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Im not allowed to react everythong must be blamed on me. Only others are allowed to react
And if course niw korean dude would conflate himself worj rarely, who while mean was not a stalker upset their victim spoke up.
What's will all the hacked stuff on this blog... have to curate.
I just wanna know... someone tell me. Even over a burner.
I dont even care about the death threat.
Im just so sad.
I wish Dr s wouldn't hate me.
Aaand I ruined that by lashing out.
Shouldn't have refused the ultrasound in the er back then.
Yeeeaaah... wave and Melissa would hate me. Now I just feel creepy.
But still ill say they know me and should believe me. Alicia knows. So does azreen. So does the cousin who doesn't hate me andthe cousin who half hates me and half believes me bc she saw some of it with her own eyes
I d9nt blame if anyone doesn't wanna associate with me. I'm a mess
Ahhhhh... all paternal side cousins.
Wow am I tired of this.
What happened Dr s.
Yeah maybe I'm just taking my anger out on ariel here, I'm sad over burning that bridge.
Bro I've messed up my life and gurned bridges myself. Maybe no 9ne can fix me at least if I was allowed to cry andsleep before all the harassment and hacking damaged my sleep. T_T
No rest for the wicked?
But I'm not evil... or lying. I... I have hurt people, including mba with my reaction. So. Allah.
Did they... my formerfrie csconsent to their chat being changed with me? Is that why I csnt find comfort of my dad almost stabbing me? In my chat with Melissa?
Ere goes my bravado. It just hurts. They've known me so long.
Im not convoluted or lying? I mean even if you go by the cousin who no longer talks to me, she herself said my dad used to beat me unnecessarily... and thats abuse to white people... sure we're brown but.
And here's where my speculation goes, but did they talk to her, or just the cousin that hates you more?
I mean, people have worse stories. I don't think it's convoluted at all.
Dont get why he would switch up on me after claiming I was sick from someone hurting me deep in my memories as a child or something.... if that's what happened.
But I mean.... my memory is bad now in a visceral sense not a recall sense sure but until the trauma in 2022 after talki g to mba no offense... I remembered pretty clearly.
And here I was just blaming ariel. Or is it only her. But... she believed my injuries.
Dk.
I feel revolting.
Hm.... I dont feel like I have a right to live either.
I feel so sad.
Where did his number go
Can a hacker or whoever give me his number again. I used to have an open chat with him.
Okay... I'm crazy. But... um. Yeah. Meant what i just said
I'm tired. Feeling heartbroken.
Aaandnow I'm crying.
I cant sleep.
I felt rebellious, stupid. For nothing.
Hey muslim bro if you know pray for me, I'll pray for you. I forgive you despite the pain snd idk what happened to emails.
Um... I'm not sure if my tablet was hacked.
Wow, thats a lot. But all my contacts have been contacted, so.
I feel very sad over Dr s.... Dr s forgive me.
I don't wanna hate ariel. It's exhausting.
I dont wish ill on you ariel. Thank you for examining me and believing me about my pain, before.
Im speculating a lot based 9n 9ne death threat.
But I d9nt wsnt Dr s to hate me. Or Melissa. Or wave.
So if I'm correct, this blog was being checked by the bro. But he is a better bro now.
Just.... I do mean what I said about havi g peace eith him.. Also cant ignore the messages missing and altered snd the stuff before.
Im probably imagining g the stuff about zair talking to them. Or not. If they got zarins messages, they got to her.
An it hurts my heart. Does Melissa and wave knowing me mean nothing.
Hmm.... whatsoever drssay. Is he allowed to say anything about me. I'm not even sure why he shuns me.
AnD here I flip flop. I forgive ariel. She examined me and said my pain was real. By then Dr s was not talking to me.
And idk why. I want him to care, is it bc he doesn't believe me that k dude is able to be so bold?
It actually breaks my heart. I admired him so much.
Who else has been told, Dr o?
actually ijustfeel toheartbroken. Wave, Melissa, whoever, Dr s, too many people left. I just dont evenwanna try at life.
I wish I knew why Dr s hated me or if he was denying me. And theeen it makes sense if Wave and Melissa wont validate me.
I mean is he allowed to talk to me about others? Maybe?
That would make sense, although idk why he'd suddenly doubt me after spending years trying to get what happened out of me, if he does, bc he was very caring when I was staying with azreen and making sure I don't kms.
