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This is my personal online diary. Sit back and enjoy the ride. Honestly this is more for me than for you, I apologize. Pancakes or Waffles?

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Boo,

Has the cutest pink nose and matching pink beans. Is the zoomiest little boy. Also has the biggest belly. Adorable.

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Jack

The sweetest bean I have ever met. Also the hungriest little one. When sitting at the table he will come up and stand so I pick him up and then once he gets up and realizes there is no food, he wants down. Does this on repeat as he keeps forgetting there is no food to be eaten. 

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Oliver

When letting the dogs out he loves to be held so he can look out through the glass at the back yard.

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I’m Home

Surprise surprise my darlings. I disappeared again. There was just a lot going on in Wyoming. I am always either out or tired. 

We went to Yellowstone and saw a bear so that was real neat. Also ate real good. 

Toured a ranch, that was cool to see how everything was set up. I am real into ranching, it just is not something that I would get into unless I fell in love with a rancher. 

I came back yesterday and the plane situation was a nightmare once again. There was fog at the one airport so we had to land at another one and wait an hour or so for the fog to clear. Due to that my two other flights had to be rearranged. It all worked out in the end though. I got home pretty late and my dad and I got hot chocolate from Sheetz so that was nice and gave me the energy I required to repack. As I was immediately getting what I needed to go to my Aunt’s as I am housesitting. 

You guys will get pictures and tales of that. As they have three dogs, a newfoundland, puggle and a pug. Five cats that are theres and three kittens that they are watching until they are old enough to go to the shelter. 

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Tally Ho

Today, I got horse back riding lessons and it was great. My favorite part is always brushing the horses when you take everything off of them after the lesson. Just seeing all the dirt and hair flying off. So satisfying. So basically I am now a certified cowboy, baby. 

The horse’s name was Topaz and I do not believe I have ever met a more stubborn horse in my life. I loved her. She did not want to turn so she would decide to just keep walking sideways. By the end we were able to successfully walk around the arena staying close to the gates. Which was not happening at all at the beginning of the lesson. So big steps were taken. 

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Wednesday July 24th

Howdy,

I am in Wyoming now. The state of beef. Cows everywhere.

Honestly yesterday was a day. Just getting to Wyoming is a maze of going from plane to plane. I had three different planes I had to get on which was different from my last trip of just the two planes. 

One of the connecting flights was at O’Hare and lemme tell you that is an airport. I do not mind airports because they have lots of food options, but that is not an airport that you can just rush through. Nope nope nope. The walk from one plane to the next was 13 minutes and that seemed like a short walk after I continued exploring the different areas. There was a lot and I ended up looking at a map and seeing all the sections and realizing my exploration was all in one wing. Hahaha get it wing??? I do not think that is what they call it though. Maybe one section? Uh whatever. It was just a tiny portion. 

I ended up sitting in a corner waiting for my connecting flight to be announced and some girl just randomly stood right by me starring at the wall and started practicing a dance? I was so unsure of what was happening because she was like right by me. There were maybe two feet between us and yet she decided to just start practicing right there??? I mean whatever, live your life. It seemed like a nice little dance. I respect dancers, how they make it look so beautiful. Maybe she was going to a competition. I hope she did well because she was putting the work into it. 

The plane that I took into Wyoming, now that was a great adventure. We get up and I notice we are staying low but I was enjoying it because there were these PacMan looking fields and they were real cool (I meant to get a picture but I always realize I want one too late). Any who, they made an announcement that the captain is taking precautionary measures and landing the plane back at the airport. Which at that point everyone gets confused because why? What reason is there to take to return a plane to the airport?? That is never a good sign. They told us at some point after we landed that it was due to pressurization issues? What that means? Not sure, but glad we landed. They delayed us quite a bit after that and found a new airplane for us to take and that was that. Very exciting. 

And then I was in Wyoming and became a cOwBOy BaBY.

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Monday July 22nd, 2019

Here is the current situation. I like to procrastinate. Not with everything, but definitely with packing. So tomorrow I have to leave the house at 5 a.m. and am I packed? No. It is currently 8:45 p.m. but come at me, I cannot help it. 

To get myself into it I have decided to put on some headphones and some bops. Most likely this will become a dance party for one. I mean you are invited if you want. 

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Sunday July 21st, 2019

This probably won’t interest many people, so keep scrolling.

But my cousin performed at a skating competition and she did so well! Like I am so proud! She did not fall, she made it through her spins, her landings for jumps were impeccable! She was so stressed out but she still made it! Whoop whoop! And now she is done for competitions for the time being because she is in a stressed out period of time and wants a break from more stress. She deserves the break. 

That is all. 

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I remembered

Hahaha, thought I forgot. Tricked ya!

So I got a FitBit the other day, and that was a wild ride. It got misplaced in the mail and I started panicking and having to do grown up stuff such as talking to people to find my package. In the end I had an awkward encounter with the mail man and successfully walked away with my package held up for the world to see. 

