caffeine fuelled

16, england, a levels (eng lit, psychology, theatre studies), infp-t, slytherin, owner of one (1) black cat || own content: #undesiredstudy

[almostreading]

December is truly the best time of the year

[winterblues]

concept playlists;

you’re lying on mossy forest floors, slowly transforming into a nymph, your fingers are turning into flower vines, your limbs are bleeding honey & growing thick skins of sepia bark, wings sprout in between your shoulder blades. your breath sounds like the wind. fireflies litter the air above you

you’re hold up in an abandoned church, outside there’s a raging storm & a horde of zombies roaming around, pressing up against the entrance doors. you & a small band of survivors are staying inside for the night in hopes to ride the bad weather out. you take first watch & listen to these tunes on an old ipod while everyone else tries to get some rest & the undead crawl outside, awaiting the taste of human flesh.

you’re in your boyfriend’s pickup. he’s asleep in the passenger seat, you’re driving without a destination in mind & you have the window down as you let the cool night air whip against your face in a state of pleasant delirium you’re on a rooftop somewhere, there’s 5 am air on your skin, streetlights glint like coins at the bottom of wishing wells from where you sit. you’re feeling peaceful for the first time all week

you’re lying in the middle of a crop circle forty miles from your grandma’s old house waiting for aliens to come and abduct you

it’s four pm in the afternoon and you’ve got your head in the lap of the only boy you’ve ever loved & you’re reading jane eyre & he’s sipping on tea & it’s the kind of weather where it’s just warm enough for you to pretend it’s summer & it’s drizzling & you’re listening to the rain beat softly against the windowpanes you’re curled up in bed as it pours outside, there’s a citywide blackout and the last candle you had left has finally blown out, but you feel strangely at peace within the warm, all-consuming dark

you’re making out in the bathroom of a house party with someone that makes you feel like you’ve swallowed the sun you’re standing amidst a city you burned to the ground. the apocalypse has come & gone. all that’s left is ashes & mortar & sad bones but you’re feeling empowered. a slow smile creeps up your lips as you realize how you’ve always wanted to watch the world burn you wander into wonderland and now you’re suddenly being crowned fairie queen, apparently there’s a prophecy waiting to be fulfilled  it’s mid morning but it’s dark outside from the rain. you thought the tapping on the window was from the rain but it’s actually a crow that flickers out of sight when you look directly at it you’re sipping on cherry cola by the pool on a lazy sunday & you’re feeling younger than you’ve ever been you’re summoning old ghosts in an abandoned parking lot on a smoggy thursday night

[hristinasview]

14.01.2019

Wow, these days my positivity is surprising me. I’m super energetic and always working on some initiative. I’m incredibly motivated…

The thing that is existing me mostly in these days is my new YouTube channel: and my first 2 uploaded Vlogs! I’m working so hard on it and all the process is taking me so much time and energy, but I really hope that it’s gonna worth it!

Anyway, in the pics you can see my 2019 Overview pages and the watercolour paint on which I worked yesterday… I love how it’s coming, what do you think?

(PS: on my blog you will find tge links to my videos♡ let me know your opinion!!)

[acadeamic]

01.15.19. haven’t been feeling up to this whole journaling thing lately but here’s a snippet from the summer🌷

[cwote]

WOMEN CAN DO ANYTHING MEN CAN DO.

[hristinasview]

Finally happy new year from me too!!

In these first days I’m proud to say that I had so many changes in my lifestyle, my organisation, my reaction to events and determination to achieve goals… they are passed ondy 8 days, but I feel really powerful… and if it’s true that habits get built in 3 weeks, I’m not that far from it… so keep fighting for your dreams! We can do it!

Anyway, an other way which I would use to express my new determination is this blog… I’ll keep you in track of my new achievements!

[academi]

8 / 1 / 19; 16/100 days of productivity

[cwote]

You’re not a burden, not to anyone.

[acadiemics]

Glad to be back in nyc

[occupation-study-deactivated202]

This weeks bujo spread ☁️

[morganasbujo-deactivated2023110]

15.01.19

Aaah I’ve FINALLY sent off my uni application! I’m really nervous about it because I’ll be studying abroad and while I’m super excited, I’m also kinda terrified lol

Anyways, it’ll be a while until it actually happens gotta graduate first lmao

[coffeeandpies-deactivated202012]

16.01.19 // plan: read a lil bit of this book, then some papers for next week’s class, and go to see Into the Spider-Verse with my frendo

[kardelenwithapen]

my december trackers and monthly log 💕 ⠀

[stemcellee]

May 14 2018

wow i apologize for this bad lighting but the dorm has been a lil gloomy

The days have been really uneventful. I literally just study so much and idk im sad that i might be missing out on having fun and all that :c I took down all my wall decor and replaced it with study posters for biochem smh

but anyways i’s “i heart UCLA” week and i must say i REALLY DO love ucla!!

[study-habit]

• Almost finished my first week for last semester. Writing some notes for next week 📃 •

[actuarystudies]

14.01.2019 | day 14 of 100 days of productivity

I was super productive today actually, so this evening I’m just relaxing instead of stressing! Much better this way.

ig: actuarystudies

[emmastudies]

Literary Techniques

[click for higher resolution!] Whilst organising my hard drive, I found a document from English which covered lots of literary techniques. I always struggled remembering them so made this table and put it in my subject folder. I thought it might be nice to share this for those who also struggle with the specific meanings :-)

I also made a version which you can print, you can download it here.

Hope this helps! 

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