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beep beep how’s my portrayal ?
Non-Verbal Venting Starters
Send me a number to find my muse trying to vent some emotions on their own. Send Reverse + a Number to have my muse find yours in such a state:
Angrily sparring alone.
Frustratingly attempting to read.
Pacing back and forth.
Going for an incredibly late night walk.
Failing at being productive.
Tossing an object at a wall repeatedly.
Sitting alone, head down on a desk.
Attempting the same task over and over to no avail.
Scribbling furiously on a piece of paper.
Tapping against a table.
Ignoring the problems with a scowl on their face.
Exercising with intensity.
Hitting an inanimate object over and over.
Trying not to cry.
Working on an assignment for the last few hours without a break.
Looking like they need someone to listen.
Yelling into the sky thinking no one is around.
Staring at their phone, hovering over an unsent message.
Listening to music in a quiet space.
Finding them in a secluded, out of the way place.
Send “Do you want me?” to see how my muse reacts.
saya didn’t understand what was going on right now but she didn’t appreciate being manhandled as she growls under her breath and promises herself she will stab him with her katana later, her dark hues rolling as marcus finally sets her down and she gives him an incredulous stare and a scowl on her red lips, “ i get it i’m smaller than you but if you EVER do that again, i will murder you in your sleep. “ a serious edge to her tone, narrowing her eyes at the other in unamusement. killreagan said:♞ - physically pick my muse up and carry them
ENJOY THAT BULLSHIT, I’M GOING TO PARTY ALL NIGHT AND RULE THE WORLD !
INDEPENDENT // SELECTIVE SAYA KUROKI FROM SYFY’S DEADLY CLASS
Manhandling symbol starters
Send one for your muse to…
★ - drag my muse by the arm ⁂ - grab my muse by the front of their shirt, possibly shoving them back ✱ - take my muse by the hips to carefully move them out of their way ➜ - smack my muse upside the head ⌧ - grip my muse by the back of the neck © - put a hand on my muse’s back to steer them somewhere ✂ - point sternly at a chair and tell my muse to sit down ✉ - push my muse back down when they try to get out of bed (perhaps involving illness, injury, or sleep deprivation) ☛ - press a finger to my muse’s lips to shut them up ♚ - put a hand on my muse’s knee while sitting next to them, to discourage them from standing up ♧ - slap my muse’s hand away from something they shouldn’t touch ♦ - grab my muse’s hair and yank ♤ - slam a door shut before my muse can leave the room ♞ - physically pick my muse up and carry them ♭ - grip my muse’s jaw to make them look yours in the eye ♨ - rub my muse down with a sponge/wet cloth ☀ - pin my muse with their arms behind their back ☠ - slam my muse into a wall ☾ - wrestle/pin my muse to the ground
Add as much or as little context as you’d like!
so i wanna start being on my saya more but the fandom seems to be dead so can you give this a like if you want to interact with my saya kuroki from deadly class?
“I don’t know who I am when I am not trembling.”
— Darshana Suresh, from “Haunted House Hearts,”Howling at the Moon (via rentz)
heart for a starter !
based on this suggestions blog. warning: these are pretty dark/angry & could be triggering to some people. please be cautious before proceeding!!
