Said i had a dirty mouth.

James 'papi' Carter, 18, New York.

[ughitsjames]

ooc: Maybe I didn't make it clear, but guys can you follow me on James's new blog over here. Thankss.

[jordynmorales-blog]

  Considering how talented you are with your fingers, you definitely do need them. Because when I detox, I get kind of horny. But then again I’m usually horny, but hey at least it’s all for you! Since I no longer have a career as a model, I can’t have my own perfume line! Hey, mean.

[ughitsjames]

Mhmm, I think you'd leave if I had my fingers cut off. I'm not complaining if you're horny all the time, we can use that to our advantage if you'd like, however I'm not sitting through Magic Mike or any other stripper movie. Fuck modelling, you look like a Victoria's secret model, I should know. It can be your own special scent, no other girl needs to wear it. Nah, sassy more like. Feeling very sassy today, not sure why.

[jordynmorales-blog]

  I assume that I wasn’t just laying on you for fun. Well, maybe for fun but not for anything innocent. I might try to suck the chocolate remains off of your fingers, but that’s about it. My cheerleader? I can live with that, Papi. Ew, let’s not have anyone throw up on me, okay.

[ughitsjames]

You would assume right, it was a great dream. Phew what a relief, I need my fingers. Yes, I'm definitely rooting for you, but I'm not gonna wear a skirt or get pom poms. Why? I think it would really add to your perfume 'Dead Chicken'. We would be able to smell you coming before we see you.

[jordynmorales-blog]

  Don’t get sassy with me, Papi James. You’re the one that’s stuck with me laying on top of you, pouting and acting like a brat the entire time. I’m already starting to get a little bit anxious about this. I still have a chicken slaying agent to sick on you.

[ughitsjames]

Hmph, fine. I don't mind you laying on top of me though, that sounds like the dream I had last night. I'll just feed you Oreos and hope that you don't bite my hand off. You can do it! GO JORDYN!!! See, I'm your cheerleader. Oh believe me, I know plenty of homeless guys who would do worse than throw up on you for a pack of cigarettes, so I'll just set them on her chicken slaying ass.

[jordynmorales-blog]

  I think I should be mildly disturbed that you just described deer as being very attractive. But I also that think that’s a good idea and would be a good animated skit.I think it will be hard to be a bitch after cuddles, chocolate and one direction.You will be crying with me, Papi, I’m gonna be a mess and ugh, it’s going to be so gross in general.

[ughitsjames]

Well I'm not hiring any ugly deers for the main parts, plus deers are very beautiful creatures anyway. Mhmm, might even turn it into a graphic novel. Exactly, as much as I love one direction, I would sit through it for you to stop you being a bitch. Yay, I can't wait! Sounds like a lot of fun!

[jordynmorales-blog]

  I’m pretty sure anyone could write something better than the Notebook. Just as long as it’s two attractive white people, because everyone knows interracial couples are a thing of porn and not romance. I’ll force myself to be extra nice in order to get those Oreos. You try getting off the shit that I use, I’m going to be all sweaty, crying and just ugh. Not cute.

[ughitsjames]

That's a very good point, though it's sold a few million copies, even my sister has it. Nah, I'm thinking more along the lines of two very attractive deer fall in love during a zombie apocalypse and it's a fight to stay alive and not get eaten by zombie bunny rabbits. Think it'll be a best seller easily, and it would even get movie rights. You better, or I'll have to resort to my secret weapon that no girl could ever resist, cuddles, chocolate and one direction, try and be a bitch after that, I think not. Fine, I'll give up Oreos, and then I can sweat and cry with you.

[ughitsjames]

Look After You- Louis Tomlinson Cover

Oh, oh, oh, Oh, oh, oh Be my baby Oh, oh, oh, Oh, oh, oh Be my baby I'll look after you  

Don't let me go- Harry Styles

Don't let me Don't let me Don't let me go 'Cause I'm tired of feeling alone

Give me love- Ed Sheeran

Give a little time to me, or burn this out, We'll play hide and seek to turn this around, All I want is the taste that your lips allow, My my, oh, give me love.

Irresistible- One Direction

It makes your lips so kissable And your kiss unmissable Your fingertips so touchable And your eyes irresistible.

Never let me go- Florence + the Machine

And it's breaking over me A thousand miles down to the sea bed Found the place to rest my head Never let me go Never let me go Never let me go Never let me go

Truly Madly Deeply- One Direction

Truly, madly, deeply I am, Foolishly, completely falling, And somehow you kicked all my walls in, So baby say you’ll always keep me, Truly, madly, crazy, deeply in love with you, In love with you

[jordynmorales-blog]

  I’ll let you wake up with me for as long as you want. It is corny… But it’s also a really sweet thing to say and it’s also very much you. A very you thing to say, because you’re kind of a corndog. I want to get sober, but it’s really hard and it really sucks. I’m going to be a bitch, and I’m going to be gross looking for a while.