Any who, I have been testing out this new technology and gee whiz I knew nothing about it’s capabilities. Not only does it count your steps and keep track of your heart rate to make sure you are still alive, but it also shows you how much sleep you lack, how many calories you did not burn in a day because you are a lazy bum who does not get out of their chair AND it makes sure to make you realize that you are 100% a carbivore consuming nothing nutritious throughout the day if you so decide to track your meals. Now that is a great deal to me!

Anyways that is what I forgot about the other day, I knew it was important. 

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Cough

Hi.

I was going to write something and my mind went completely blank. This is embarrassing. 

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This squirrel distracted me from my studying for 5 minutes on Thursday. She was adorable and her name is Deborah.

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Here are calculus tests and quizzes from precalc, calc 1, calc 2 and calc 3. Plus all the notes I had to take for this 5 week course. Honestly if I kept all the notes from the 3 other classes, I would have triple the amount of paper. And I do not even need any of this knowledge anymore so I can finally rid myself of all this stress. Goodbye my pain and stress for the past couple of years. 

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July 12th

Listen, this is my life. I signed up for this, and I was not ready. I will never be able to stay committed to writing any sort of diary consistently. 

So here we are.

Today was my last day of calculus, had to take a two hour final. It was so much fun.

To be honest though I did have 100% in the class due to bits of extra credit, so I was not all too concerned about this test. I actually left two questions blank because I was not going to stress out over it after 5 weeks of stress. And now I relax. AKA stress over what I now have to do before summer is over.

And just for my memories, I am going to list some events and a summary of each experience.

- Music Video Premier: My friend’s sister and brother in law create music and they had the most AMAZING music video premier. Like that was such a unique experience. The song being premiered is called Anxiety by Parade. The studio we were at was set up to bring up the anxieties that people have, with people being used as props, and it was wild! So interactive and the couple sang some songs live and they are just so talented and work SOOO hard. 

- Ice cream: just lots of it, give me ALL the ice cream. Stressed out? Eat ice cream. Sad? Eat ice cream. Happy you finished a test and can breath for the first time in a week? EAT ICE CREAM.

- Harrisburg: My fren and I took a drive for some documents and it was a nice little adventure to get out of where we live.

- Cook Out: Honestly I am just blanking on this very basic concept. Is it called a BBQ? I do not know, my mind is having a bad day so leave me be. But there was a difficult time starting a fire, a fake flat tire, lots of pop its going off, deviled eggs, and ICE CREAM CAAAAKE. 

- KCON: Listen up folks. Boy jee whiz was this an adventure. I had a week to prepare for it as I joined in last minute. And we had to learn a lot about the transportation of New York and New Jersey because our AirBnB was in New Jersey while the event was in New York. New York itself was crazy, with many beautiful men. Honestly I could deal with the craziness for some of those men. I also met a new friend and would not trade her for the world. Gained some confidence in traveling. Bonded with my bestest friend over Kpop. During the time it was the craziest experience, but thinking back it was really an amazing time. New York will always hold a special place in my heart. Though after a week of being there I would definitely have a meltdown.

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June 17th - Quizzes

Why are there So mAny QUizZeS? They are so stressful, my goodness. Is it too hard to ask for a day when we can just all eat snacks and chat in calculus, well is IT??? 

Any who, I am just tired, constantly. So I apologize to my future self reading through these and realizing that I am getting no information out of myself. 

Well here ya go, future self. I present you with what I did today.

5:50: literally jumped out of bed thinking I was late for class only to realize I had some time left before my alarm went off. 

6: alarm went off

6:50: left to go to class because I was nervous about the quiz.

7:40 - 10: calculus. Handed homework in, had a break, ate a snack during the break, took the quiz. Of course the sketching question was one of the shapes I had no idea how to do on the homework, luckily that was one of the questions we did not have to hand in. 

10:40: ate lunch because by the time my foot enters my threshold I am starving.

11:30: started my homework

5:30: finished my homework. There are honestly probably some breaks in there. I would not know as my attention span is the size of a hamsters and it takes a while to realize I am off task.

And then after that I basically ate dinner, watched some YouTube videos, practiced piano. And yeah that leaves me to now. I have a headache so that is why this is my lazy mans schedule. Woo hoo. 

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June 16th - Calculus

I WANT TO BE DONE. 

We are working on sketching different shapes in the 3rd dimension and I do not know what it is, but I hate everything about it. EVERYTHING. It takes like an hour to sketch one thing and there are like 20 problems.

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June 16th - Red Robin

This is gonna be so short and sweet for you lovely folks. 

Their fries are the best, but they gotta be crispy. I will still eat like 5 baskets though.

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June 16th - Hershey Park

Happy Father’s Day to any fathers out there, you all better be telling some great dad jokes.

Today my dad, brother, sister-in-law, and I ventured out to Hershey Park. Which is a theme park based around chocolate. America my dudes. It was real cruddy weather according to the weather channel as it called for storms in the afternoon. But we braved it out and it was a great decision. There were hardly any lines and we got on so much. My dad and I also have season passes so we were able to get into the park a little earlier than normal entrance time so that was great. That allows for you to get on a couple of the big coasters before the real crowds show up. 

A real bone I HAVE to pick. Why is motion sickness a thing? WHY? I refuse to believe that all those great rides I could go on a bajillion times when I was a kid, are the worst things ever now.