TALAgraph

A long time ago, someone had likened me to a telegraph...see if you can figure out why..

[unokahel]

If only we can rain dance our problem, life will be soooo much easier 😅😂

[unokahel]

Random mussing: Can we go back?

Can we go back to the way we used to be? Probably. When time heals our wounds... I’m almost there if only it will stop feeling awkward everytime we meet. There’s so much pain inflicted to each of us for something so trivial. I guessed I’m taking the blame for this one, if only I confronted you when you said something that hurt me, we wouldn’t be in this mess. Maybe your intention was was good and have no malice in it but I’m never gonna find that out.

Sensitivity is part of my personality, sometimes it will rears it’s ugly head on the most inopportune moments. If we survive this, I guess its proves that out bond can weather storms that comes our way.

[unokahel]

Random mussing

Why is it so hard for me to shake things off or not give a damn. I have an attitude problem? I disagree, more likely I’m misunderstood most of the time. Its a bit disturbing that all of the others thinks I have an attitude problem...And I’m just tired of explaining my side period.....

Planning on keeping a low profile from now on. “Sometimes trying to prove yourself that you are the best is an insult”. I guess there’s a truth in this (read this on FB). I’ll just keep my thoughts to myself, I’ll just keep quiet and mind my own business. Hopefully I’ll be able to accomplish this on the coming days.

[unokahel]

“Sweet surprise from someone unexpected”😊💕🎂🎉😘

I may not show or say it out loud but I do appreciate you guys, not just because you’ve surprised me with a 🎂 (although this is definitely a first), it runs far deeper than this😅. From the bottom of my ♥️ thank you so, soooo much! I know I’m not the easiest person to be friends with, that I can be difficult at times and be a total pain in the ass altogether. Yet despite all of those attributes, you’re all still there - Yey me 😊💃!!

More than the cake, thank you for the 🎁 of friendship. Love u all guys 😘😊

Excuse me for being sappy😅

[unokahel]

A smile is a good luck charm for victory 😊😁

[unokahel]

Exactly 12am.😊💐🌷🌹🎉🎊🎁🎈💕🎂

[unokahel]

I Miss You

[unokahel]

A glass of wine 🍸🍸🍸👍😁#gossipssweetlipsmoscato #saaarap! #whitewine #wine #dinnerbuddy #25062014

[unokahel]

#Japanese japanesan ang peg sa last day ng trabaho😁😁😁 #foodtrip #katsu #yabuhouseofkatsudon @menchie123

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#knickknacks on my wall😁😁😁 #fish #eggshellcollage #watercolor #manuallabor #slavelabor

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Late presents!! Hihihihi #somethingtoremberyouby #friendshipbracelet #cupcake #dramaticnote #08052014 #thanksmuch @jonahcanovas 😊😊👍👌

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Late post.. 😜😁😂#attheedgeofthebed #goofballs #goofingaround #01052014 #sisters (at Pasquil Residence, Angeles City)

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5 Pearls of Wisdom 👍👍👍

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Game mode ⌛️👾🎮🎶#darklings #lums #crawlers #hollows #furies #glyphs #crawlersofthedarkforrest #hollowsofthecaverns #furiesofthefloatingisland #addictmode #survivalmode 👍😁👌👊

[hccfrenzy]

Team epicreads created this amazing reading list of YA books set in space. We’re reading Salvage now! How many of these have you read?

[unokahel]

Just to remind myself to looked some of this if i happened to be in space-kind-of-reading-mood.  Also I happened to read, "Those Broken Stars" and I luuuurve it - hoping that the rest are as engaging and awesome as the one I've read. :)

[unokahel]

TAL-egraph turned 2 today!  Yippie-doodle-doo! ^^

[unokahel]

Iching

I've never written a eulogy before - for a person or even a pet.  Come to think of it, I don't think I even know how, although looking back, I did wrote a farewell letter for my deceased dog, Xylem. It was a simple letter stating that Xylem was a good pet and how he'll be missed and how painful his sudden demised was.  But I'm not gonna talk about that... 

Iching, like Xylem was a good dog.  She was a dalmatian, given to my mum by her friend.  I remembered when she first came around our house, of course I was excited that time, really, really excited.  I was expecting a puppy, a cute dalmatian puppy like the one's in 101 Dalmatian instead Iching turned out to be a 2 yrs old grown dog.  A thin, bony, big-eyed, polka dotted, shaking, scared grown dog on a cage.  I thought to myself; "I can't play with a grown dog, what if it bites me? How can I baby it and pet it?" She's to scared with people that time, she can't even properly eat too. It took a few days before Iching finally warmed up to us. I didn't have to worry about losing a few fingers because Iching was so docile like a lamb. She was really not a very good guard dog because her phobia with people stayed. But we were still happy to had her.

She had a good life with us, 6 to 7 years of happy life. Sure, she sometimes (well, more than sometimes) got in trouble with my old man - by peeing and pooping on the wash area instead on the designated pooping ground and occasionally scatter the trash - that involved lots of shouting, cleaning, scolding, threats and some more shouting. But nothing that can be solved by Iching good behavior and (pops and her) walk on the streets. Actually, that became a routine that I'm going to missed - hearing and seeing Iching & pops squabble.

Death. I hate it. It took away loved ones whether you like it or not. Whether you're ready or not. It was also so sad and heart wrenching. I know its unavoidable and a part of life cycle and you just have to accept it and moved on. All that remains were memories... I saw Iching transform from being bony-big-eyed-scaredy-wonder to big-eyed-hotdog (filled up and looked super healthy). And most of the time she was shy but still she eagerly and energetically greets us with all her wagging tail galore and a few "aw-aw's". According to my sister, Iching death was painful, she suffered so much and we didn't even know what's wrong with her. She suddenly stopped eating one day and refused to leaved her bed. My sister further told me that she really doesn't look good on her last few hours, she even took a photo of her but I wont look at it. I wanted my memory of Iching to be on her hotdoggieness glory preserved - a coward's way of sending her off (refusing to see it until the end). Still, Iching we were happy that your sufferings has ended and know that you were surely be missed. Rest in Peace. Thank you for being a good pet and companion to us. With love, Family 20 March 2014