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𝙱𝙴 𝚈𝙾𝚄𝚁 𝙶𝚄𝙸𝙳𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙺𝙴𝚈.

[undelion]

#UNDELION. PRIVATE  BRAIN OF THE KINGDOM HEARTS SERIES.  ESTABLISHED MARCH OF 24.  HEAVILY AFFILIATED WITH UNDAHLIA. READ RULES PRIOR TO INTERACTION.

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[undelion]

m. | ❛ how do you know my name? ❜ / @dawnmantle's ventus.

he'd been warned by others of ventus's... condition, they called it. his condition; his lack of memory from the time before. curious, brain thought. lauriam and elerna's lost memories were restored upon recompletion. in the same hypothesis, what of ventus begs for recompletion? vanitas is, of course, the first variable that rises to his mind. however ... full completion seems a likely impossible feat.

he's thought about ventus's "condition" since it was revealed to him. but coming face-to-face with him rises another factor brain had yet to consider: his own feelings on the matter. lips part, before it's remedied by a sheepish smile and half-laugh.

❝ apologies. i'm sure that's probably strange to you. i got a little de-brief on the people i might meet in this timeline, and i'm really only assuming you're ventus, since i already met roxas. ❞ his talent for spinning fast sentences and half-truths might be something to be admired. ❝ i'm brain. nice to meet you. officially. ❞

[undelion]

will i see you again?

the world collapses. structures rumble. he feels the ground unsteady beneath his feet. everything is crumbling. this is his chance, given to him by ephemer to keep the light alive. and now, he's passing it on to her. he clicks and tacks rapidly away at the computer, lining up the last arks to go out. there is no time to mourn. the minutes tick away ruthlessly. time stops for no one, after all. ❝ can't say for sure. ❞

it's an honest answer, though he knows the truth. his singular goal is to stay alive just long enough to give as many dandelions a chance at survival as he can. by the growing cracks in the walls, he suspects it won't be long. sorry, ephemer. grey eyes frantically scan the computer, staying turned from lauriam. he registers the scent of flowers as natural as his own skin. no point missing that now. ❝ i don't know where or when you'll end up. but keep your goal— your waypoint— etched into your heart. ❞

at last he does what he's been dreading. facing her, where ventus is being carefully placed in an ark. elerna joins the one beside him. there's a sharp pang in his gut. he knows, or has assumed, the connection between them. they've shared their stolen glances and smiles. she's fallen asleep on his shoulder in the gardens. he's awoken to a blanket around his shoulders that only lauriam could've placed there.

she speaks her sister's name, and he takes note to memorize how she sounds now. but it feels like a fleeting memory; like the murmurs from a death bed. you don't want to remember him like this. brain outstretches a hand to cup her cheek just long enough to feel the spark of years they might've had together. a wedding. a reunion with her sister in distant lands they're all unfamiliar with. it's hard and it's frightening, but they get by because they have each other. as quickly as the touch happens, he pulls away— too afraid to be paralyzed by the current of eletricity between them. that, or it's the continued destruction of daybreak town that shocks him into action once again. ❝ then that will be the waypoint to guide you. i hope you get to see her again. ❞

lauriam takes the final ark. brain enters the final code.

❝ may your heart be your guiding key. ❞

[nightprompts]

&. 𝐯𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  a  mix  of  angst,  fluff,  and  plot  focused  dialogue  prompts  in  the  form  of  questions.  feel  free  to  change  how  you  seem  fit.  )