[ughitsjames]

That's a relief because I've been enjoying sleeping in your bed. A corndog? I think you're confusing me with Nicholas Sparks, because really, I bet I could write something to rival the Notebook. Well I'm going to help you, but it'll mean lots of staying in, cups of tea, watching movies and cuddling and the occasional Oreo if you're nice to me. And I'm going to stay with you, even if you are being bitch, and I doubt that you of all people could ever be gross looking.

[jordynmorales-blog]

  James, as much as you seem to try to put yourself down.  You’re amazing, you’re sexy, and yeah you’re dorky as hell. But you’re this guy that only comes around once in someone’s lifetime. I know it’s not a for life thing, but I kind of want to keep holding onto you as long as I can…. You will?

[ughitsjames]

You certainly have a good perception of me, and that's why it kills me that you can't see how perfect and breathtakingly beautiful you are, you don't need to change for anyone. I've never met someone as fiery, spontaneous and full of life as you. You're the sort of girl, no, the only girl I want to wake up to every morning and the last person I want to see before I close my eyes. God that sounded so corny...but it's true. Yes I will. No more avoiding our problems. And if that means getting you sober, then we'll do it together, whatever you need, we can do it.

[jordynmorales-blog]

  Hell has to be freezing over then.

You make me insecure about myself, Papi, I don’t like it. I wanted you to be able to brag, even though I love Oreos and Reese’s too much to lose weight. I know how, but it was really stupid. I love you, and I know you didn’t mean to put the thoughts in my head. I’m just stupid. I mean, I got okay grades but not good enough to get anywhere good, not good enough probably to get into NYU.

[ughitsjames]

I...don't know why you'd be so insecure, It's just me. You don't need to impress me. I'm so awkward and dorky, I've never even had a girlfriend before. You're tiny as it is, I would still brag if you were ten pounds heavier, you should see some of the girlfriends of my mates back home have, they can lift me up, I'm not even kidding. I love you too, and I want you to stop worrying about this. We'll find you a new agent, one who doesn't kill chickens and thinks you're perfect the way you are. Online courses then, or extra tutoring, there's definitely something we can do. I'll look after you.

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[jordynmorales-blog]

  Pfft, Anons. They’re so silly… Stuff… Saying stupid silly stuff.

It’s true, I feel like shit. I went to the agency and they said I had to drop almost ten pounds before they would actually sign me. And I felt bad because I think you want me to be a model so you can brag to your friends. I don’t even know if I’m going to go to college and everyone seems to be talking about their futures and I just don’t fucking know.

[ughitsjames]

  This one sounded concerned about you.

I wish you'd tell me these things, I'm just so stupid and assume that you're fine, even when you're not. Well, at the moment, If I'm honest with you, I think you should fuck the agency, because you don't need to lose weight, whatever these assholes think. God, I'm such a dick, I would brag to my friends about you if you cleaned the toilets at McDonalds, that's how much you mean to me. You don't have to know, I was depressed this time last year...I didn't think I would have a future, you'll figure it out, whatever you want to do.

[jordynmorales-blog]

  Oh yeah? Dead chickens for everyone?

Uh, y-yeah everything is fine. I care about you too.

[ughitsjames]

Exactly, it'll take the world by storm.

Okay...I mean, I just wanted to ask because there's this...anon whose convinced that you're hurt right now, and I, If you are, um, feeling bad then I want to be able to help in any way I can.

[ughitsjames]

Why would she bother to tell a guy that doesn't seem bothered by her slowly killing herself?

Anon...I can be there for her in everyway I can, but I can't make her decisions or control her. She's going to do what she wants at the end of the day, and I have to accept that...even if it kills me inside.

[jordynmorales-blog]

  Dead Chicken would sell out faster than Justin Bieber’s or One Direction’s perfume. It won’t smell like dead chicken, but it’ll look like it.

[ughitsjames]

I think we're onto a winner with that idea, Chica.

You are okay though right?...I mean, I just, I care about you.

[ughitsjames]

idk man, she's been talking to kyle about it. it's pretty obvious she's high and yeah. stop that shit

...If she's been talking to Kyle about it, I can only assume she doesn't want me to know. I-I don't know, I mean, surely if she needed help she'd come to me and tell me?

[ughitsjames]

your gf is flying high as a kite right in front of you and trying to drop weight through a crazy ass weight for her. do something!!

Wait...what? H-how can I help? What are you talking about?