‘ all i want in my life is for my friends to be able to touch me suddenly & me to not flinch away without meaning to. when will this stop affecting me? ’ ‘ all i want is to be soft & gentle, but i’m made out of steel & anger. maybe in another life, i guess. ’ ‘ beauty is in the eye of the beholder, so choose to see beauty in everything. ’ ‘ burning it all to the ground & force them to start again. they made you lose everything. now return the favor. ’ ‘ do i ever even cross your mind or do i do all the thinking of us on my own? ’ ‘ do you trust me enough? do you trust me at all? ’ ‘ don’t you dare abandon me. ’ ‘ even after all you have done, i will always want you fighting on my side. ’ ‘ every time i see you smile i fall in love with your brightness all over again. ’ ‘ everyone i have ever loved is long gone. i sing to the sky alone. ’ ‘ everyone i touch gets hurt, but i can’t stop. i touch & i touch & i touch & people get hurt. why can’t i ever stop? ’ ‘ everyone says i used to be a hero, but i can still taste the blood in my mouth & still feel bruises blooming because of my fists & my eyes are still stretched wide & terrified. ’ ‘ everything i love has been taken from me. what do i have left to fight for? ’ ‘ fall in love with someone that makes you feel strong. ’ ‘ friends are more important than any material object will ever be. ’ ‘ i am aching to hold you & keep you safe, to be pressed against you so that nothing can harm you. ’ ‘ i am divine & you will bow before me. ’ ‘ i am fucking divine. ’ ‘ i am in control & i listen to no one. ’ ‘ i am not a good person. don’t pretend i am. ’ ‘ i am not accustomed to love. this is a learning experience. ’ ‘ i am not worth saving & i am not worth redemption. let me stay in the dark. ’ ‘ i am so tired all the time, all i want to do is rest. ’ ‘ i am too tired to deal with any of this. ’ ‘ i bow to no man. ’ ‘ i broke into sharp pieces when i broke & i expect someone else to hurt their hands on my edges just to put me back together. i’m sorry. ’ ‘ i can give you your wings back & i can show you to fly once more, if you only believe in me. ’ ‘ i cannot be saved. ’ ‘ i can’t ask for help because if i ask for help it hurts people. i can bear this weight on my own. i have to. ’ ‘ i could taste the lies in your mouth every time i kissed you, but i loved you too much to notice. ’ ‘ i crave affection in the simplest way. ’ ‘ i deserve to hurt. i deserve to bleed. ’ ‘ i didn’t ask for any of this so don’t you dare blame this on me. ’ ‘ i don’t care if you say my name like it’s poison or like it’s a prayer, as long as it leaves your lips. ’ ‘ i don’t fight for you anymore. ’ ‘ i don’t want to let go of you. not now, not ever. ’ ‘ i don’t want to talk about it. i don’t want to remember. i don’t want to heal. all i want is for it to go away. ’ ‘ i don’t want you to touch me. please don’t touch me, just go away. ’ ‘ i feel anger deeper than my bones. i feel anger in my very soul. ’ ‘ i feel nothing at all, except for when i feel everything all at once. ’ ‘ i have fallen & though i may miss the sky, i belong here now. ’ ‘ i have fallen from a height your mind cannot even imagine. ’ ‘ i have no home anymore. ’ ‘ i remember collapsing in the flames with a sword in my hand & then i remember nothing. ’ ‘ i see beauty in everything, but especially in you. ’ ‘ i should never have fallen in love with you. ’ ‘ i thought for a long time that i was so terrible no one would look at me. now i know it’s because i shine so bright they are forced to look away. ’ ‘ i was so caught up in the feeling that i forgot how to breathe. ’ ‘ i will never amount to anything. i am a failure in the worst type of way. ’ ‘ i will tell myself that the burn of my loneliness in my chest completes me & maybe someday it will be true. ’ ‘ if that’s what a hero is i’m glad i’m not one anymore. ’ ‘ if you ask me to, i will set the whole world on fire, my dear. it’s all for you. ’ ‘ is it my fault? it’s my fault. it’s always my fault. ’ ‘ it’s not murder if they deserved it, right? ’ ‘ i’m drowning in emotions that don’t belong to me, choking on anger & suffocating on sadness. ’ ‘ i’m in love with everything that hurts me. ’ ‘ i’m okay. i’m alright. this is all in my mind. ’ ‘ i’m ready to give up everything i’ve ever had if it means someone will love me. ’ ‘ i’m so cold & i can’t stop shaking. i am not who you think i am. ’ ‘ i’m