On The Spot Shared Thoughts

Connecting the streams of impulsive thought in my head before speaking them out loud. The realizations that premature thoughts and decisions have unwanted consequences and after looking for a way out and finding that there is no backspace key. The moments where I dont look for a backspace key are out there and I am in search of them.

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what is pain for if not to transmute into beauty?

This pain can be in vain, lesson learned and shit but wheres the beauty in it and will I laugh from it instead of cry out in agony about

i wonder if rocks are just balls of immortal humas who have never healed from the pain they are in hard in and out sharp and subjected to be used to skip on the tops of lake waters for seconds of amusement for others before sinking to the bottom not to be found for years to come.

what is pain for if not to transmute into beauty

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A week is to long to be with family 2-3 days max and there should be no guilt about it

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Them men in my family are weak

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My brother rather let’s his terrible (sugar coating it) girlfriend drive his car than his sister as long as she’s giving him a bj he’ll let her slide with anything even taking his freedom

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Don’t stay with family anymore stay alone or with friends

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Some days I have to drag myself out of bed and I wonder why bc if I really enjoyed my life and the things in it would I be dragging along and the answer is no bc not everything we do is enjoyable but produce a result we desire

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Awareness is followed up with letting go of what no longer serves you

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I love tumblr ❤️

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Last night I saw HER the movie and idk where all the OSs went but I know I want to go there

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Focusing on my connection with God/Source and building a passive income and do work that I love and is fulfilling

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We DONT want the same things but this time I can adapt

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Realizing I'm kinda single but my heart is taken

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Holding on to my desire not a specific person that I want to give it to me

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Last night I cried myself to sleep

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How the fuck are we compatible but not on the same frequency

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And some people wonder why I have trust issues

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Not everyone has your best interest at heart