Welcome to Hell

Book Addict, Aspiring Author, Archer, Violinist, Ace/Bi, Korean American

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Your past isn't an excuse for you to be a monster. I don't care how hard your life has been. Your past is supposed to make you stronger, not warp your mind beyond recognition

shk

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“She could do nothing but watch in silent horror as they dragged her sister out of the door, a firm grip tangled in her long hair. After they had gone, she climbed out from her cramped hiding place a found a pair of scissors.

Piece by piece her hair fell to the floor around her feet until there was nothing left for them to drag her by”

~from my WIP

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but to say that i’m a rainbow to tell me that i’m bright when i’m so used to feeling wrong well, it makes me feel all right

Rainbow, Dodie Clark

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Send this to ten other bloggers you think are wonderful. Keep the game going💕

Awww thank you! 💖❤️

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it’s okay to

cry, fall down,

scream, fail,

feel sad, feel alone,

get help,

be yourself, smile,

laugh, be happy,

love, breathe,

live

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Hello

Hello again

i’m just waiting

for the world to end

so if you know

tell me when

so i’m ready

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Welcome

welcome to my

world full of 

hate and

anger and

fear and 

darkness but

if you can

find some

light please

let me know

so i can

find it too

i hope you

enjoy your

stay

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“Whenever you smile, my world stops and I can’t see anything past the light coming from you. It’s one of the only lights I have in my life. But if I had to choose between dying and loving you, I would suffer thousands of deaths because loving you is torture. It claws at my insides and I can’t breathe when I look at you and you give me that damned smile.

Because I am in love, so hopelessly in love with someone I know I cannot have.”

~From my current WIP

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🎻love your blog! congrats on the follower milestone :)

merci mon amour!❤️💕

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victory

rapid heartbeats

quick breaths

a shout of triumph

shining gold draped around a neck

and past failures momentarily forgotten

for now she was victorious

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Wow, I honestly can’t believe that this day has come. I reached 100 followers! That probably doesn’t seem like a lot to most of you, but I can’t thank you all enough for helping me reach this milestone.    ~Sol

Sienna and I will be doing handwritten blog compliments and blogrates respectively to celebrate our recent milestones! Rules for this celebration are as follows:

Must be following this aspiring author

Must be following this starry-eyed poet

Must reblog this! (likes don’t count)

Send me or @artemisial an ask with a 🎻 a blog rate and/or a 🦋 for a blog compliment

Blograte format below:

url- ethereal | wondrous | alluring | elysian | celestial | INEJ GHAFA

icon- ethereal | wondrous | alluring | elysian | celestial | CAPTAIN AMERICA

mobile theme- ethereal | wondrous | alluring | elysian | celestial | WONDER WOMAN

desktop theme- ethereal | wondrous | alluring | elysian | celestial | LUNA LOVEGOOD

content- ethereal | wondrous | alluring | elysian | celestial | LINH CINDER

overall- ethereal | wondrous | alluring | elysian | celestial | MATEOxRUFUS

Thank you all so much for everything! ❤️

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fireworks

falling embers and dying stars

explosions and color streaking the dark sky

“magic” she said

“science” i corrected

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1−800−799−7233

1

Her hands shook as she pressed the bright number on her phone, the digit appearing on the screen and illuminating the room. She had an hour before her window of opportunity closed and she would have to wait for her next chance. If she had a next chance.

8

She steadied her breathing, in and out. She could do this. She had to do this.

0She was alone, completely alone. He had isolated her. Slowly at first, a few friends he didn’t like, then her family, then everyone else.

0He told her it was because he loved her.

7

He told her that he was the only one who would ever love her.

9

She was halfway there. She was moving too slow. He would be back any minute.

9

No one noticed when she exchanged her skirts for pants and tee-shirts for sweaters. No one noticed when she shrouded herself in fabric to hide herself. And she knew that she was completely alone. He was the only one in her life.

7

Every time he hit her he told her that he loved her. It was a sign of love. So she hid her bruises and her scars and her pain. Because he loved her.

2

She knew she had to get out. She had to leave.

3

He said they should run away together. Somewhere far away. And she knew that she had to run away. But not with him.

3

She punched in the last number.

“I need help”

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url switch

Hey recently I switched my side blog and main urls so my writing blog was my main blog. So everything I reposted from @my-silence-is-my-pain  I was switching over to this account.

Please enjoy my mediocre writing!

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hearts triumphant

every insult

and jeer

and glare

increases the weight on our shoulders 

shames us for our love

shoves us into a closet

but while you wage a battle

against something that doesn’t concern you

love is triumphant

because love will win the war

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inspiration

and so she waited

for inspiration to strike

like a single bolt of lightning

illuminating the sky

but her mind remained dark

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galaxy

you were my sunshine

i was your moon

easy smiles

and stolen glances

enveloped our shared galaxy

illuminating our eyes

and i thought

how lucky i was 

to have lived in the same world as you