summary: after the Battle of the Seven Potters, as fear had coursed through your body, you needed Fred to hold you and take your mind off the horrors you had just witnessed.
pairing: Fred Weasley x reader
warning: smut, mention of blood and injury
a/n: âŠI got a bit carried away with this one. Itâs been a long time since Iâve written smut so I hope its okay and I havenât just written 5,000 words of drivel! Also this fic exists in a timeline where Fred doesnât die. I hope you enjoy x
(not my gif, credit to owner)
The Burrow was finally still, silent except for the gentle ticking of the clock, after hours of chaos; most of the Weasley family and Order retiring to bed or apparating to another safe house. Only you and Fred remained awake, bodies still trembling with adrenaline and fear as you pressed against each other on the sofa. Fredâs arm was around your shoulders, his fingers gently playing with your hair whilst you were curled into his body, one hand resting on his knee. Fred was playing with the delicate band of your engagement ring, a habit he had picked up in the short months since he had proposed. Normally, this would have made your heart flutter and cause a smile to fall on your lips but as you gazed at George, lying injured on the sofa opposite you, all you felt was pure terror.
You burrowed deeper in Fredâs sides, squeezing your eyes shut as your mind flashed back to the events of the night; of drinking that Polyjuice potion in the living room of Harryâs childhood home, of pressing a quick kiss to Fredâs lips as you climbed onto the broom next to him, of gripping your wand tightly in your hand. Worry had coursed through your mind, but your focus was clear as you had both flown towards the sky, emerging from the clouds to be greeted with a battle in the sky. Only a single thought had entered your mind, survive, as you had spent who knows how long flinging curses and hexes at Death Eaters, constantly keeping Fred in your line of vision, as you had protected your friends and loved ones. It had felt like hours before you and Fred had managed to get away, finally making your way to the Burrow, jumping off your brooms, flinging them aside before stumbling into each otherâs arms, chests heaving as you had clutched onto each other; a wave of relief cresting over your body as you realised youâd done it, youâd survived.
However, that moment of relief had shattered when you heard your names being frantically called and you had raced into the living room of the Burrow to see your best friend and future brother-in-law, George Weasley, unconscious on the sofa, profusely bleeding from the head as Molly tried desperately to patch her son up. For the second time that evening you had pushed your emotions aside, body moving automatically as you had instantly gone to help Molly. As the only one who had any level of professional medical training you had taken charge, gently guiding Mrs. Weasley on what to do, hands steady as you had helped stop the flow of blood then wrapped a bandage around Georgeâs head. It was only when you stood back, Fred moving in to comfort his twin, before you felt the emotions rising in your body, staring down at your shaking, blood stained hands. You had never been more grateful for Molly Weasley as she had taken one look at you, pulled you into the kitchen and helped you scrub your hands clean, before shoving a warm tea in your hand and pulling you into a bone crushing hug, whispering thank you in your ear.
For hours the Burrow had been a flurry of activity, with news of the death of Alastor Moody, the search for his body, making sure George was stable whilst also holding an impromptu Order meeting. Now hours later as the silence settled over you, your body continued to tremble and your mind whirred; coming to terms with what had happened tonight and how close you had been to losing someone you loved.
âWe should go to bed, love.â Fred mumbled in your ear, pressing a kiss to your temple. You nodded, shifting so you could both stand. You both knew neither of you were going to get much sleep tonight, likely spending half the night wrapped up in each otherâs arm staring at the ceiling, but it was getting cold in the living room and whilst your mind might be awake, your body was getting tired. Fred gently took your hand, thumb running across your knuckles, before you both glanced at George, making sure he was still asleep, before pulling you towards the stairs. Neither of you spoke as you made your way towards Fredâs childhood bedroom, you knew it was unlikely anyone was sleeping tonight but you didnât want to ruin the fragile atmosphere that had descended over the Burrow at the moment.
