incurable

rendered useless (again)

[leahgardner-art]

Quiet, cozy moments 🌛

[ibetteracethatinterview]

[pusheen]

[unpearled]

REALly!!!!!!! really??!!!!? my fucking god i’m so angry like what the hell i have NO ONE IN THIS COUNTRY who i can go talk to about this shit!!!!! and the few people who i do have to talk to are also your friends so they won’t feel anything negative towards you!!!!!!! but YOUR friends, of course, live in MY house and despite the fact we’ve hung out multiple times, they no longer give me a friendly smile or, even more, they can’t even work in the living room when i’m there!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my god am i in fucking middle school again?????? why is this shit happening?????!!!!!!!!

[unpearled]

fucking neurotypical people

[seashellronan]

You know when dogs sit outside with their face turned towards the sun and their eyes closed and they look so relaxed and when you pet them they’re warm that’s how I want to feel always

[gayjasmine]

[samsaranmusing-deactivated20140]

[leightum]

[princesconsuela]

[black-culture]

[catglows-deactivated20180307]

I wish there was a simpler way to say “I know that what I’m upset / angry about isn’t really a big deal, but I have extreme difficulty regulating my emotional response to things so I’d appreciate some support and time to work my feelings out”

[sarnain]

[crazy-sad-boy]

[honeydewleaf-deactivated2017123]

i wholeheartedly support plus size women riding faces. put allat pussy, tummy, thighs and ass on em!!!

[kingsophiesworld]

[unpearled]

so i am working this summer as a substitute camp counselor/TA/intern (who does anything that's needed) and i get assigned to different locations by the headquarters staff who like for some unknown reason hardly communicate with the locations about specific needs?????? so like this week i was the counselor of this super unruly group of 1st & 2nd graders and i finally got them to start acting appropriately at the end of this week, like literally friday morning, which is slightly stressful bc the camp is only one week long but you can sign up for as many weeks in a row as you want so like that group will never go back to quite the same kids as before.... so i had already agreed to support that group next week bc the person i sub for got injured and won't be back, so i had a whole convo with a parent that friday at student check-out time about how they and their child hadn't yet decided if they'd come back, and asked about specific things and the student and i were able to work it out and they even asked if i'd be back the next week so i told them i would...... and then on my way home HQleft a voicemail that "based on scheduling" next week they need me to be an intern at that location instead. like wtf i finally developed a relationship w the kids and teachers and everything and felt like part of the team????? like no matter how far removed from the camps themselves, they have to know how important relationships are to creating an effective learning environment and trust and hence a more fulfilling and fun camp???????? i'm rly mad like i have been trying so hard to think of ways to fight this but i rly can't and i just feel like i've been lied to. like this camp is supposed to be all about the kids and their learning process but this is the second time where no one even communicated a thing about what was going on to the camp location staff and just changed shit around and it ended up worse for the kids bc of specific needs certain staff can provide like i literally was the only counselor who could speak and be understood by a camper who had clearly just immigrated and he was like 5 so he hardly understood any english and when i called back to tell them they didn't even respond. i just hate my job so much because i feel like i'm breaking promises to kids and their parents and that i could be doing so much more for the camps and they just refuse to see it or don't care. wtf.