i'd be that FUCKED UP GIRL !!

independent and selective noel gruber roleplay account // low activity & under construction // written by emm

[typhoidcaught]

i wanted bad love. i wanted a man who would drive me to drink. i craved dissipation. i wanted to wake up in an alleyway, in my own vomit, missing TEETH !!

selective noel gruber from ride the cyclone. explores themes of: emotional repression, combating numbness, finding beauty in misfortune, marrying the idealized self and the actualized self, monsters in the closet, and of course, being that fucked up girl.

affiliated with @miscxllany.

ic twitter. pinterest board. playlist.

rules, about, and verses.

[titanium-memes]

A Less Spicy Shipping Meme

Send a 💖 and I’ll tell you what a relationship would be like with my character:

How likely they are to enter a relationship with them:

1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10

Would they…

Make the first move? Yes | No Say “I love you” first? Yes | No Cheat on them? Yes | No Be the jealous type? Yes | No Plan the dates? Yes | No Initiate the first kiss? Yes | No Remember anniversaries? Yes | No

BOLD WHAT APPLIES:

Their Relationship Is:

friends to lovers | rivals to lovers | enemies to lovers | still just enemies | mutual pining | star crossed lovers | old married couple | perpetual honeymoon phase | stable and boring | stable but not boring | secret lovers | best friends hiding their feelings | and they were roommates | friends with benefits | coworkers avoiding HR | one-sided affection | weird sexual tension | it’s complicated | toxic relationship | a secret affair | an actual dumpster fire | other

PUBLIC Displays of Affection:

hand holding | kiss on the hand | kiss on the cheek | kiss on the forehead | kiss on the lips |  cuddling | hugging | affectionate messages or comments | pet names | pictures together | no displays of affection

PRIVATE Displays of Affection:

hand holding | kiss on the hand | kiss on the cheek | kiss on the forehead | kiss on the lips |  cuddling | hugging | affectionate messages or comments | pet names | pictures together | no displays of affection

Do they stay together?

yes, this is endgame | yes but someone is gonna die tragically | something is keeping them apart | they part ways as friends | they part ways as enemies | they’re on-again-off-again | they have a super messy breakup | it was just a fling | other

BONUS

What terrible pet names would they give each other?

[oatmealk1]

the autism is crazy today lads

[fairy-peculiar]

“But I suppose you don’t pick your child’s name imagining that one day you’ll have to think about how it will look carved on a headstone”

Saltburn /2023

[shadowswandering]

THEY WON'T MAKE IT HOME...

BUT THEY REALLY DON'T CARE.

[gareththegreata]

@typhoidcaught sent in: "can you still walk?"

he's currently rocking back and forth on the ground, his hands his face. blood seemed to seep from between his fingers. some asshole had just broken his nose. he had taken quite the hard punch to the face after saying some choice words to a jock. the rocking seems to help as he regained his composure. "my nose is broken, not my damn legs."

[typhoidcaught]

as grateful as he was for the display put on in his honor, it had to come with two things. one was the idea that noel was incapable of defending himself. and/or two, he now owes the other boy some kind of boon in exchange for his protection. like prison. or the american midwest.

regardless, he extends his hand to help him up. call it chivalry. "your attitude's clearly intact, too."

[coastercrushed-a]

@typhoidcaught sent in: "do you prefer things to be comfortable or true?"

mapplethorpe gives the other a death glare, a grunt leaving him in response. of course, he knew what his answer was. it was to be comfortable. that's all he ever wanted. he always just wanted to be comfortable. he wanted to feel comfortable in his own skin. he wanted to feel comfortable right next to his best friend chester. but it wasn't so simple anymore, was it? mapplethorpe was dead and chester was alive.

"---....i guess true," words are murmured, a pout settling on his features as he looks down at his hands.

[typhoidcaught]

he flexed his hands. he didn't think there would be that many new editions to theme park deathling's anonymous. especially not ones his age. or almost his age. it was a difficult pill to swallow that the choir were meant to be milennials and chester was... something else despite being killed frozen at the same place. maybe it was the fact that he was technically the boy's spectral elder that made it difficult to encourage a fallacy.

"the whole it gets easier thing is kind of a crock. i think we just... pretend it does."

[soleiltm]

#SOLEILTM. but i think - if you're going to kill a bunch of people - you might as well have some fun with it. / independent & semi-selective original character, written by anna-belle.

[monainthecatacombs]

Don’t know who this quote is by but it’s been stuck in my brain like a leech for days

[welcvm]

[wormsfed-deactivated20240307]

"JANE DOE" IS WHAT THE CORONER SAID. THEY FOUND MY BODY, NOT MY HEAD. NO PARENTS CAME, AND SO THEY NEVER LEARNED MY NAME, OR WHO I USED TO BE. MY LIFE, AN UNSOLVED MYSTERY. FROM ASHES I WAS MADE AND ASHES I RETURN. AND SO I WALK ALONE AND WONDER WHY?

[leneemusing]

THE   BUDDING  ROMANCE  PROMPTS 

for couples that are just beginning explore the sexual side of their relationship. 

