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I have pink on today! Usually only wear black lol https://www.instagram.com/p/B_8ZpYMJRf7/?igshid=14ri42mf1ktw7

Happy Easter to those who celebrate. I’m really missing my daughter today. She’s with her dads at his new place. He sent me this pic with a few others. She got a Easter basket from him as well. We plan to do Easter with her tomorrow. Normally we would all get together for holidays. Now it seems sense her dad has a new girl friend who doesn’t even live in this state he’s changing how we do things with out even talking to me. It feels so shitty. I’ve missed my own bdays with her before but never a holiday. Breaks my heart that he can’t just get along and keep up our arrangements for holidays. Feeling frustrated and upset. Oh and Incase anyone from his family sees this... I’m not talking bad about him. I’m expressing how I feel about the REALITY of the situation. I have a right to express myself with our fear of being attacked over how I feel about my co parenting relationship with the father of my child. So back off and keep your opinions to your self plz https://www.instagram.com/p/B-49b52Jo19/?igshid=1lxvcu78sq8yr

100% love this art work! Name on the photo. https://www.instagram.com/p/B-4uXauJcka/?igshid=2iabzy1zvz88

I post these as jem and I celebrate me smoking what was hopefully my last cig ever. Wish me luck this is not going to be easy. But I do it for my health and my family. Any and all support is welcome. I’ve been a smoker off and on sense I was around 17. I was in middle school first time I smoked. I say I smoke for this reason or that but I know deep down it’s just a nasty addiction that I can over come. Seriously all the support and kind words are welcome. I’ve got to stop smoking and I can’t start up again! I can do this! https://www.instagram.com/p/B-dJDIZpj0R/?igshid=5c0girxvc31m

🧡 These are dark uncertain times we are living in. Everything up in the air. My system is having a hard time with what’s going on but we are doing okay. Can’t wait for life to go back to normal someday. I do enjoy the time I get with my daughter and husband and my fur bubby. So how are you doing today? https://www.instagram.com/p/B-M_uPZJRPl/?igshid=62ej5itgwofr

#dailygratitude #DID #dissociativeidentitydisorder #mentalhealthawareness #grateful 1..2...3... Go! I want to hear what you are thankful for today. Mine 1. My daughter and partner are home with me for a while. 2. My mentorships I have going and the friendships built. 3. No one in my family is sick. None of my friends are sick. Stay safe and I hope your staying home these days. https://www.instagram.com/p/B-Cg9ygpGom/?igshid=11g9eqkfg9rhs

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Not my photo and Idk who to credit. Unicorn system blog march 20.2020 Our system is in chaos mode. We haven’t spoken publicly too much about the virus spreading all around our world. Our littles are scared. At night I’ll hear them crying and think it’s my daughter in the other room it’s so loud. Others in the system are worried. We are trying to keep Jemma away from other ppl and out side. That’s hard on her because she’s a social person. Trying to get a 6 year old to understand how serious this all is with out scaring the hell out of her you is hard but we are managing. While fronting I’m trying to stay calm and strong. Inside I’m falling apart. I have so many emotions and opinions. Frankly I’m pissed ppl won’t just stay home if they can. Then we have ppl who can’t miss work because we need them. They end up sick and bring it home to their family who’s trying to stay home and they get sick anyways. This is a nightmare. I hope everyone is staying safe and healthy. https://www.instagram.com/p/B9-57ISJGWA/?igshid=17kyp88eg9yi

Photo not mine. Don’t know who to credit. I hope everyone is staying safe and healthy right now. This is a hard time on everyone. It’s scary to have a virus going around making ppl ill and some die. Now for me as an adult head mate it’s hard enough to process what’s taking place all around the world. I’m feeling my emotions as well as out littles. Our littles are fearful and scared. Their emotions and fears are blending into my own and I’m losing track of what thoughts are my own. We can’t express enough how much you all mean to us. We hope you are safe healthy and being smart about what you do and leaving your home. Be kind and mindful because we are ALL going through this together. We have no way of stopping this virus yet so let’s work together and follow the guide lines and rules set up to help stop the spreading of it. Stay safe everyone. https://www.instagram.com/p/B97eagEJLia/?igshid=hi4t8uf9xbs5

A random snow day in March! Jemma is super happy about the snow. She’s playing in it sense 7. I’m so happy she finally got her snow! I have no doubt in my mind that my kid will want a winter snow wedding some day. https://www.instagram.com/p/B9t8IClpgCh/?igshid=ksynlu8dm5xn

#youarenotalone #mentalhealthawareness #selflove #selfcare #dissociativeidentitydisorder #didcommunity #suicideawarness #bemindful #struggle #love #reachout https://www.instagram.com/p/B9hUjX9ppQa/?igshid=1imqvrtjfpv0f

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I love this little girl so damn much. I’m so thankful and happy and proud to be her momma. I love you Jem bug https://www.instagram.com/p/B9W8OAyJJ3i/?igshid=1ru2167noohyh

March 5th is DID Awareness day! That means a day for plurals to come out as a DID system offer they haven’t already, to share information on DID with others, to help end the stigma surrounding DID. So I thought I would share a bit. At first getting diagnosed with DID was scary and confusing! I didn’t want to accept it right away. I came out almost right away because I had to know if it made sense to anyone in my life. I had close friends tell me “ yeah I can see that” “ omg so much makes sense now” I was also met with unkind words like “ oh so you are crazy” “ you don’t have DID your life wasn’t that bad” I lost friends and family. At first that was awful and hard to deal with. Now a year and a half later and I’m thankful the ppl who walked out on me did. I’m so much happier with out them and have found amazing ppl along my journey. We have spent so much time learning about DID and mental health. Just to understand our self better. Now we are able to mentor other ppl with and sometimes with out DID. So while we went through horror and hell and ended up coping with DID at the end of the day we are proud to be a system. We are proud of what we are doing in life currently. We are so thankful for the amazing ppl we have met along the way. DID is not something to fear. We survived because we have DID. 🧡🤍🖤 https://www.instagram.com/p/B9W6oEJp-a6/?igshid=xtujmduy8x9q

Jemma had her first hair cut not done by momma yesterday! So proud of her. She finally felt ready to go sit in a chair and trust a stranger with her hair. So happy it went well and she loves her hair. 🧡🧡🧡 https://www.instagram.com/p/B9ULwjDJimm/?igshid=horlppq7kjr2

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