[under-waterrr]

Sometimes I think about how I wasn’t allowed to wear tampons as a teenager because I was supposed to be a virgin. That whole myth of the hymen and virginity is really disgusting. And sometimes I just think about that and how disturbing it is to think of your teenage daughter like that. And also how a man who obviously had no knowledge of female development or anatomy could even have a say in how I handled my period.

[legsdemandias]

Friendly reminder that the reason you feel so much better is because of your meds, don’t stop taking them unless you talk to your doctor first, you really do need them, I promise. 

[legsdemandias]

Around June I stopped taking my eye medication because I hadn’t had a problem with my eyes in months. I got really lazy about doing it; then I stopped them altogether.

Turns out, the reason I stopped having problems with my eyes was because I was religiously taking my medication. Whodathunk. Now I have to work to get back to the place I was before I decided I was “better” (I wasn’t!).

If you thought this post was just about anti-depressants or lithium, it could be! For me, this post is about eyedrops, for you it might be about antibiotics, or it might be about zoloft. Whatever it is, please consider talking to your doctor before making a sudden shift to stop taking it. It’s not bad to be on medication. It’s not bad to need it. 

[doomhamster]

…and on a related note, do not let anyone tell you that because you start feeling worse if you don’t take your medication, that means you’re “addicted”. That is not how addiction works.

[legsdemandias]

Okay everyone reblog this version

[under-waterrr]

why do I get so damn nervous before therapy appointments

[transstuffandmore]

Please Reblog is Your Blog is Safe for Non-Binary People.

[bees-and-voids-deactivated20210]

If my mutuals can’t rb this then we can’t be mutuals

[under-waterrr]

I get so upset that I start to feel lightheaded and far away. Nothing is real. Go to sleep.

[elizabitchtaylor-deactivated202]

simply the fact that different body types for women go in and out of style throughout the decades should be enough to tell you that women’s bodies are considered consumable goods under capitalism

[insomniac-arrest]

being on the edge of ‘functional’ is such a fucking liminal place of existing 

like, can I go to work every day and earn a paycheck? yeh. Can I sustain a small circle of friends and go on a few dates every few months? pretty much. can I feed myself and get a passable amount of sleep? most the time

is my apartment absolutely littered with laundry and trash? yes as well. Have a done dishes in the last week? nope. have I been 10-30 minutes late to almost every engagement in the last year? yep. have I forgotten to shower for 4-5 days, like every other week? yeehaw 

I know people look at me and are like, ‘God, she has her shit together, God I wish I could do that,’ but I’m sitting here feeling like an anxiety disaster half-person

like, we just settle for ‘passable,’ ‘almost functional,’ ‘the bare minimum of okay’ and then it’s a constant treadmill to always be a tiny bit above the curb

[under-waterrr]

This is also my struggle. I can *look* like everything is fine when, in fact, nothing is fine.

[melancholicvnt]

people. stop using words like psychotic/delusional/psychopath/sociopath/etc as an insult PLEASE oh my god...

[under-waterrr]

The *weather* is not bipolar, I am.

[under-waterrr]

^^^ Which isn’t really an insult, but it’s a really fucking stupid way to describe changing weather.

[melancholicvnt]

people. stop using words like psychotic/delusional/psychopath/sociopath/etc as an insult PLEASE oh my god...

[under-waterrr]

The *weather* is not bipolar, I am.

[zexxou]

[under-waterrr]

I feel this with all that I am. DO NOT fucking touch me.

[blennie]

bugs are so important to this world I will never diminish the worth of a bug but the truthis they scare me and I don’t want them in my home please

[under-waterrr]

HEY FINALLY ANOTHER CIRCA SURVIVE FAN

Yes! Listening since 2006! 🥰

[under-waterrr]

One of my chicks, Amethyst.

[under-waterrr]

Quotes

[whiskeyshotsintheparkinglot]

Circa Survive - Imposter Syndrome

August ends, if I'm ever gonna see you again What I know about the place you kept Wild one, if you ever get the trial done I know you have a special name for your God

The way it feels when it's in your head If I'm ever meant to see you again You should feel it, too

How am I to make you believe me? How am I to get you to see? America is burning from the inside out I don't think we're meant to be free I don't think we're meant to be free I don't think we're meant to be

Let me burn another face I was searching for a painless way to die But at what percent we communicate? I obviously wasn't right

I was searching for a painless way through life But I run away, so I can't be clear why All my thoughts give way Disappearing atoms Desperately I fall to my hands All my words give way Endless abolition Desperately, I forfeit my plan

How am I to make you believe me? How am I to get you to see? America is burning from the inside out We were never meant to be free

How am I to make you believe me? How am I to get you to see? February's torture without you here I don't ever get the relief (oh, I know you're the one)

How am I to make you believe me? (All I know is you're the one) How am I to get you to see? (We were never meant to be) America is burning from the inside out We were never meant to be free

Oh, I know you're the one All I know is We were never meant to be We were never

[a-fix-of-muses]

Currently Listening To: “Curitiba” by Circa Survive

[simoneinside-deactivated2022092]

‘A Dream About Love’

‘A Dream About Death’