stream dreams

Twitch streaming is a roller coaster, this is my diary of the ride. Sometimes I'm shaken, sometimes amused but always unbreakable.

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He says it’s a surprise

A new impact toy for bbg this weekend

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You’re in his dms

I’m farting in his bed

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They give you pies toys & memes

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Listen to that voice that tells you as the ship sinks to just keep studying

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Just keep studying

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what sjould i do with this trauma

i carry it around in two hands

i need my hands

i carry it in a tote

it’s heavy and swings around while i walk

i put it in a box amd slid it under the bed

i flung it over the backyard fence

this is not my trauma

how do i get ride of this burden

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you were mean.

but we had bones in the freezer

and art on the walls

how could say it’s nothing

but then take it all

why am I so sad

[unbreakable-schmidt]

youre a survivor

everything else is just dust in your eye

blink it away

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You are a car moving forward. break off the rear view mirror and don't look back

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it hurts less today

the pain was horrid heartbreak yesterday

some details have become more certain

it will get easier ...?

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his only happiness (cfb) got canceled

then he left you

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do not regard those who disregard your mental health

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you are crying more over the loss of your fabulous life than losing him

oop

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youre free

no more abuse

still hurts to be tossed aside

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maybe you shouldn’t be with him ??

he triggers your mental health

and physical health

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he left

is this heaven

or is this hell?

you’re free

but heartbroken

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remain

~~u n a f f e c t e d~~

he gets so mad

stay coo