Your fiancĂ©, softly pushed the familiar door open, allowing you to step inside as he closed it behind you two, making sure to lock it and place a muffliato charm over the room. Your eyes roamed the small space, smiling slightly as you spotted the double bed that had been placed in the room, no doubt by Ron and Mr. Weasley at the instruction of Mrs. Weasley. So many nights had been spent clinging to each other in Fredâs small single bed, and many mornings hysterically laughing as one of you fell out, you almost sobbed at the thoughtfulness of your future mother-in-law.
You turned around, drinking in the sight of Fred before you. He was still covered in the same dirty, blood stained clothes as before, his hair sticking up at odd angles, but as you looked into his eyes that familiar feeling of safety settled over you, causing tears to well in your eyes. Without a word he gently held his hand to you and silently you slowly walked over to him. The moment your hands connected again he pulled you softly into his chest and something in you broke. You flung your arms around his waist, burying your head against his chest as you finally allowed the wracking sobs, youâd been containing all evening to escape. Your body shook as tears streamed down your cheek, soaking his t-shirt, as Fredâs arms came round to cradle you protectively, dipping his head to place his lips on your head, whispering to you as he allowed you to come undone in his arms.
The darkness of the war had been descending for a number of years but since the death of Dumbledore, the world become terrifying. Places you had once felt safe in you no longer wanted to visit, friends you cared so deeply for had gone into hiding, and some people had just disappeared. Youâd quit your job in the Ministry, tired of spending the whole time looking over your shoulder at your colleagues as the rumours of infiltration had begun to circle, instead deciding take up at job in Fred and Georgeâs shop. You didnât venture out of your house without one of the twins, too scared to go anywhere on your own, and your mind had become your own worst enemy picturing what would happen if you were to lose someone you loved. Throughout it all though, Fred had been by your side to offer you a joke, a smile, a kiss to sooth the racing thoughts. Often using his body to distract you from the world outside. Now, after tonight, all you wanted, no neededwas him.
After a couple of minutes, as the sobs began to quieten, you raised your head to look into Fredâs warm brown eyes, to find him already watching you, knowing that the same thoughts that were running through your head were also running through his. He moved his hand to cup your cheeks, his thumb brushing over your skin, capturing the soft tears that were still falling from your eyes.
âIâve got you Y/N. I wonât let anything happen to you.â He whispered before softly brushing his lips against yours, sending a shiver down your spine at how gentle the contact was. The contact was sweet, soothing but it wasnât enough, and your fingers gripped his t-shirt as you leaned up on your tip-toes to deepen the kiss. Immediately Fred responded, gripping the back of your neck as his kisses turned urgent, fiercer, more passionate, a soft moan rumbling at the back of your throat as Fredâs lips moving in sync against yours. You pressed yourself closer, not being able to bear the thought of any space between you tonight, just wanting him to hold you and make you forget about the rest of the world.
His fingers danced at the soft hem of your t-shirt and immediately you stepped back, breaking the kiss as he gently peeled it off of your body. You were quick to reciprocate, clutching the fabric of his own t-shirt and helping him it pull it off. For a moment you just stared into each otherâs eyes before he broke away to trace the line of your jaw, your neck, along your collarbones before hesitating at the swell of your breasts in your bra. Without saying anything, you reached behind, unclasping your bra and discarding it in the corner of the room. Fredâs eyes dilated as he gulped, his tongue flicking out to lick his bottom lip as he took in the sight of you braless. His reaction caused a familiar thrill to begin to pool in your stomach and you finally took the time to also admire his topless self. Your hand was still shaking as you raised it to lightly trace the thin white line of an old scar under his ribs; he sucked in a breath as goosebumps erupted across his skin. Your eyes roamed his chest, going dry as you skimmed across his impossibly broad shoulders, across his sculpted chest lightly dusted with freckles, before settling on his defined abs. It may have been a few years since he stopped playing Quidditch, but you knew your fiancĂ© kept in shape.
âYouâre so beautiful.â You whispered. A soft chuckle escaped his lips as he finally raised his own hand to touch you, his fingers skimming up your waist, stopping at your ribs and swiping his thumb across the underside of your breasts.
