Hey...
Hello, it's been a while since my last post, things have been wild the last two months, I quit my job and started a new one (for the better, I hope) and I'm thinking about moving to a new house... so, yeah, no time for almost anything. I miss animating and making spicy art. When I created this blog (and my twitter and bsky), my only intention was posting my trashy sketches and cORN of my ships without giving much of a thought, just whatever I did during the day. But now, no matter the ideas I want to sketch or to animate, I'm too exhausted to try anything. Plus, all the AI shit keeps haunting me, I try to ignore it as I don't make a living from my art, but still, a part of me feels guilty for being training that awful shit with my sketches and animation just by posting online. I also said I would create an AO3 account to have another option to post cORN aside social media sites that suck (ALL OF THEM). But not even that motivates me... I'm done with working, I'm done with AI, I'm done with spending my whole week waiting for the weekend and having a few sparks of joy and free time in a life where the bare basic costs a fortune and I have to choose between resting and drawing for fun. I really thought I could keep on drawing stuff while working full time but now I see that, at least for me, is very hard in the long run. I'm not saying I will delete my blog or accounts, I want to continue posting cORN sketches and animations because I enjoy them and kinda feel free when drawing them. I'm just explaining that I'm feeling rather alienated as of late. Really, the system sucks and the goddamn internet is barely a shadow of what it used to be. HATE IT.