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โind. pri. sel. nagito komaeda of danganronpa 2 and ultra despair girls
danganropa 2.5 and 3 aren't real to me.
inbox: 055 drafts: 051 starters: 000
CONTENT WARNING : komaeda is diagnosed with ย frontotemporal dementia (behavioral variant)ย as well as ย stage three malignant lymphoma. iย do ย tag them when they're brought upย explicitly ย as a core part of what i'm writing โ so you donโt have to worry about ย in-depth stuffย appearing on your dash if you have the tags blocked, but i can'tย completely ย separate him from his symptoms and may make vague, non-specific allusions to them. i can' t just tag every single one of my threads.
that aside, various other triggering themes appear in danganronpa: body horror, murder, self-harm, suicide, terrorism, and things of a similar theme. if there's something specific you need me to tag please let me know.
when there are too many triggers to realistically tag i will use the blanket tag โ#despair twโ and place the thread under a readmore. read at your own risk.
(trigger tag: #trigger tw)
GUIDELINES :
i. treat me how you want to be treated. let's be kind, respectful, and communicate like adults if there are any problems. i like to think i'm a pretty reasonable and approachable person, so please don't be afraid to reach out to me. i'm just here to have fun. this blog isn't affiliated with anyone and is private/selective, meaning i only roleplay with mutuals and don't follow for follow. please respect that. i'm mostly trying not to overwhelm myself. also, if i follow you it means i want to interact, plain and simple. if you don't follow back in a week i'll usually just unfollow by then to keep my dash clean.
ii. while i do think it's good to call out actively harmful people (groomers, manipulators, abusers, etc.) i find a lot of call out posts on tumblr tend to be more along the lines of "i don't personally get along with/agree with this person so i'm going to slander them." for that reason i do often separate myself from call out culture and the drama that surrounds it. please don't drag me into it, i can make judgements of people's character on my own. i also don't care to police the kind of things people write. if i'm uncomfortable with certain topics i'll just block the tags and not engage with it. you do you, i'll do me. i'm an adult. i really don't care to get involved in debates like that.
iii. nagito komaeda is an antagonist first and foremost in my mind. he will be someone who causes problems. rude, obsessive, judgmental, and dangerous. i do not condone any of his actions nor agree with the way he views the world. he is not a good person. and i'm sick of how the fandom babies him. yes, his character has a lot of tragic elements, but that doesn't mean he's just "a misunderstood little guy." even when he had his memories erased he still had that fucked up view of hope/human value and was even willing to attempt a murder without hesitation. he's just like this!
iv. komaeda is of age, 20-22, in the majority of my verses. he is canonically an adultโ and given i am of age as well you can expect nsfw content (including smut) on this blog. i refuse to write those topics with underaged muses. and i won't follow underaged muns in general because of the potential content on this blog. smut threads will be tagged "#nsft tw". HOWEVER. i have to say this now: i absolutely hate with all of my being how the fandom has fetishized the hell out of komaeda and made him into this weird, blushy, drooling sex fiend who nuts over hope in so many fics/fanart. do not expect me to write him like that.
v. i am a full time college student and do not have time to be terminally online. be patient with me. this is just a hobby. if you have any questions please just send them my way.
okay gang, i'm gonna be giving komaeda a bit of a makeover! for right now, i want to clear out some followers (esp those who i have not written with or those who have been inactive for a long time). so if you want to ensure i don't softblock you, please like this post! and, if i do break mutuals with you, you're free to refollow. i'm just doing housekeeping. nothing personal.
okay gang, i'm gonna be giving komaeda a bit of a makeover! for right now, i want to clear out some followers (esp those who i have not written with or those who have been inactive for a long time). so if you want to ensure i don't softblock you, please like this post! and, if i do break mutuals with you, you're free to refollow. i'm just doing housekeeping. nothing personal.
i know i promised to get drafts done, but i had to take my cat to the vet. if i have time over the next few days between homework, then expect to see more komaeda on your dash <3
also, if y'all want to follow my new koizumi blog here it is.
