the girl you have been dreaming about

29, she, princess, sub, bi, poly, 18+, minors dni, looking for my dream men,

[underpinksky]

The way forward

This post has been a long time coming. Lately I have not been enjoying sharing myself online or being online much anymore. I have never been ashamed of my photos and that has not changed.

Why have I taken them in the first place? As I have mentioned before, it was for me and other women who have never been considered the ideal of beauty. To show that a body like mine can also be erotic and an art. I knew the risk that comes with it, but I don't feel like the blog as a whole reflects who I am.

There are posts and reblogs that I would most definitely not share today. Mostly my simping over kpop idols. Honestly some of it was way out of line and I regret it. I deleted the original posts, but in tumblr fashion, things will live on.

This also goes to certain kinks which I have explored on this blog and which I have since stepped away from. Here most of it are reblogs I made from other blogs, I will try to clean as much of it as possible. Because of the changes happening in the world, I now know that my writing career won't be as private as I hoped it would be as authors without social media presence get acused of being AI left and right. As I said, I am not ashamed of my body or my photos and I was always aware of the risks. It has always felt like the risks were worth it, if it helps just one person see their body in a better light, I did something I can be happy about. The younger me could have used posts like this. That is partially why I do not want to delete these photos completely - in the world that is going back to dangerous ideals of beauty, the fight back is more important than ever... However...there is so much on my blog that no longer represents me. And going through over 7k posts with chronic hand pain...yeah. If I delete my blog my posts will continue to live on in reblogs, but my reblogs that can be literally anything that I no longer like, agreee with or recall, would at least disappear.

Perhaps I made a mistake that will affect my writing career, perhaps no one cares much these days. But I still think those photos of me exist for the right reason. It might just be time to close this chapter.

Edit: I have privated everything posted before the end of 2024, but if you still come across some of my horny shit, I am sorry

[stonecrop]

I’m both pro herbal medicine and pro vaccination because you can treat burns with aloe vera juice and sore throats with lavender infused honey but you can’t rid a country of polio with plants. 

[made-of-love-and-stars]

THIS.

[tr4shpandaa]

Don’t forget kids, jewelweed is a natural counteragent to poison ivy rashes but it won’t do shit against whooping cough

[dovewithscales]

Mint for nausea, valerian and chamomile for sleep, antibiotics for fucking infections.

[underpinksky]

any recommendations for where to buy historical clothing? your stays and dresses are incredible

honey, I made all of it myself 🥺

[underpinksky]

Decadence

[underpinksky]

Excuse me while I dream about a collaring ceremony with Persephone&Hades theme 😭

[goodlittlepup]

Small things that make my heart flutter:

~ buckling my seatbelt for me

~ opening doors for me

~ putting on and tying my shoe for me

~ offering your jacket or sweater to me when you see that I’m cold

~ making me hold ur hand before crossing the street

~ saying “say ahh” before letting me try food or a drink

~ putting my before a nickname (ei. “Yes my princess” or “that’s my good girl”)

~ moving me by my belt loops/waistband/hips (especially pulling me to you when I’m not close enough to you like wtf all brain function gone.)

~ "why don't you be a good girl and *instructions*?"

~ brushing my hair out of my face or adjusting my glasses back up

~ opening my drinks or snacks for me

~ lifting my chin to make me look you

~ having a hand on my thigh while you’re driving or were sitting next to each other. (Bonus points if you do the little thumb stroke in a circle thing!!!!)

~ staring longingly at me and then asking “can I kiss you?” (I die every time)

~ stroking my head while we watch something and we’re cuddled up.

~ gentle forehead kisses

[girlcherrys]

Deer caught on cam

[tvandfilm]

GOSSIP GIRL (2007 - 2012) Season 2 | Episode 8

[moodboard-d]

[spteez]

seonghwa in a tank:3

[artdecoandmodernist]

1920 George Barbier, Le Bonheur du jour ou Les Grâces à la Mode, detaiul.

[fatplushie]

[underpinksky]

We need to make one thing clear. Just because I am submissive and want to be collared and played with, doesn't mean I am a pick me. I am always going to be standing up against patriarchy. Some of my aesthetic might overlap tradwives but I am against organised religion and oppression it creates.

Also, just because I am afab and want certain things doesn't mean I need to have them done by a man.

[droideplane]

Aurora

[himeetama]

[diaryofarose]

afternoon study in vintage lace

IG: ___a._rose__

OF: Worksofarose

[comradecuntessa]

a couple of photos i took on a walk with a friend a few weeks ago🤍