The way forward
This post has been a long time coming. Lately I have not been enjoying sharing myself online or being online much anymore. I have never been ashamed of my photos and that has not changed.
Why have I taken them in the first place? As I have mentioned before, it was for me and other women who have never been considered the ideal of beauty. To show that a body like mine can also be erotic and an art. I knew the risk that comes with it, but I don't feel like the blog as a whole reflects who I am.
There are posts and reblogs that I would most definitely not share today. Mostly my simping over kpop idols. Honestly some of it was way out of line and I regret it. I deleted the original posts, but in tumblr fashion, things will live on.
This also goes to certain kinks which I have explored on this blog and which I have since stepped away from. Here most of it are reblogs I made from other blogs, I will try to clean as much of it as possible. Because of the changes happening in the world, I now know that my writing career won't be as private as I hoped it would be as authors without social media presence get acused of being AI left and right. As I said, I am not ashamed of my body or my photos and I was always aware of the risks. It has always felt like the risks were worth it, if it helps just one person see their body in a better light, I did something I can be happy about. The younger me could have used posts like this. That is partially why I do not want to delete these photos completely - in the world that is going back to dangerous ideals of beauty, the fight back is more important than ever... However...there is so much on my blog that no longer represents me. And going through over 7k posts with chronic hand pain...yeah. If I delete my blog my posts will continue to live on in reblogs, but my reblogs that can be literally anything that I no longer like, agreee with or recall, would at least disappear.
Perhaps I made a mistake that will affect my writing career, perhaps no one cares much these days. But I still think those photos of me exist for the right reason. It might just be time to close this chapter.
Edit: I have privated everything posted before the end of 2024, but if you still come across some of my horny shit, I am sorry























