undrunk

just some thoughts of mine

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You

You broke up with her to make her feel better But by doing that you made yourself shatter. Nights of staying up all night and all those fights You were the one trying to make everything right. She didn't see your potential and gave away all your mental. You were always special to me But didn't see me under the tree.

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Dead

Butterflies were released but you took your dirk and killed every single piece

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words

The memories are over. The glances are gone. The love that couldn't last forever. The feeling that made us say whatever.

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school

Another day of staying up all night Just one more line and I'll be alright. I have to get this page right But am I gonna be alright? My brain takes off and leaves for the flight Just so that maybe for once I can feel alright.

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In my mind, you always saved my life, but then moved on with another life

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sorry

You said you heard me crying and that that was your call. I hugged you which had us both believe that there could be more. What would I give just to re-live one more night in your arms so tight. But that is all gone for everyone. Now all the lights are not right. I see the darkness and I feel it's sharpness. Now I'm crying one more time but not in your arms so tight. I'm so sorry for the mistakes I made but every bill now is paid. You moved on with someone new and the sky is no longer blue. But we're both lost and that at our own cost. Our hearts are both broken and words are no longer spoken.

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Last talk

We talked about the truth. Now I'm left with my youth. My heart it hurts. There are tears on my shirt. The thought it burns. But now it's my turn. You left me broken and that for the good. Cause now I'm the one that understood.

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getting drunk

I had a bad week and the next won't be different. One drink won't hurt and I won't feel indifferent. The liquor burns my throat and I get this warm feeling. The knock on the door starts the beating. We laugh and are already getting drunk. I take another shot cause what will it revolve? The laughs get louder and the trouble begins. We head out into the world and have another drink. One drink won't hurt and we head to the bar. We dance and soon one shot gets six. There is this guy, he get me a drink. Kissing him doesn't feel like your lips. I tried to call but you denied, my heart it stops and I get back to the light. Another one is on the way, you grab my back. Turns out it's just another day.

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10 miles

Everyday I walk ten miles Just to keep you tight. However every night The world doesn't shine bright. The night comes crashing in Once again I didn't win. My heart is aching And the stars are shaking. I did not once close my eyes And once again there go my cries.

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Painkillers

I take them to get the thoughts away. But just like every other night they did not strike.

My mind it hurts cause we are so alike. If I could hold you just one more night. With you the thoughts would go away But now they stay and get worse everyday

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Last night

Now that I remember everything that happened, I regret everything I said

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10 feet deep

10 years have passed and the pain is deep My mind keeps wandering and goes back to sleep Now I'm drowning 10 feet deep My knees are weak And my lungs will reach But the water has already meet 10 feet deep and I still did not beat Suddenly there is a pull on my feet A light and a smile on my teeth I saw your face but the air has reached Even though my believe was brief I am left with another unbelief But there is no light as air comes like a thief Next year we will meet and it will be my final reach

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I was drunk and so where you. You kissed me and I couldn't believe it. I had waited for that moment forever.

You on the other hand didn't. I only remember that soft kiss on my lips. You the make out session.

I woke up in a hospital bed. You in some other chics head. I have no memory to that day anymore. You have a story to tell your friends.

I have another reason to hate myself. You another reason to feel yourself. I was broken that day

But you don't seem to care.

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My mind

All these insecurities and you just made them worse