so tired all the time & i just want to be awake again. ’ ‘ i’m tired of fighting against the pain of being forgotten. i just want someone to remember me. ’ ‘ i’m tired of fighting everything in my life. just make it stop. ’ ‘ i’m too tired to care. blow up, get angry at me. i’m sure someday i’ll realize i deserved it. ’ ‘ jealousy burns within me. ’ ‘ just let me go in peace for once in my damn life. ’ ‘ loneliness is a disease & it leaves me empty & hollow, like sound goes through my body & bounces back. ’ ‘ made of starlight & sunshine, i shine brighter than they all know. ’ ‘ my anger is righteous & my actions are pure. ’ ‘ my chest aches & my lungs burn. this sickness comes from the inside. ’ ‘ my chest hurts & all i need is some comfort & understanding. ’ ‘ my chest hurts & i ache to go back to the sky. ’ ‘ my shoulders are aching where wings used to be & all i want is for them to stop hurting. ’ ‘ pull me apart & piece me together in your own way. make me perfect. ’ ‘ righteous fury throws through my veins & if you touch the people i love i will destroy you. ’ ‘ rise up. you can’t keep being small when you were made for so much more. ’ ‘ say my name like it’s the only one that’s ever been on your tongue. ’ ‘ so much blood has been spilled in my name. time to make you believe it was in yours. ’ ‘ so you’ll worry about me when i fall silent, but not when i scream & plead for help? fuck off. ’ ‘ sometimes people have to get hurt for me to get what i want. ’ ‘ stay away from my fucking friends. stay the fuck away or so help me i will destroy you. ’ ‘ stop treating me like i’m an idiot. you aren’t better than me in any way & you better remember that. ’ ‘ the bitter taste of regret is ever present on my tongue. ’ ‘ the world is spinning far too fast for me to stay on it. ’ ‘ to love them is my divine right. ’ ‘ voices whisper from the shadows & they fill my mind with thoughts of you. ’ ‘ what did i to wrong to be so unloved? ’ ‘ what is the point of power if i’m not supposed to use it? ’ ‘ who the fuck do you think you are? ’ ‘ why can’t i ever fucking stop crying? ’ ‘ with a new year comes new tests & triumphs. let’s try to make the most out of it. ’ ‘ would it really kill you to be honest for once? ’ ‘ yes, i remember my wings breaking & being destroyed. i was powerless to stop it. ’ ‘ you are not required to love your parents, or to even like them. ’ ‘ you can’t hate me more than i hate myself, but you are more than welcome to try. ’ ‘ you may say you love me, but you love only a part of me. i am too complex for you to ever love my entire being. ’ ‘ you never fucking cared about me. don’t fucking lie about it. not to me. ’ ‘ you remind me of mint. fresh, sharp, kind of cold, but in a nice way. i always knew there was a reason mint was my favorite. ’ ‘ you shine light in even the darkest parts of me. you are my sun. ’ ‘ you should fear me, but you don’t. i will be eternally puzzled, yet grateful. ’ ‘ you touch me & my skin burns & it burns for you, always you. ’
heart for a starter !
next time i’m opening up to someone is my autopsy
𝐉𝐀𝐘𝐌𝐄𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐆 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐒( pt. one )
❛ so please , could i be selfish with your body ? ❜ ❛ i’m gonna brand you with my lips . ❜ ❛ all the world will know you’re mine now . ❜ ❛ i’ll get you tied down . ❜ ❛ we all pretend we never heard the cries in the daytime ❜ ❛ don’t worry ❜ ❛ my touch won’t leave you hollow ❜ ❛ give me the scars to remind me how good you are ❜ ❛ take my mind off the pressure ❜ ❛ i’m gone with the wind , high like a feather ❜ ❛ i got stoned on you ❜ ❛ there’s something about the way you shiver ❜ ❛ i’ll take a bullet for you right now ❜ ❛ nothing else burns like you ❜ ❛ i’ve been walking in the moonlight looking for you ❜ ❛ put your lips on my scars ❜ ❛ teach me to love ❜ ❛ i don’t want you to go ❜ ❛ i need more of you in my life ❜ ❛ don’t you know i want you so bad ? ❜ ❛ i’m a damn good lover ❜ ❛ don’t make me beg ❜ ❛ i’ll do anything to love you ❜ ❛ nobody should be alone ❜ ❛ please let me take you home ❜ ❛ i know you were meant for me ❜ ❛ every night i call for you ❜ ❛ i’m going mad ❜