âHey thatâs my line.â He whispered back, a small smile falling on your lips, a shudder erupting over your body as his large hand moved to cup your left breast, thumb swiping across the raised bud of your nipple, causing a wave of pleasure to travel down your spine and a gasp to leave your lips.
Your own hand came to rest over his heart, feeling the strong rhythm beneath your fingers, knowing that you never wanted a day to pass where you couldnât hear Fredâs heartbeat, hear his laugh or feel his lips on yours. Slowly, you raised your gaze to his again, your own heart thumping hard in your chest, your body shivering as you saw both love and lust swirling in his brown eyes.
âMake love to me, Fred.â You whispered into the dark, eyes still locked with his. With a low moan his lips crashed back down on yours, this time the kiss was more. It was passionate, with teeth-clashing, noses bumping, lips pressing fiercely against each other. With an expertâs touch he flicked his thumb over your sensitive nipple again, causing you to gasp against his lips and giving him the opportunity to begin tasting your mouth with his tongue.
With every caress of your breast, every flick on your nipple, Fred was causing pleasure to begin building in your lower stomach, a wetness already pooling in your panties. Your hand skated up over his chest to grip one of his large shoulders, while the other moved to trace the lines of his abdomen before dancing across the waistband of his jeans.
âDonât tease me Princess.â He growled against your lips, causing a chuckle to escape yours. You obeyed immediately, palming Fredâs increasing erection through the harsh material of jeans causing a low moan to rumble at the back of his throat and his hips to buck.
In response to your touch, one of Fredâs had continued to knead your breast expertly, whilst the other drifted across your skin before he rested it against your throat, gently squeezing your windpipe. He was rewarded with a low moan that left your lips, not too dissimilar from the one you had elicited from him. With a smirk, he detached his lips to press hot, open-mouthed kisses along your jaw, then your neck. His lips quickly found the sweet spot behind your ear, his tongue flicking out to caress the skin there before he harshly began to suck, determined to leave a mark.
âFuck, F-fred.â You mumbled, your words causing his hips to buck against you again, while the throbbing between your thighs began to become insistent. Fredâs hand moved from your throat to grip your back as he pulled you closer, back arching as he dropped his lips to skim along your collarbone and down to the tops of your breasts. Sweet, soft sounds of pleasure began to leave your lips as Fred began to suck on your skin. Vaguely in the back of your mind you were cursing Fred as you knew you werenât going to be able to wear low cut tops for a few days, but as he took your right breast in his mouth, you couldnât bring yourself to care. He flicked his tongue across your nipple before taking it between his teeth and gently tugging, causing a wave of pleasure to crest over your body and a sharp cry to leave your lips.
âI need you.â You whined, fingers drifting down to your own jeans, the bundle of nerves between your thighs desperate for some attention. Fred chuckled, before catching your wrist with his hand, stopping you from pleasuring yourself, another whine leaving your lips.
âLet me sweetheart.â But instead of dipping his fingers between your thighs, he gently began to move you backwards, towards the bed that sat in the middle of the room, re-attaching his lips to yours in an urgent kiss. When the back of your knees bumped against the bedframe, he softly lowered you onto the mattress, never once breaking the kiss, only deepening it when he hovered over you.
You knew he had moved you over here to give you pleasure but suddenly you were filled with the desire to touch him too. Your hands drifted down his stomach, exploring every inch of skin as Fred continued to kiss you desperately, before landing on the material of his jeans. Your movements were a little hurried, sloppy even, as you unbuckled his belt, popping the buttons before letting your fingers dancing along the waistband of his boxers, teasing him again. He groaned into your mouth, hips bucking in response and you chuckled, finally dipping your hand into his boxers and wrapping your hands around his cock. He threw his hand back, a moan of desire leaving his lips, causing the throb in your thighs to kick up a gear, as you began to move up and down his impressive length.
âThat feels so good, baby.â He muttered against your lips, dipping back down to suck and nibble on the sensitive skin of your breasts. Pleasure shot through your body as his tongue flicked across your nipple, a low moan leaving your lips as your felt your own hips roll against him.