❛ what are you listening to? ❜

❛ can’t sleep? ❜

❛ how did you get this scar? ❜

❛ are you sure this is a good idea? ❜

❛ do you mind if i sleep here tonight? ❜

❛ what are you doing out here by yourself? ❜

❛ are you wearing my shirt? ❜

❛ don’t you know what you mean to me? ❜

❛ will i see you again? ❜

❛ are you comfortable? ❜

❛ are you trying to get us in trouble? ❜

❛ do you enjoy playing with people’s hearts? ❜

❛ don’t we deserve to be happy? ❜

❛ why can’t i come with you? ❜

❛ are you here to kill me? ❜

❛ you think i’m jealous? ❜

❛ do you want to share this? ❜

❛ is that blood? is it yours? ❜

❛ how do you know my name? ❜

❛ you’re an asshole, you know that? ❜

❛ like what you see? ❜

❛ was that your first kiss? ❜

❛ are you happy here with me? ❜

❛ sorry, did you want to be alone? ❜

❛ do you want my jacket? ❜

❛ how are you still alive? ❜

❛ you’re beautiful, you know that? ❜

❛ what are you so afraid of? ❜

❛ today isn’t your day, is it? ❜

❛ how does it feel to be in love? ❜

❛ you’ve been crying, what’s wrong? ❜

❛ do you remember when we first met? ❜

❛ isn’t this amazing? ❜

❛ did you miss me? ❜

❛ alright, who am i beating up? ❜

❛ that was a close call, wasn’t it? ❜

❛ am i worth so little to you? ❜

❛ how is it you’re never scared? ❜

❛ do you ever think about the future? ❜

❛ can you look at me? please? ❜

❛ you got me flowers? ❜

❛ well, how do i look? ❜

❛ what aren’t you telling me? ❜

❛ how about a kiss before i go? ❜

❛ you don’t know who i am, do you? ❜

❛ may i have this dance? ❜

❛ who’s going to stop us, huh? ❜

❛ wait, you’re leaving already? ❜

❛ it’s my fault, isn’t it? ❜

❛ have you ever lost someone? ❜

❛ do you think i’m a good person? ❜

❛ what are you thinking about? ❜

❛ is it really you? ❜

❛ what if i hurt you? ❜

❛ if you won’t take care of yourself, then who will? ❜

❛ have you come to laugh at me? ❜

❛ will you still look at me like you do now? ❜

[fatimazainab]

Franz Kafka

[undelion]

m. | you're in worse shape than i thought. / @greatgospell

❝ me? ❞ balance fails to steady. brain l̶̟̰̙͖̠͖̥͆́̏̿̍̔̕ư̸͓̬̝͉̹̫̟̦̓̀͠x̸̳̺̘͚͋̆̕͝͝͠ͅȕ̸̥̾̇̊̋̚ lifts one leg and sets it down— like a child learning to walk again. unsteady, the body falls. knees hit unfamiliar cobblestones and palms outstretch to catch the fall. hazy, grey eyes settle on hands that hardly feels like his own. and it hurts. he sees red sprouting from calloused hands; feels the sting of the graze, and knows they're in fact his own. this body is his own.

he squints towards the figure, uncertain and wary. ❝ who are you? ❞ ẅ̴̡͔̻̬̼̗́́͂͛̀̋̆ḧ̷͔̝̬͌͊͊̓ͅô̴̝͌͐̊ ̶̡̢̹̺̤̳̫̤͛̌̾͆́͋̅a̷̯̒ḿ̴̡̳̻͇̠̿̾̄̆͋̈́́ ̷̨̬̥̠̼̄̔̑́̈i̴͎̥̳̲̍̃͒͝?̷͙̰̇̅͂̑̂͝ ❝ where am i? ❞

[undelion]

m. | don't get esoteric. / @stillgrows

❝ you say that like i'm supposed to know who you are. i'm not privy to the advancements of my own timeline. ❞ accompanied by a half-smirk, brain turns from the computer. gaze is only slightly narrowed— only somewhat knowing. ❝ if i was, wouldn't you think that was cheating? i know everything i need to... ludor, was it? if there is some mystical black box out there, it's rightfully lost to time. not that i would know anything about that, of course. ❞

[undelion]

m. | i always have this feeling i’m living someone else’s life / @undahlia

grey eyes fall upon the allium sitting in the window sill. it blooms before his eyes, bursting with life and color. he pauses before speaking, pondering over her words. ❝ in a way, you are; we are. ❞ his tone is matter-of-fact, though not without a fondness reserved for lauriam alone. ❝ though, don't think of it as though you're stealing a life from someone else. ❞

the ancient turns, hands landing on the sill and drumming along the edge. ❝ however different we are now, lauriam, this life was always meant to be ours. one way or another. ❞

[undelion]

after being possessed by luxu and thrown to the present, brain has two grey streaks in his hair. it’s mostly tucked next to his neck, but if you were to squint, you could see them.