BILLIE EILISH SENTENCE STARTERS when we all fall asleep, where do we go? ( 2019 ) bad guy. “ white shirt, now red. ” “ you’re on your tippy toes. ” “ creeping around like no one knows. ” “ think you’re so criminal. ” “ bruises on both my knees for you. ” “ don’t say thank you or please. ” “ i do what i want when i’m wanting to. ” “ my soul? so cynical. ” “ so you’re a tough guy. ” “ like it really rough guy. ” “ chest always so puffed guy. ” “ i’m the bad type. ” “ make your mama sad type. ” “ make your girlfriend mad type. ” “ might seduce your dad type. ” “ i’m the bad guy. ” “ i like it when you take control. ” “ you know you don’t own me. ” “ i’ll let you play the role. ” “ she’ll pity the men i know. ” “ i’m only good at being bad. ” “ i like when you get mad. ” “ i guess i’m pretty glad that you’re alone. ”
xanny
“ what is it about them? ” “ i must be missing something. ” “ they just keep doing nothing. ” “ too intoxicated to be scared. ” “ better off without them. ” “ they’re nothing but unstable. ” “ i’m in their secondhand smoke. ” “ still just drinking canned coke. ” “ i don’t need a xanny to feel better. ” “ don’t give me a xanny, now or ever. ” “ they’re late to every party. ” “ nobody’s ever sorry. ” “ their pretty heads are hurting. ” “ they’re awfully bad at learning. ” “ make the same mistakes, blame circumstance. ” “ please don’t try to kiss me on the sidewalk. ” “ i can’t afford to love someone. ”
you should see me in a crown
“ bite my tongue, bide my time. ” “ wearing a warning sign. ” “ wait ‘til the world is mine. ” “ fell for these ocean eyes. ” “ you should see me in a crown. ” “ i’m gonna run this nothing town. ” “ watch me make ‘em bow. ” “ your silence is my favourite sound. ” “ count my cards, watch them fall. ” “ blood on a marble wall. ” “ i like the way they all scream. ” “ tell me, which one is worse? living or dying first? ” “ come over, baby. ” “ i think you’re pretty. ” “ i’m okay. i’m not your baby. ” “ if you think i’m pretty, you should see me in a crown. ”
all the good girls go to hell
“ standing there, killing time. ” “ can’t commit to anything but a crime. ” “ [ x ] is on vacation. ” “ pearly gates look more like a picket fence. ” “ got friends but can’t invite them. ” “ my turn to ignore ya. ” “ don’t say i didn’t warn ya. ” “ all the good girls go to hell. ” “ even god herself has enemies. ” “ heaven’s out of sight. ” “ she’ll want the devil on her team. ” “ look at you, needing me. ” “ you know i’m not your friend without some greenery. ” “ [ x ] should know better. ” “ your cover up is caving in. ” “ man is such a fool. ” “ why are we saving him? ” “ poisoning themselves now. ” “ begging for our help, wow. ” “ there’s nothing left to save now. ” “ my god is gonna owe me. ”
when the party’s over
“ don’t you know i’m no good for you? ” “ i’ve learned to lose you. ” “ tore my shirt to stop you bleedin’.” “ nothin’ ever stops you leaving.” “ quiet when i’m coming home and i’m on my own. ” “ i could lie, say i like it like that. ” “ don’t you know too much already? ” “ i’ll only hurt you if you let me. ” “ call me friend, but keep me closer. ” “ i’ll call you when the party’s over. ” “ nothing is better sometimes. ” “ we’ve both said our goodbyes. ” “ let’s just let it go. ” “ let me let you go. ”
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“ wait a minute, let me finish. ” “ i know you don’t care. ” “ can you listen? ” “ i came committed. ” “ guess i overdid it. ” “ wore my heart out on a chain. ” “ i think i better go. ” “ i never really know how to please you. ” “ you’re looking at me like i’m see through. ” “ i guess i’m gonna go. ” “ i just never know how you feel. ” “ do you feel anything? ” “ you said ‘don’t treat me badly’“ “ you said it so sadly. ” “ i did the best i could. ” “ not thinking you would have left me gladly.” “ i know you’re not sorry. ” “ why should you be? ” “ who am i to be in love when your love never is for me? ”
my strange addiction
“ don’t ask questions. ” “ you don’t wanna know. ” “ learned my lesson way too long ago. ” “ to be talkin’ to you, belladonna. ” “ shoulda taken a break, not an oxford comma. ” “ take what i want when i wanna. ” “ bad news. ” “ one of us is gonna lose. ” “ i’m the powder, you’re the fuse. ” “ just add some friction. ” “ you are my strange addiction. ” “ my doctors can’t explain my symptoms or my pain. ” “ please don’t ever break. ” “ be my reliever. ” “ i don’t self-medicate. ” “ it burns like a gin and i like it. ” “ put your lips on my skin. ” “ you might ignite it. ” “ hurts but i know how to hide it. ” “ bite my glass. ” “ set myself on fire. ” “ can’t you tell i’m crass? ” “ can’t you tell i’m wired? ” “ tell me nothing lasts, like i don’t know. ”
