I'm actually okay
Surprised by it
But I am
Hope you - the person reading this - is well *virtual hug *

@theartofmadeline
cherry valley forever

Kaledo Art

tannertan36
No title available
macklin celebrini has autism
AnasAbdin

Janaina Medeiros
todays bird
No title available
tumblr dot com

祝日 / Permanent Vacation
Not today Justin
Xuebing Du

Origami Around
Sweet Seals For You, Always

No title available

★
d e v o n
Claire Keane
seen from United States
seen from United States

seen from United States

seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States

seen from Brazil
seen from United States

seen from United States
seen from United States

seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States

seen from Germany
seen from United States

seen from United States

seen from China

seen from United States
@unimportantshizzle
I'm actually okay
Surprised by it
But I am
Hope you - the person reading this - is well *virtual hug *
Just one or two messages a week
And it was enough for there to be pain again
That burn of longingness
Even though I'm showered in bliss with what I have
I shall distance myself again
And come back to realize
That everything I could ever ask for, is right next to me
And stop longing for a speck of excitement that comes with a bunch of down-grades
I love my partner so much, to the moon and back
I feel home, safe understood, I can grow, I am trusted, I am seen
There is no person I rather spend time with, and that is the truth
Romance and deep love are to different things in my book, I don't know why
My real migraine face
The top picture was taken by accident
I sometimes am surprised on how different I can look....
This bottom one is taken, me trying to look normal, hiding the cramping pain I feel in my head
My sister commented my arms today
She said "they look really ugly"
I have a lot of scars and scabs on my arms. I scratch them open when I feel insecure - so yeah... I scratch them on a daily basis.
I manage to leave them for one and a half days. Then is cratched a few... But iw as proud I managed to not hurt myself for one ane a half days, and promised myself not to get angry with myself for scratching them.
Then my sister made that comment... Kinda funny. She is a feminist, and she is anti body shaming, etc etc... I know she regretted it the moment she said it. It hurt me, but just a bit. Enough to cry tho....
Now I put creme on all open wounds, trying to let my skin do its job, and not tear it down.
so i have finally decided to end my studies now for real
time is up
i do not have enough time to start and finish my thesis
i sort of don’t mind... but of of course, the mind can’t help to compare... people just a few years olders than me..finished their studies, found a great job, travelling, living life
what i i get stuck?
i know i’m worth a lot i know i’m a hard worker when i’m good at it and can actually use my skills many people have seen that in me so have i and i am happy my boyfriends realls sees be - the best and worst in me, and still loves me
i dont know why i’m going through these thought,.. i’ll be okay... for now. i have time to rest. time to manage my migraines. be there for my sister when her baby comes. gonna stay in my job until the beginning of next year. breathe. don’t compare. i am trying. I wanna use all my free time, to just help, and od little jobs and do social work but actually i should focus on helping myself learning a way with my migraines. i’m sorry to myself for feeling dissapointment
Peacock
I am okay now
I don't know what happened
What changed
But it no longer stings or aches
My heart doesn't feel like the Crack is extending
I have accepted the circumstances
There is no point in freaking out and obsessively thinking of you
You got my gift, and I know I might have gone overboard - but I really care for you
My heart loved you even though it never was able to really experience >us<
Maybe it just loved the idea of you
We will never know
And I have come to terms with that
Thank you for being the bigger person
Until we meet again, as just friends
<3
oh dear heart, please stop doing this to yourself it hurts, it stings, it cramps, it doesn’t make this any easier i thought it might bevore, that you have moved on the second i dared to actively think of it again, the ache started growing again dear heart please let us move on now there is no point
Dakota // Between You & Me
I wanted to butterfly kiss every single mole of yours
Even back then
Hello
The thought of you doesn't ache as much anymore
You still cross my mind on a daily basis
It still stings
And I've been wondering how I could let myself in so deep
I was foolish
But don't blame myself too much
Talking to you was the best I've felt in a long time
The feeling of falling in love is a drug, that's for sure
I freaking hate that I started watching this again, because someone I likes, like it, and in a way, it makes me feel like I bond with you, even thought we're not in contact....