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There isnt something i desire more than to get the hell away from my home and my dad

Am well aware that i sound like a whiny, annoying, angsty teen and that it is ridiculous bc im pushing thirty. I should know better and I should be able to do better

There isnt something i desire more than to get the hell away from my home and my dad

#it seems as if he is the dead parent #he is healthy now and fully recovered #yet refuses to clean after himself #cant even bring his dirty dishes to the sink #his room is a mess and no matter how often i clean it after a few hours it is worse than it was at first #he is always 24/7 at church or praying (im not exaggerating... we live behind a church unfortunately)#on top of that he is always bringing his church friends here without letting me know prior #and if the house is anything less than spotless they keep commenting or making disgusting faces #they hate my cat and talk horribly about my sister (basically slut shaming her)#im sure they dont talk fondly of me either #but it baffles me that he cant see how thats hurting and basically idk fucking disrespecting ???#like how on earth are you allowing them to disrespect your family #when my mom passed it was the same #she left feeling abandoned by him #and he got the nerve to invite them to pray for her (i.e. tell her that she was #exaggerating and that she was stupid and only wanted attention)#while fighting stage four cancer...........#i hate that he is a spineless coward #i hate that he only cares about them #i hate that he forgets my sister and i still exist #i hate that i cant work bc if im wearing myself thin just trying to manage a house i cant even imagine #how worse itll be once i have to manage work and my house #bc he does not even lift a finger #he doesnt care if the bills are paid or if there is something broken #and i hate that i sound like my mom #and i hate that he pretends to care only when there are people around #and i really really wanna move out but i need a job first and i also need to find accommodation #but so many rental houses do not allow cats #and i cant leave my sweet baby home bc he will abuse her

zegalba

Utamaro Kitagawa: Ehon Mushi Erami (1823)

adorerose

I just want to be surrounded by so much love in my life. And not just relationships. Love for my job, my home, the stars, the sunsets, the place I live where ever in the world that is. I want to experience love in all forms

ainavisa

noonwalkdiary

i was so fucking sad when i was 14 and now when i fold my laundry or see a pool of moonlight on the floor of my bedroom i know that miracles exist. i see love in everything. love sees everything in me too

bloodycapulet-deactivated202206

what the fuck is an open relationship. die for me or go fuck yourself

chrispineofficial

“tumblr is an echo chamber where people only see opinions of other people they agree with” please be serious. i have longtime beloved mutuals who are swifties. your experience is not universal

#half the time i can see what they've posted bc i have so many words blocked in here #but i love you all