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To all those I loved and learned from.

To the guy who gave me an angel, yet left me after abusing me for years, thank you and I learned that love shouldnt be holding on until it hurts. It shouldnt be just me who tries to chase and beg for love from you.

To the guy who made me feel loved, and sparked up an old fire broken from a misunderstanding when we were younger, thank you reassuring me and comforting me at the times I was drop dead depressed from my former love. I hope youre okay and come back to me for our promise.

To the guy, who told me he liked but wasnt ready, yet was mature enough to take care of me like a queen, thank you for letting me realize that love shouldnt be just hanging out but for long term plans.

To the guy that wanted me but liked another person, thank you for teaching me not to believe in sappy love lines that arent that sincere.

To the guy, that made me feel like it was destiny and such a frantic scenario or star crossed lovers, thank you for uplifting me with words that no guy ever told me before. And I hope one day, if we were meant to be, we would meet again with our dreams achieved and when we found ourselves may we find each other again.

To the guy that loved me from the shadows yet out of loneliness chose another, thank you for loving me that much that I couldnt give it back to you.

You see, there are different types of love you may encounter. You are enough, and there will always be a person that will be able to love you just as much. Maybe its the wrong timing, wrong place or wrong situation, but wherever you are right now in life is Gods plan. Just believe and focus on yourself first. It doesnt have to be now or anything, if youre lonely never use a person to leech happiness from.