I think I like cosmic horror because I have anxiety (GAD). Everything around me is falling apart because I feel like I'm not in control, and I feel like I should be. I must be in control of my life, that's what society has told me throughout my life.
But cosmic horror tells me that I am nothing in the grand scheme of the universe, that in essence I have no control over ANYTHING, and I'm not expected to be in control because at the end of it all we are a speck of dust floating in space at the mercy of the horrors. Which, surprisingly, is liberating.
It's like everything around me is falling apart, but it's not my fault. I'm not in control. There are bigger things in charge of these things.
So... yeah. It's horrible. The Horrors are The Horrors. And the vastness of space, the vastness of matter, the vastness of nothingness is terribly scary. But it doesn't give me anxiety. It scares me, but it's terribly liberating.




