Finally, he began to move down your body, lips skimming against your skin, stopping to suck and lick certain areas causing small noises of pleasure to leave your lips. You were a bit disappointed you couldnât continue to pleasure him with your hand, enjoying the response you were getting, but your mind went blank as he reached your navel, nimble, fingers deftly unbuttoned your jeans and began to slide the material off your legs. You looked at him though lidded eyes as he stood in front of you, tossing your jeans in a corner to join the rest of your clothing. His eyes drank in your body, starting at your legs, taking a moment to observe the patch of wetness soaking through your panties, to roam over your stomach and your breasts, now covered in marks he had placed there to finally lift to your face and connect your eyes.
âYouâre so beautiful.â He murmured, causing a blush to creep up your neck and along your cheekbones. Shooting you a wink, eyes not leaving yours, he crouched down, lifting your left leg to his lips, placing soft, sweet kisses as he moved towards the tops of your thighs. He nipped and sucked he travelled up your legs, the rough feel of his stubble against your soft skin causing pulses of pleasure to reverberate around your body. When he reached the tops of your thighs, he gently hooked his fingers under the waistband of your panties and pulled them down and off your legs. His eyes continued to sear into yours, dancing softly in the darkness when you elicited a hiss as the cool air hit your heated core.
âI want to make you feel so good, baby.â He whispered. Your hips bucked in response, impatient as the throb between your thighs continued to grow, just needing to feel him there.
A breathless, âFred,â left your lips as his tongue traced the thin line of your slit, mopping up the dripping wetness, a low hum leaving his lips at the way your hips rolled in response as pleasure shot down your spine. One of his hands traced up your thigh, curving around your hip to hold you down as he pulled your legs further apart and attached his lips to the bundle of nerves between your thighs.
A shudder ripped through your body, a low cry leaving your lips as your back arched at the feeling of Fred flicking his tongue against your clit. His hand clamped down on your hips, holding your steading, as your hands wound their way into his red hair, nails scratching against his scalp as he began to start a steady rhythm against your clit. Fred hummed against you, causing another wave of pleasure to rip through your body, your back arching, as he enjoyed the sweet moans that were leaving your mouth. Your response to his touch only heightened his own pleasure, his boxers becoming too restrictive against his increasing erection.
As Fred expertly teased you with his tongue you could feel the pleasure building, short sharp blasts of pleasure firing around your body and you knew you wouldnât be able to last much longer. As if on cue, a curse left your lips as Fred pushed one of his fingers inside your entrance, starting a steady but excruciatingly slow pace inside you.
âF-Fred, I-â You breathed and Fred knowing you and your body so well, shifted so he could get better access to your clit, a second finger joining the one that was thrusting in and out of you. A cry left your lips as felt yourself reaching the top of the wave, your mind turning foggy and hips bucking sloppily as you felt your orgasm approaching.
âCum for me baby.â He hummed against your clit, the vibrations finally sending you over the edge, causing your nerve endings to spark and a wave of intense pleasure to roll throughout your body. You saw white behind your eyelids, felt your legs shaking, back arching as that sweet feeling of release fell over you.
Fred continued to flick his tongue against your clit, his fingers pumping in and out of you as you rode out your high, only pulling back when your hips stopped bucking and you had collapsed against the mattress with a tired, but content, sigh. As he stood, he glanced at your face, cock straining in his boxers, as he took in your flushed, fucked state, thumb coming up to wipe your juices off his face before dipping it into his mouth.
Your body felt limp, that familiar feeling of ecstasy thrumming through your body, but you managed to lift your heavy body off the bed to sit up. Your eyes didnât leave Fredâs as you reached out, gripping the belt loops of his jeans and slowly pulling them down to pool around his ankles. You felt him suck in a breath, holding it, as your fingers danced around the waistband of his boxers before you too pulled them down to join his jeans. You felt your eyes dilate as you watched as Fredâs impressive length slapped against his stomach, tip already leaking pre-cum. You reached out and took him in your hand, slowly moving up and down in the way you know he likes, satisfaction swirling through your body as you watched him tip back his head and a breathy moan leave his lips. You detached your hand momentarily, Fredâs head instantly snapping down to look at you, but you just smirked, gently pushing him back before you stood up.
