hina

18 • digital journal • starcrossed ✧

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Hina's blog ｡-ᆺ-｡ <( Zzz)

Nonsensical rambling

Girl blogging

Yearning

Personal interest

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I literally graduate in a few hours and I could care less. I'm sitting here yearning for ot7 Enhypen

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I'd give up so much to go back before March 10th 2026. I miss my ot7 so unbelievably bad.

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This blog is anti chatgpt and pro breeding kink without the pregnancy part

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My grandpa has cataracts and no one was gonna tell me????

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When I'm at the vagueposting competition so I win but die at the same at

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When I talk about the riddler I feel like everyone hates me and are throwing tomatoes at me

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I feel like a super unc cus I can't do most of my hobbies because I got carpal tunnel in my right hand

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Heeseung leaving enhypen hurt me more than when I got groomed by that guy from Bay area. I still cry about heeseung every other night.

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When will you stop to care for yourself

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What's the point of tomorrow if you're not going to be there? You said I had become a part of you. Something you couldn't go without for long periods of time, I felt the same way. I still do. I think I always will. I know you weren't lying, you were just scared. In another life I hope you could be ready. I just want to talk to you one last time. Just want to hear your voice one last time. God what I'd give to hear you one last time. To hear you say my name. With a proper goodbye.

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I made sure that I'd have no way back to you. So that I couldn't look back and remember you. But I regret it so much. Knowing that I'll likely never feel you again.

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I long for that connection we had together. Why'd you have to be so scared? I wanted so badly to be everything for you. I haven't accepted that we're over. I still think you are going to call for me any second now. Is it really over? You said it wasn't my fault and that you were sorry for wasting my time. I don't see it that way at all. I'll miss you.

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I'll probably think of him for the rest of my days

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I don't even know how to put my thoughts into words anymore.

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I constantly have to remind myself that it's okay to feel emotions other than frustration and anger. I hate what I've become due to my environment. Everything feels so suffocating, like the ceiling is falling down on me. I feel so angry all the time, so unsafe. I wish everything was a lie.

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"Why does a fearful heart try to live again? This reality like a never-ending nightmare. Is it a message from God or a divine prank?" - Yuu Miyashita