Umbral Reaver

THE LIGHT OF INFINITY SHINES THROUGH MORTAL EYES - Autistic disabled trans plural amputee (she/her). Traumagenic system of four (OSDD-1b): Umbral, Penumbra, Mallory and Three of Swords - https://patreon.com/umbralreaver

[spaghetti-aldente]

Cut some prints for the markets I’m tabling at in the fall.

[spaghetti-aldente]

Attack for @pinkbat5

[spaghetti-aldente]

new ref for Cor cause AF started

[yuri-hell-world]

MADE A FWEAKING VISUAL NOVEL!!!!! FOR TOXIC YURI JAM 2!!!!! i did writing and music and @thankii did art and more writing!!!! go read it!!!!

[milkbean-art]

Art fight attack for @electratalon

[sketchbot9000]

"There is a concern that RCA's may be exchanging information with some Licensed Construct Adventurers. While this does not seem to trigger any of their built-in safeguards or shut off systems, all LCA's suspected of doing so must be PURGED IMMEDIATELY." -Internal memo from The Company

[umbralreaver]

The moment after I sent my last ask I saw the Chrysoprase, lmao. I did not realize. Absolutely amazing work, your token art is lovely

Thanks. I'd do more but alas, my incurable degenerative illness says I'm not allowed to do activities lately. :(

[umbralreaver]

Got invited to a Lancer game and decided to make a civilian construction mech. Mostly kitbash, but the crane is 100% my own pixels. Still some work to do, but it's looking good already, if I say so myself. :3

[umbralreaver]

Update: The pilot of the above machine is speedrunning turning the squad into a polycule.

[sev-arts]

The Hidden Costs of the Lifestyle

Europe is great for suffering in style. Thankfully my Canadian wife is looking out for our health and sanity.

[aegisofworms]

First attack done!

[aegisofworms]

Finished Commission for @ziyanthus !!!

[sev-arts]

new character for an RPG i'll be playing with friends :)

[spaghetti-aldente]

Comm for @buttsnorkeler69420

[vampiregirlestrogen]

hitting you really hard with my tail btw. it's super soft tho so it did no damage. in fact it healed you. you're welcoem

[umbralreaver]

@oidial

[halcyon-the-cleric]

Able bodied people don’t understand the privilege of having “wants.”

I’m a disabled person, stuck at home living with my parents and am jobless. As a result, I’m completely dependent on my parents. I also am unable to drive.

“Wants” are a precious commodity.

A regular person with a job? If they want coffee, they could go get themselves coffee. They want to go somewhere? Get something? Even if money is tight, they could give themselves a little treat every now and then.

I have to time my wants. I have to save them. I have strategize them. Being entirely dependent on others to get anything in life (clothing, money for medicine, food, and things considered to be luxuries like games) is guilt and anxiety-inducing, self-worth shattering, soul crushing.

I have someone who used to be a dear friend, trying to tell me that it’s okay to voice my wants even if it means it never comes to fruition.

No. No, it is not okay. One who could get one’s self a little treat whether it be coffee or stickers or a new book by one’s own means, could never understand. One could never understand how sharp and painful the knife is with every rejection. With every reminder about how small you have to make your existence.

Speaking any want is a risk to your very personhood. A want that is realized is precious. I am not trying to live day by day. I am attempting to survive, day by day. But able-bodied people just don’t get it. They can’t get it. And while I’m feeling frustrated and hurt right now, I hope they never do get it. But my god, does it make me feel so unheard and unseen.

[yuri-hell-world]

kuroro!

[darkmoongwen]

The fact that you can't play as a woman in mechwarrior 5 mercenaries is so lame. A vast majority of the people I know who are into battletech are women, and I know for a fact I'm not the only one disappointed by this. It's not that hard to do. Honestly just makes me sad :(

[swiftrunnerfelidae]

"it wouldn't fit the lore" sssshhh. listen. listen to me. listen. listen. liiiiisten. okay. are you listening? Then change the fucking lore you dipshit. "Oh but then it would-" would what? It's a fictional world. It doesn't exist. There's no fucking rules to it other than the ones we give it. And if those rules suck, then we can change them at a whim for no goddamn reason other than that the rules suck. Just do that. It's easy. DOOOO IIIIIIT.

[umbralreaver]

The devs actually planned to let you pick! But due to problems had to cut that option (I don't recall the specifics but it was probably some combination of time and money).