You pressed a searing kiss to his lips before you slowly sunk down on your knees, a whispered âfuckâ left his lips as he realised what you were doing. Before he could utter another sound you took him in your hand again, lowering your head to flick your tongue against his tip. Instantly his hips bucked, another curse word leaving his lips only to be cut off as you took him whole in your mouth. His hands snapped to your hair, gripping it tightly before between his fingers as you began to bob up and down on his cock.
You sunk down, feeling the tip hit the back of your throat as you gagged, a hiss leaving Fredâs lips before you slowly pulled up, his cock leaving your mouth with a sharp pop. The rough, sweet sounds that were escaping Fredâs lips as you pleasured him caused that familiar low throb between your thighs to start again. Whilst one hand continued to cup your fiancĂ©âs balls, as you traced your tongue over his prominent vein, your other reached down to start rubbing figures of eight against your clit.
As you took him in your mouth again, the pleasure began to spike in your body, both you and Fred let out moans. His hand became insistent in your hair, gently pushing on your head as he made you bob up and down on his cock. But without preamble, he tugged sharply on your hair, causing your head to snap back and his cock to leave your lips with a pop. You looked up at his expression, softening slightly as you noticed his lust filled eyes were also filled with love as he gazed down at you on your knees.
âI need to be inside you love.â He muttered, reaching down to help you stand before pressing his lips to you in a slow and passionate kiss. Your mind was foggy and you swore you couldnât breathe at the passion Fred was conveying through your mouth. The kiss was frantic, teeth-clashing, noses bumping but there was also a softness there and the understanding that in this moment you needed this, to worship each other with your bodies and convey the love that you cannot express through words.
He gently laid you back on the soft mattress, pulling a pillow from the top of the bed to place under your head; your heart melted at the gentleness of his actions before the familiar throb in your thighs kickstarted as Fredâs cock brushed your leg.
âReady?â He asked as he lined himself up, brushing his tip against your clit. A sharp hiss left your lips as the sensation sent a shockwave of pleasure down your spine, your hips bucking, begging for more, âIâll take that as a yes then.â Words were incapable of leaving your mouth, so you just nodded, Fred smirked at you before pressing a searing kiss to your lips and pushing inside of you.
Both of your groans were swallowed by each otherâs lips as pleasure spiked through your body, causing waves of fire to roll down your spine. You both took a moment to adjust, eyes squeezing shut at the feeling of being so full, whilst he was reeling at how wet and tight you were. Eventually the throbbing became insistent and you rolled your hips against his, causing another string of moans to escape both of your lips.
Taking the hint, he began to move in and out of you, slow, passionate and deep. Sex with Fred always went one of two ways; either it was rough, teeth-clashing, sharp hip movements, or it was slow, passionate and loving. In this moment, with everything that happened and everything that was about to happen with the war, he was taking this moment to worship your body; making sure you felt good as he rolled his hips against yours, lips dipping down to nip and suck on the sweet spot under your skin, determined to leave a hickey there to admire in the morning. With each thrust, a spark of pleasure shot through your body and you could feel the pressure building in your stomach, begging for release. Your body began to move automatically, clinging onto Fredâs shoulders as you began to thrust your hips to meet his movements.
âIâm close.â You whispered against Fredâs skin and in response he hooked his hands beneath your thighs and lifted them over his shoulders. Immediately pleasure slammed through your body at the new angle, Fred hitting your sweet spot over and over again as his thrusts turned urgent.
âCum again for me love.â As he spoke he hit your sweet spot again and finally you felt the tight band in your stomach snap, back arching, legâs shaking, Fredâs name tumbling from your lips as pleasure sparked every nerve ending alight as white hot pleasure rolled, wave after wave through your body. Fred soon followed, whispering your name over and over again into your neck as he rode out not only his but your high too.