bury a friend
“ what do you want from me? ” “ why don’t you run from me? ” “ what are you wondering? ” “ what do you know? ” “ why aren’t you scared of me? ” “ why do you care for me? ” “ when we all fall asleep, where do we go? ” “ say it, spit it out. ” “ what is it exactly? ” “ you’re payin’? ” “ is the amount cleaning you out? ” “ am i satisfactory? ” “ today i’m thinking about the things that are deadly. ” “ the way i’m drinking you down like i wanna drown. ” “ like i wanna end me. ” “ step on the glass. ” “ staple your tongue. ” “ bury a friend. ” “ try to wake up. ” “ killing the son. ” “ i wanna end me. ” “ keep you in the dark. ” “ what had you expected? ” “ i’ll meet you in the park. ” “ i’ll be calm & collected. ” “ we knew right from the start that you’d fall apart. ” “ i’m too expensive. ” “ it’s probably something that shouldn’t be said out loud. ” “ honestly, i thought i would be dead by now. ” “ the debt i owe. ” “ gotta sell my soul. ” “ my limbs all froze and my eyes won’t close. ” “ i can’t say no. i can’t say no. ”
ilomilo
“ told you not to worry. ” “ maybe that’s a lie. ” “ honey, what’s your hurry? ” “ won’t you stay inside? ” “ remember not to get too close to stars. ” “ they’re never gonna give you love like ours. ” “ where did you go? ” “ i should know. ” “ i don’t wanna be lonely. ” “ show me the way home. ” “ i don’t wanna lose another life. ” “ hurry, i’m worried. ” “ the world’s a little blurry.” “ maybe it’s my eyes. ” “ the friends i’ve had to bury. they keep me up at night. ” “ said i couldn’t love someone ‘cause i might break. ” “ i tried not to upset you. ” “ let you rescue me the day i met you. ” “ i just wanted to protect you. now i’ll never get to. ”
listen before i go tw for implications of suicide and suicidal thoughts
“ take me to the rooftop.” “ i wanna see the world when i stop breathing. ” “ tell me love is endless. ” “ don’t be so pretentious. ” “ leave me like you do. ” “ if you need me, wanna see me, better hurry, ‘cause i’m leaving soon. ” “ sorry can’t save me now. ” “ sorry i don’t know how. ” “ sorry there’s no way out. ” “ that’s what a year-long headache does to you. ” “ i’m not okay. ” “ i feel so scattered. ” “ don’t say i’m all that matters. ” “ call my friends and tell them that i love them. ” “ i’ll miss them. ” “ but i’m not sorry. ” “ sorry. ”
i love you
“ it’s not true. ” “ tell me i’ve been lied to. ” “ crying isn’t like you. ” “ what the hell did i do? ” “ never been the type to let someone see right through. ” “ maybe won’t you take it back? ” “ say you were trying to make me laugh. ” “ you didn’t mean to say ‘i love you’. ” “ i love you, and i don’t want to. ” “ up all night on another red-eye. ” “ i wish we never learned to fly. ” “ maybe we should just try to tell ourselves a good lie. ” “ didn’t mean to make you cry. ” “ the smile that you gave me even when you felt like dying. ” “ we fall apart as it gets dark. ” “ i’m in your arms in [ x ]. ” “ there’s nothing you could do or say. ” “ i can’t escape the way i love you. ” “ i don’t want to, but i love you. ”
lonely sentence starters
“Long time no see! How’re you holding up?” “You clearly weren’t expecting me.” “I came here to help you, but if you’d rather I hadn’t, I will leave you alone again.” “I thought I’d just stop by and see how you were doing… It’s been a while.” “You’ve been quiet lately.” “How are you? Honestly. Don’t give me the usual crap.” “Why’re you sitting here all by yourself?” “This is supposed to be a party. You are supposed to dance, not sulk.” “Has nobody come to see you?” “Do you want me to leave?” “When’s the last time you went outside?” “Do you even want to see anyone?” “You seem lonely…” “Don’t you have any friends?” “I don’t mind keeping you company.” “Do you really have this place all to yourself?” “Maybe if you tried being nice every once in a while you would actually have people who cared about you.” “I’d visit you more often if I had the time…” “I am your friend. You’ve got me.” “Are you lonely?” ———- “I just want to be left alone.” “I’ve been so alone.” “You’re the first person to visit me in ages.” “I wish you’d visit more often.” “I’m just so sick of being alone all the time.” “No, of course I’m not lonely.”
if you wanna know about my muse