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never has it happened that all the stars have aligned as i wanted. it comes close and gives me the high, gives me hope and then leaves me in pain, in agony. and i am tired. i can no longer try to heal myself, i want it to be done for me.

why do the stars never align for me??? why i do not get what i want, what i so sincerely deserve? is there something wrong with me? am i ever gonna get what i want?

the stars do not align, never have.

he is petty, insecure, vain, threatened. he is just a kid, he cannot be a real man

literally a manchild

dispiritedfae

Nobody apologized for how they treated me they just blamed me for how I reacted

ive become numb, things dont hurt anymore, i just dont like it

#blogging #march 25

uareonyourownkid

i am so close to breaking down

uareonyourownkid

i am in the office, alone. i mean there arr ppl around me but i feel lonely.

i am so close to breaking down

#blogging #feb 25

soon the feeling of happiness is something i will be remembering and when i experience it, i will be thinking about how i will miss it for next hundred months

#blogging #feb 25

dreamlifebunny

dream life daydreams: being with your sp!

an “imaginal act” is a scene you play out in your imagination that implies your wish has been fulfilled. the scene can use any of the five senses, and can be as long or as short as you want; what matters is the feeling that it evokes in you! i like to refer to my imaginal acts as “daydreams,” because the word reminds me of when i was a creative child who’s imagination was limitless.

instructions: take these imaginal acts and put yourself there in imagination! tweak the details to match your desires, personal details, and preferences, and use the senses that you have in your imagination to fully immerse yourself.

seeing:

imagine picking up your phone like you always do throughout the day and seeing your background light up; it's a picture of you and your sp holding hands that you took last month on a date. your sp has the biggest grin you've ever seen, and is looking at you with eyes filled with love and adoration for you!

or, the inverse: imagine your sp passing you their phone to take a picture of them or to show you a text they got, and seeing their background is an adorable picture of you that they absolutely love looking at every day!

hearing:

imagine you and your sp are out with friends at a party or event. both of you are doing your own thing, talking to friends and making the rounds, but both of you are still in the same room and nearby. while you go to the entrance of the room to get a drink, you overhear your sp's voice as they talk to one of their friends: "seriously, being with (your name) has been the best thing to have ever happened to me. they make my life so much better, it's seriously crazy for me to believe that they wanted to be with me when i've been pining after them for so long." you can hear their friend congratulate them, telling your sp, "i haven't seen you this happy in forever!"

touching:

imagine your sp sitting next to you and reaching down to intertwine their fingers with your own. their thumb traces back and forth over your thumb, slowly and thoughtfully. notice how their hand feels; are their hands soft or calloused? are their fingers warm or cold? do they hold your hand tightly, or in a soft and gentle grip?

smelling:

imagine your sp going in to hug you, and their soft and familiar scent fills the air and warms your heart! what do they smell like?

tasting:

imagine your sp cooking your favourite food and eating it together; do they do the recipe justice and impress you? is it the most disgusting thing you've ever eaten, but was made with love?

bonus!

try picking one of these scenes and incorporate all five senses instead of just the one mentioned! does it feel immersive?

try imagining these scenes with your comfort characters instead of your sp! you can manifest fictional characters the same way that you'd manifest any sp; give it a try and have fun!

love, bunny 💕

twopaperairplanes89

enchanted really is a magical experience 💜

pascalcampion

Late night thoughts

georgesantosapologist-deactivat

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professionalchaoticdumbass

galladegamer

iwanthermidnightz

the way the crowd screams “you’re my best friend” 🥹

kontextmaschine

Our Japanese class found it funny that in common terminology "food" isn't very distinguished from specifically "rice" until it was pointed out to us that in English "meal" is "loose roughly ground grain"