Eventually, with a groan, Fred collapsed against your sweaty chest. Your arms immediately circled his body as he softly continued to thrust in and out of you, allowing that thrumming of pleasure to continue coursing, sweetly, through both of your bodies. When his hips finally fell still you dipped your tired head to press a kiss to his hair, feeling him press his lips to your neck in response.
After a couple of minutes, he lifted his head, hovering above you as he brushed his fingers across your face, gently pushing your hair off your sweaty forehead. You smiled lazily up at him, arms coming up to wrap around his neck as you placed a kiss on his lips, a kiss that was so different from the ones you had shared a moment earlier, a soft kiss, a promise, that told him how much you loved him. He broke the kiss to rest your foreheads together as he pulled out of you.
âI love you Freddie.â You mumbled into the air, his lips pulling into a large grin.
âI love you too darling.â He placed one last kiss to your forehead before he moved off you, grabbing his boxers and pulling them on before he made his way out of the door. You stared up at the ceiling whilst he was gone, chest still heaving from your love making, consumed by thoughts of how much you love him.
Fred returned a couple of minutes later, a warm cloth in one hand and a glass of water in the other. You sat up, a grin falling on your lips at how thoughtful your fiancĂ© is, wondering if he could be any more perfect. He placed the water on the table by the side of the bed, turning on the lamp there too, before he made his way back over to you. Instead of handing you the cloth, he simply wrapped an arm around your body, pulling you into his lap before he set to work cleaning you up. You rested your head in the section between his neck and shoulder, pressing a soft kiss to his warm skin, heart leaping at how sweet he was being.  You knew how much he loved being intimate with you and you also knew how much he liked this moment too. Every time you two had finished, heâd take the opportunity to clean you up, showing you how much he loved you with a different touch to the skin, gently moving the cloth up and down your skin and around certain sensitive areas.
Once he was done, he threw the cloth in the washing basket in the corner before rummaging in his drawers for one of his t-shirts. He returned to you, a small chuckle escaping your lips as you lifted your arms up and he dropped the shirt over your head; you breathed in the familiar scent of Fred as the t-shirt passed over your head and his fingers came to help pull the fabric down over your body. Once you were clothed, he lifted you up, pulled the covers back and laid you down gently on the clean linen.
He turned the lamp off, plunging the room into that familiar darkness before climbing into bed next to you. Instantly, you both moved into your favourite position, legs tangled, arms around each other as you stared at each other in the dark.
For a moment you just gazed at each other silence, just basking in the glow of your love making. You smiled as Fredâs fingers came up to brush against your cheeks, tracing your cheek, down to your jaw and across your lips.
But as you lay there, the darkness encroaching, your thoughts began to drift back to the fear you had experienced earlier in the evening.
âFreddie, Iâm scared.â You whispered in the dark, unable to keep your thoughts to yourself any longer. Instantly his fingers stalled, hesitating a moment before a soft sigh left his lips and he wrapped an arm around you, pulling you closer his chest. You burrowed into his warmth, feeling better as you heard the soft thump of his heart under your ear.
âMe too, darling. Me too.â His hand was splayed against your back, rubbing soothing circles through the soft fabric of his t-shirt. You pressed a soft kiss to the warm skin on his neck, feeling him shiver at your touch.
âI donât want to lose you.â You finally spoke your greatest fear, you felt Fred sigh again and the arm around you squeezed you tighter and, in that moment, you knew the same thoughts were running through his mind too.
âYou wonât. We will fight, we will win and then weâll marry and get to grow old together. I promise you that my darling.â A feeling of warmth, so different to the one you had felt only a few moments ago, coursed through your body. Like the sun finally coming out after a day of rain. You breathed deeply, clutching at Fredâs words and storing them safely in your brain, ready to pull them out again when the dark thoughts appeared again.
âYou promise?â You whispered; your voice sounded as fragile as your heart felt.
âWith all of my heart.â He whispered back, finger hooking under your chin to tip your head back to gently press his lips to yours.
âI love you too Y/N.â You both stared at each other in the dark for some time, and you canât admit you both had a peaceful sleep but at least you were in each otherâs arms; safe for the moment. Thatâs all that mattered.