Man now Im sad. Now I really wanna know. I csnt reach him.
Why cant people just tell me things. why do I have to be stalked ToT
so..... would that mean anyone wanted their chat with me changed.... but I mean again, redflag? Unless a dr is involved. Hmm. I see.
but it still doesn't make s3nse why he would disbelieve me suddenly after taking me seriously.
Unless k dude f9und his name and contacted him.
Maybe I'm reaching, back then, I mean now that has clearly happened, but backthen idk.
But idk what else
Sigh.
I suppose I would be devastated if that's the case, because I'm not convoluted or lying.
And there is no better explanation for my friends dropping me and refusing to say anything and seemingly seeming oddly betrayed. As if theywere sacrifice something to me to wish me well.
Huh wow
yeah idk I wanna go away forever haha.... Dr why. Dr I wish you'd listen to me.
This was before my reaction? idk.
Yeah I rui ed things for others and myself
I wish I'd be believed? nothing is convoluted. And he heard me before.
Thats sad.
If any9ne is contacting g him, ask him why he wouldn't believe me, if he doesn't.
Other doctors do, esp with therecent scans but, um...... hm. Wow. Okay.
I suddenly wanna disappesr and cry. Not to convince anyone. I feel like a fool
I did wrong.
I shouldn't have lashed out at people like that either.
Wow
So if I'm correct, this blog was being checked by the bro. But he is a better bro now.
Just.... I do mean what I said about havi g peace eith him.. Also cant ignore the messages missing and altered snd the stuff before.
Im probably imagining g the stuff about zair talking to them. Or not. If they got zarins messages, they got to her.
An it hurts my heart. Does Melissa and wave knowing me mean nothing.
Hmm.... whatsoever drssay. Is he allowed to say anything about me. I'm not even sure why he shuns me.
AnD here I flip flop. I forgive ariel. She examined me and said my pain was real. By then Dr s was not talking to me.
And idk why. I want him to care, is it bc he doesn't believe me that k dude is able to be so bold?
It actually breaks my heart. I admired him so much.
Who else has been told, Dr o?
actually ijustfeel toheartbroken. Wave, Melissa, whoever, Dr s, too many people left. I just dont evenwanna try at life.
I wish I knew why Dr s hated me or if he was denying me. And theeen it makes sense if Wave and Melissa wont validate me.
I mean is he allowed to talk to me about others? Maybe?
That would make sense, although idk why he'd suddenly doubt me after spending years trying to get what happened out of me, if he does, bc he was very caring when I was staying with azreen and making sure I don't kms.
Man now Im sad. Now I really wanna know. I csnt reach him.
Why cant people just tell me things. why do I have to be stalked ToT
so..... would that mean anyone wanted their chat with me changed.... but I mean again, redflag? Unless a dr is involved. Hmm. I see.
Okay k dude enough talking crap about you, now I feel bad.
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So if I'm correct, this blog was being checked by the bro.
Just.... I do mean what I said about havi g peace eith him.. Also cant ignore the messages missing and altered snd the stuff before.
Im probably imagining g the stuff about zair talking to them. Or not. If they got zarins messages, they got to her.
An it hurts my heart. Does Melissa and wave knowing me mean nothing.
Hmm.... whatsoever drssay. Is he allowed to say anything about me. I'm not even sure why he shuns me.
AnD here I flip flop. I forgive ariel. She examined me and said my pain was real. By then Dr s was not talking to me.
And idk why. I want him to care, is it bc he doesn't believe me that k dude is able to be so bold?
It actually breaks my heart. I admired him so much.
Who else has been told, Dr o?
actually ijustfeel toheartbroken. Wave, Melissa, whoever, Dr s, too many people left. I just dont evenwanna try at life.
I wish I knew why Dr s hated me or if he was denying me. And theeen it makes sense if Wave and Melissa wont validate me.
it's a big emotionalvoid to fill. I'd, if he dismissed me so wavewo f listen to me or herald Melissa do t have time for supporting me...but um. I'm gonna go with, maybe Dr s dismissed me, snd idk why he did that. That would make sense why people I've knownforever won't c9nfirm if they believe me.
Wow okay.
My head has been hurt but my deductive reasoning skills... idk
I said something horrible agains alicia
Actua,ly im asexual but Sapphic. But technically straight, idk. Idfk. Too many trauma responses, I am muslim. Tho so above all I'm... chaste?
