undomael

𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒  𝐕𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐄𝐋 ; THIS  VESSEL    IS   A  LIE . 𝚂𝙷𝙰𝙿𝙴  -  𝚂𝙷𝙸𝙵𝚃𝙽𝙶   𝙱𝙴𝙰𝚂𝚃 ,   A   LESSON  IN  𝘍𝘓𝘜𝘐𝘋𝘐𝘛𝘠 . 

[undomael]

purely since i’m starting to feel more comfortable , arwen is found @carvienne with my other lotr’s & fantasy muses .

[undomael]

after a lot of decision making, THIS BLOG IS RETIRED. maybe i’ll be back sometime, but right now, that’s a no. if you wish to stay in contact or follow me on a blog where i am happier , you can follow @bgdnw

[undomael]

i’m still alive , i’m just still going through a moment with this blog ... learnt some stuff about some people . it’s not dangerous / harmful to the community / my thing to speak out about but it is affecting my muse level & i just need to be on this break right now . i am working on dealing with it and coming back but in the meantime you can hit me up on @bgdnw  / talk to me privately in direct messages bc i can’t handle group chats right now .

[myfashionburden]

Zuhair Murad // Haute Couture in Paris, Fall Winter 2o15/2o16

[bgdnw-a]

ARE YOU A BAD PERSON?                                 THAT DEPENDS ON WHO YOU ASK.                                      by kenna . (x)

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                           STARTER CALL !                 liked by : @marblecarved ( shireen? )                                            

                                                                                     UNDÓMIEL’S CHEEKS SPREAD OPENLY   ,    brightness   touching   across   dimples   as   they   form  ,     amethyst   gaze   pressing   down   towards   the   girl   before   her  .          ❝     do   you   know   the   stories   of   how   the   stars   were   made  ?    ❞

[undomael]

i learnt some stuff today and as a result of it, i am extending my break here and rather than a sort of half break , secretly doing things , i’m just full out taking some days . i expect to be back at the weekend but right now i just ... can’t . if you want me , you can catch me on discord or @bgdnw

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                           STARTER CALL !                      liked by : @vezely                                            

                                                                                     LUCKY THEY ARE IN KINDNESS       of   the   path  ,    evenstar   blessing   long   nights  ,     passing   time   in   devotion   to   her   stars   above  .     ever   she   feels   their   glowing   touch  ,     calm   spreads   at   celestial   hues  .            ❝     there   is   relief   in   the   way   we   may   always   find   their   light    ❞ 

[undomael]

@bgdnw

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                           STARTER CALL !                      liked by : @elyarond                                            

                                                                                      HERE WHERE MOON SOAKS      through   trees   does   girl   make   her   return  ,    secret   meetings   where   darkness   clouds   so   they   might   have   moments   before   the   evenstar’s   coming   is   marked  .               ❝     these   months   have   been   long  ,     i   missed   you  ,    atar  .    ❞  

[foreigners-gods-deactivated2020]

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@bgdnw

[undomael]

toying with the idea of undómiel explicitly being an energy older than arwen that chooses her when she is born and this contributing to the idea that she is both age and youth personified , something holy , something divine . the evenstar as ancient , deity that attaches to a new soul , energy passed down onto the bones of a baby when she takes her first breath . something mythic & recognisable .

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                           STARTER CALL !                      liked by : @finarfiniel                                            

                                                                                        HERE WHERE GIRL IS     found   shrouded   by   trees  ,    hidden   deep   down   paths   where   communion   can   be   taken   at   wooden   altar  ,    whispered   words   gifted  .     intrusion   noted  ,    though   amethyst   gaze   does   not   turn   from   twisting   roots   ,     the   memory   deep   within  .                ❝     am   i   a   fool   to   blame   the   waters  ?    ❞   

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                           STARTER CALL !                      liked by : @rexquondcm                                            

                                                                                      OFT SENT IN PLACE OF      father  ,     the   greatest    jewel   gifted   in   acknowledgement  ,     sent   to   view   the   world   of   men  ,     watches   as   time   passes   as   same   mistakes   are   made  .            ❝     so   much   changes  ,      and   still   so   little  .    ❞

[undomael]

i’ve been slipping back into anxiety around being here , honestly , and i did say when i came back that i was not going to push myself as hard here this time around , so i’m going to slowly do those starters and queue them and just take things steady here a couple of days just while i figure it out . i’ll be around and popping up on the dash every so often when i have something to say , but i’m not going to be forcing it if im not feeling it . 

in the meantime , you can catch me on @bgdnw .

[morning-bells]

“You can’t give plants to someone who won’t know how to take care of them.”