sweet escape.

a thousand thoughts runnin’ on my head.

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Bby.

even na naguumpisa palang tayo, gusto ko na maging thankful sayo kasi dahil sayo masaya ako ngayon. Thanks for making me smile, everytime na magkausap tayo. Thanks for coming into my life kasi because of you, nawala na siya sa sistema kooooo. Yes, natatakot ako, di naman yata mawawala sakin yon eh pero maybe this time. Ready na ako sumugal. 

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An open letter to the guy i like,

Stop sending me mixed signals kasi mas naguguluhan lang ako. If you’re in to me bakit di mo nalang sabihin? Sobrang frustrating ng gantong set-up: out of the blue ememesage moko, kakamustahin, video call then after a few days eto balik na naman tayo sa dati. Hindi ko na alam pano lumugar sayo. Since kailan paba nung nagstart tong ganto? Akala ko nung una wala lang. Ilang years na tayong ganito. Friends naman talaga tayo back then pero lately naging blur na lahat. Naging magulo na. Nagumpisa ko ng tanungin sarili ko kung bakit ganyan kana makipagusap sakin, bakit parang may something na, bakit parang may nagbago na, bakit parang napapadalas na pag-uusap natin. Then one day nagising nalang ako: narealize ko nagkakagusto na yata ako sayo pero ayoko. Ayoko pa rin :( Ang complicated ng lahat. Di ko pa rin naman na coconfirm feelings natin sa isat isa pero what if kung na confirmed ko na? Kaya ko bang panindigan? Di ko alam. Bahala na. ☹️ Miss na rin kita. Sana kaya ko tong sabihin sayo to ng hindi pabiro.

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hold my hand and hug me tight. that’s all i need right now.

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[asdfghjkl84928]

I just saw our old convo and read it, bakit ganon? Parang ang laki ng pinagbago? Ewan ko kung bakit bigla ko nalang naisipan buksan lahat ng messages natin. And dun sobrang deep tas kinumpara ko chat natin sa dati at sa ngayon, sobrang laki ng pinagbago siguro nga parang isip bata pa tayo non pero sobrang laki talaga you get my point? Hahahah nakakalungkot kasi hindi na tayo tulad ng dati. Pero ok na yun at least may nag mature saatin. Hindi ko lang ma pin point kung ako ba? O ung mga tao sa paligid natin nakapag bago satin? Gusto ko lang sabihin sayo na ako pa rin to kung sakaling ako man ung dahilan kung bakt tayo nagbago, ako pa rin tong dati mong bestfriend na nagtatampo pag dka nakakausap,naiinis pag ang ikli ng reply mo at naiirita pag may iba kang kasamang bestfriend mo rin. Nasanay narin siguro tayo na hindi na nakakapag usap masyado kasi sguro busy na sa mga pinag kaka abalahan natin. Pero still andito lang ako kaht wala ka na. :)

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Everything suddenly turns to black Colorful memories seems fading now

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I just realize that everything is just temporary and maybe they’re right that nothing really last forever. I hate it when Im always trying so hard to keep them but don’t know how to act when they are right beside me and how to make them feel special.  I lay awake most every night, wondering, thinking too much and trying to figure out how to make things right because some things seems so wrong for me. Yes, I’ve been lonely for so long and dont know why am I holding to something that really breaks my heart into pieces and destroys me. You know what? Last night I realize that maybe, no matter how much you loved them, they could slip through your fingers like water, and there was nothing you could do about it. Can someone please tell me how to get off all this pains on my chest? 

[jesuslovethisgirl]

Hindi lahat ng gusto natin binibigay ni GOD. Pero lahat ng kailangan natin binibigay niya.

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Amadeus ko bukas pagpray mo ko

oonga nabasa ko tweet mo may list ka naba ng codes? open notes naman eh.

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Hi pwede makipag friends?

Hahaha leche steve! namiss ko kayo ahhh musta naman bruh.

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When a person tells you you hurt them, you don’t get to decide you didn’t.

(via psychoticnuurse)

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Sobrang nakakatamad maghintay, nakakapagod pagkatapos, sakit sa katawan, mejo hassle pag uwi, sobrang gabi na lagi nakakauwi pero masaya kaya ayokong tamarin.

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If words left physical scars would people be more careful with what they say?

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Heart Of Worship

When the music fades All is stripped away And I simply come Longing just to bring Something that's of worth That will bless your heart I'll bring you more than a song For a song in itself Is not what you have required You search much deeper within Through the way things appear You're looking into my heart Chorus I'm coming back to the heart of worship And it's all about you It's all about you, Jesus I'm sorry Lord for the things I've made it When it's all about you It's all about you, Jesus King of endless worth No one could express How much you deserve Though I'm weak and poor All I have is yours Every single breath

I'm coming back to the heart of worship And it's all about you It's all about you, Jesus I'm sorry Lord for the things I've made it When it's all about you It's all about you, Jesus

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At The Cross (morning song) 😊

Oh Lord You've searched me You know my way Even when I fail You I know You love me Your holy presence Surrounding me In every season I know You love me I know You love me At the cross I bow my knee Where Your blood was shed for me There's no greater love than this You have overcome the grave Your glory fills the highest place What can separate me now You go before me You shield my way Your hand upholds me I know You love me You tore the veil You made a way When You said that it is done And when the earth fades Falls from my eyes And You stand before me I know You love me I know You love me