Just Another Perspective

Giving in depth details on a teenage guys life

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Umm broke my phone... But im back and running! So sorry to my whole 6 followers xD

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This girl, Marilyn. She has helped me day and night. Cant promise it but i believe I'm falling in live with her. She treats me right. She'll stay on the phone all night and even fall asleep on it with me, just to make me happy and so I actually sleep and don't have nightmares. I hope she is the one. Because I can legitimately see myself with her. So please bless me with thing one! So baby girl, please be mine.

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More shit to sort out

You know, it's hilarious how when everything calms down, 50 other problems step right in front of you...

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today I choose happiness

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Why do parents not know how to apologise..?

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My 17th birthday. I made 18 light cuts. One for every year i suffered and one for the pain ill face in the future. I chose to do this so i can say i change the day of my 17 birthday. I will no longer cut. Im going to force myself to be proud of who i am. Im going to put myself out there. Im ready to do whats best for me. Not whats easier. So metaphorically i bleed out the bad feelings. Sorry for not posting for a bit. Lots of drama, i left home.

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so the granparent came in and blamed me for eveyrthing the court case, a charge against HER for disturbing the peace. Thats my fault, I caused all this and its so hard on her and i dont know how it feels. I couldnt possibly know. I didnt kick the ufcking door off the hinges and I didnt twist her arm round and I didnt scream threats as loud as you could, traumatizing my 11 year old sister. I myself couldnt move because of your antics when i was younger. Now its gone into my youngest sister. You wanted me to go round my mothers and sream at her face and call her  apiece of shit and drag a grown man out and beat him on the street you sked that of me and called me a coward. You laughed when i told you i had to stop her from slicing open her wrists, you told me she was pretending when she cut up the counter with a knife out of pure mania. You idnt hear the screams, no one spat in your food, no one intimidated in your home, no one slowly dissolved in front you, whilst also dealing with your antics ontop of it all. But when it suits you when it references you and keeps you in the right, its, “you dont understanf this but your mothers not well, ou wont know this but i do, you odnt know whats going on for me.’ I had to suffer you making hr worse. She stirred my brain for hours and hours until I didnt know what was real. Literally. In fact you do the same fucking thing. You do worse. One minute we cant see our dad without threat and screaming and extreme aggresion for hours and hours and hours. Then the next I have to leave and live with him. Knowing full well the nature of our relationship. KNowing that im piecing things together withhim because he spent my entire childhood pissing on the couch rambling at me for hours tellingn us he can see the future and that no one understands the secret but him. You stir everything up. You open wounds, pour in shit and vomit, vinegar and mold. Just because you feel like it. Youre so fucking ignorant, you keep twisting my thoughts into complete disillusion. You fault changes every second and we have to deal with you screaming in our faces. Telling us to fix it, trying to get you two to think rationally. Or even think. But yeah, this is my fault. And hey, youve torn apart my life, but you bought me a car. So it’s okay. Its not like I nearly go assualted over some plastic bottles last week. Its got nothing to do with giving something imaginary back to you in return, or i suffer severly and get twisted up and and fucked with your shite. its not like that at all. You do it because you care

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Wasn’t the world supposed to end in 2012??? That was a good plan who fucked that up

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Just found this today... Yes I know what its about, yes I have these feelings. But its so upbeat I cant help to smile, believe it or not it makes me feel better so hopefully it'll do the same to someone else ^.^

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“I will wait for you even if it takes a hundred years.”

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My thoughts.

So many options lay in front of me... Trying to the best is impossible. Many changes lay in front if me, shifting at every word I say. Bridges have been burned, while others rebuilt. Im so lost in life. Like a test I wasn't taught for.

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Cole, one of my closest friends. He has helped me. Always saying, "your going to last until u wrinkle naturally." I love you man. Always there. Always caring. Thank you. And Im trying my best to get better.

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