DISCOVERY

[ EXPLORE ]  sender gets flustered while making out with receiver after becoming aroused. 

[ EXPLORED ]  receiver gets flustered while making out with sender after becoming aroused. 

[ EXPERIMENT ]  muses try touching each other more intimately for the first time,  groping,  caressing and kissing new areas. 

[ VENTURE ]  for sender to start teasing receiver by brushing their hand between their thighs or across their chest to see how they react.  

[ VENTURING ]  for receiver to start teasing sender by brushing their hand between their thighs or across their chest to see how they react. 

[ DISCOVERY ]  muses undress each other for the first time. 

[ NEED ]  receiver approaches sender and kisses them longer and more passionately than they ever have before. 

[  NEEDED  ]  sender approaches receiver and kisses them longer and more passionately than they ever have before. 

[  BUILD UP  ]  muses are kissing and it naturally begins to get more heated and intimate than they’ve ever taken it before. 

[  CAUGHT  ]  receiver catches sending getting flushed because of something they are doing or wearing. 

[  CATCHING  ]  sender catches receiver getting flushed because of something they are doing or wearing. 

COMMUNICATING

❝  i think i’m ready to go further now,  if you are.  ❞

❝  i’m a little nervous,  but it’s a good nervous.  ❞

❝  i know we were waiting to get intimate until we were both ready,  so i thought i’d let you know i’m ready now.  ❞

❝  can we take a break—i’m just.  i like this,  but i need to go a little slower.  ❞

❝  why don’t you tell me what you like?  ❞

❝  take my hand,  show me where you want to be touched.  ❞

❝  you just look…you always look good but right now it’s.  wow.  ❞

❝  do you like this outfit?  i wanted to wear something special.  just for you.  ❞

❝  all i wanna do right now is take you inside.  ❞

❝  i want you to stay here with me tonight.  stay?  ❞

❝  i wanna do more than just kiss you goodnight.  ❞

❝  i don’t wanna stop touching you.  i just wanna be near you and close to you in any way i can.  ❞

❝  it’s getting harder to keep my hands off you lately.  ❞

❝  no,  don’t stop.  i liked it.  i like when you hold me like that.  ❞

❝  stop looking at me like that i’m gonna blush in front of everyone!  ❞

❝  why are you blushing?  ❞

❝  you don’t have to be so shy about it.  ❞

❝  honestly,  i’ve been starting to feel the same way.  i want more.  i want to try more.  ❞

❝  i just.  i really like you in that.  ❞

❝  so,  i thought,  it might be a good idea to talk about,  you know.  our boundaries and what we’re both comfortable with.  ❞

❝  i don’t really wanna go out tonight i just…want to be with you.  just us.  ❞

DEMI / ACE SPEC

❝  i don’t usually feel these things.  but i do with you.  i’m starting to.  ❞

❝  i know i said i might not want to do anything sexual,  but.  i think i do actually.  you make me want to.  ❞

❝  i wanna try some things with you.  ❞

❝  i wanna do this.  for you.  making you feel good will make me happy.  ❞

❝  i need a little more time,  but i’m almost ready.  ❞

❝  no,  i’m okay.  i want this too.  trust me,  i really want it.  ❞

❝  i’ve done this before,  i’m just a little bit slower to get to it is all.  ❞

❝  you know,  what we talked about before?  i’m ready.  i wanna talk about it again.  ❞

❝  wow okay,  yeah.  this is doing it for me actually.  ❞

❝  i was…hoping we could stay in tonight actually.  i want you all to myself.  ❞

❝  are you sure you’re ready?  i don’t want to pressure you.  ❞

❝  is this alright?  do you want more or should we just keep it at this level for now?  ❞

❝  i’m really turned on right now for once so you better hurry up.  ❞

❝  you wanna…skip the movie and go back to my place?  ❞

[ledcheers]

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Girl’s Night, that’s what they’d call it whenever it was just Noel, Mindy and Jules hanging out. A night away from Zach, a break if you will, was a better title for it. They’d workshop it, Mindy thought. The blonde sits comfortably within her bean bag chair, laptop resting within her lap. She looks up from whatever project she’s working on to address the room. ❛ So, when are we going to stop working on school bullshit and actually do something fun? I’m legit sooooo bored right now. ❜

[typhoidcaught]

He didn't know why they pretended they were studying on nights like this. Probably so lying about the amount of it they did came naturally afterward. Either way, it was hard to get much of anything done. At home, he could power through the work in silence, but the soft Taylor Swift playlist on low volume and the way the beanbag chair could never let him write in a straight line eroded his concentration.

"God, yes. You couldn't have said it a moment sooner."

[typhoidcaught]

i am painfully misunderstood

Noel picked at the polish on his own nails a bit. "You're not the only one. If that eases your pain any."

[typhoidcaught]

fetishizing death is not incompatible with genuinely caring. / tina

They sigh wistfully. "Oh, how wish it was."

[typhoidcaught]

out of gin

hey.... how ya'll doin

[eroscestlavie]

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