hi guys! i know this is super random and may be upsetting to some of you, but in the past few months Iāve just kind of beenĀ āout of loopā with the kpop community. i havenāt been listening to the music, i havenāt been paying attention to groups, and i havenāt been feeling the need to. this makes me really upset because kpop really has been a huge part of my life for a good maybe 3 years now; however iāve somehow managed to fall back into my old loves. many of you may not know this, but I used to be in both the one direction and 5sos fandoms, and they were the loves of my lives for y e a r s. itās been around 7 years now since Iāve began stanning one direction, and let me tell you my love for them is still the same. now that iāve taken a break from kpop, really listened to all of their solo stuff, and listened to the new 5sos album, I canāt help but be reeled back to the way I was. that isnāt to say I want to throw away kpop from my life all together, because it really was a huge part of my life for 3 years. my two groups went on a hiatus, my friends all started leaving me, and i was drowning in intense school work and overall just having a miserable time before i discovered kpop. so while I do feel disconnected from it now, that doesnāt mean i will be forever.
now what you all probably want to hear about, my content. the future of this blog is still unknown to me, iām definitely not going to delete it because this blog holds so much happiness and memories for me, i could never get rid of it. plus, if any of you even still read my content, i want to leave it here for you. i want to leave it open for my decision, i could always feel inspired by a kpop group and come back to writing. however, now i find myself being inspired by other people. so, iām here to announce iāve created a new blog called @irwinningly. I donāt know how much iām going to be able to keep up with it or other things, but itās basically for me to write about 5sos or one direction. now, i know its extremely possible none of you even like either of these groups, but this is for the people who do and donāt want to let go of my content just yet. again, iām not done with this blog, i just donāt know what the future holds for it. who knows, in another few months i may be writing a 9k fic about jaehyun because i saw a picture of him and almost died or something! anyways, thank you all for understanding, and i want you all to know that i love you endlessly, and i want to thank you for the immense happiness youāve brought me while iāve run this blog. iām going to post my first fic on my 5sos blog in a few minutes, so if youād like to head over and read it thatād be lovely, but if not, thank you guys for always being here for me. feel free to message me still, as i will still be checking this blog to talk with you guys and everything, even if i will be more active on the other blog.
in that case, goodbye for now loves. i owe you all so much, and thank you for being absolutely lovely to me. i wish you all the best. :)