/Hello all, and Happy New Year! I'm back at home and activity's going to go back to normal for me here. And after being on vacation and clearing my head, I think I'm on to something about myself and last year. And I'd thought that I'd share that here.
I love the people I've met through this blog, and I love playing my interpretation of Elia, but I've realized that I was making it harder on myself stressing on what to do and how to meet people when those are the very things that make this hobby worthwhile. And that stress was killing my muses, including Elia, and shutting down my inspiration time and time again. It's to the point where all of my muses have become more sporadic instead of stable, and that was no fun. I'm glad I had the winter vacation when I did, it was a true break. So I've made a resolution this year that I intend to keep.
I'm going into this year with a clear head, and try not to stress myself so much on here that I end up worrying over nothing. If things get too crazy for me, I'll take a break and regroup until I feel ready to go at it and have fun. Because in the end, that's what roleplaying is all about. No games of thrones needed or worrying to please others. It's to have fun for yourself.
So I'm going to try and take it easy on myself. And possibly be more social too, in time. I've got so many lovely people that I know, but am not familiar with enough, and vice versa that they're not familiar with me. That goes for this blog too, I'm going to try and take it easy. If I need a break, I'll take it. And it turn, I'll get better and better.
That's all I've wanted to share. Let's hope this year will be a good one!
