Blueprint…this is my legacy

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Blueprint…this is my legacy
The unfinished is inspirational!
The decision was right but it still hurts
Thinking about what you wanted and realizing that it is not what you have! The movement through it all is an unhappy reflection that has been 25 yrs in the making. Now it is silence and withdrawal and an existence that is dictated by surviving each moment and counting down the seconds until there is a release. So many mistakes, so many signs, so many things that can’t be fixed or undone or given back.
A woman’s detachment begins when she gets tired of repeating herself about the same things… and realizing NOTHING ever changes. -
author unknown
The final stages of marital grief!
“If it is destroying you then it is not love my dear.”
— Unknown
Love should calm the storm inside of you, not provoke it.
k.b. // drowning, resurfacing: notes on heartbreak & healing by frankie riley
When you are so broken and dismayed that you’re having a really hard time believing in yourself!
I don’t want to be alone with you
Cause there’s other things I rather do
I just the chance to prove I can
Find happiness until the end
That mom guilt hits differently when your world is in chaos and all that matters is protecting your children from the pain of your pain.
Planning to leave is giving me anxiety and causing a bit of depression in my soul because he avoids the truth and just hopes it gets better.
I just feel lost and unable to control things.
Born Day
Happy to see another year but not happy at where I sit emotionally and financially. Married but unhappy, feeling guilty because I believe in “till death do us part”. I try to live by what I say but I find myself being hypocritical in that I tell my children to pursue happiness and yet I am at a crossroad where I want happiness within my marriage but that means being unhappy as his wife.
When your prayers are “Let YOUR WILL be done” and it is being done, following is the hardest thing to do!