot lately 💪

[tynd60]

64,4 kg and got called skinny by a colleague today ✌

[tynd60]

Hit a new lowest weight of 64,7 kg today 🌸🌸💖

[tynd60]

I haven't lost any weight this week - I did however gain 0,3 kilos eventhough I eat what I normally do to lose a kilo a week. I was so sick of it yesterday that I had a binge, that among other things, included an entire tub of B&J. The funny thing is, my weight this morning is still the same 😴

I dont think I'll eat today tho - imma see if that changes anything

[tynd60]

Did a 44 hour fast and lost an entire kilo - so now I'm finally back at 65,0 after messing around and eating junk for the last few weeks 🐳🐋

[tynd60]

GW1 babyyy 🥳🥳😎😎