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thinking about going OMAD hmmm

listening to music feels like nothing at all.

I just didn't want my parents to go through all of it again. they really care for me after all. "think about what you did" they say.

last time my mom called me a coward. a fucking coward.

my best friend doesn't talk to me anymore.

I just can't.

I can't handle it anymore

I can't write about my feelings anywhere. my mom reads all my diaries. all of them. she actually found this tumblr acc and confronted me about it.

i feel so lonely

i cant talk to anybody

I wanna kiss you again

unsettling-sweet

I just ranted about this boy I'm obsessing over, should I just... like... message him¿????

ask him out for some drinks?¿ like¿??????

should I?¿????

unsettling-sweet

like????? should I????????

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bladeechan

Guess who's back?

unsettling-sweet

I'm obsessed over this guy that has brown skin and black curly hair. he looks like a twink and keeps flirting with me, kissing my forehead, playing with my hair, touching my waist, hugging me a little more tight than a friend would.

the problem? his ex. they're completely immature w/ each other and always end up getting on a fight and sleeping together afterwards.

even tho they "broke up" they keep acting like a couple when they're together...

I really don't mind the relationship between him and anyone for that matter, I just like kissing pretty guys, no strings attached, but his ex ALWAYS APPEARS OUT OF NOTHING AND KEEP COCKBLOCKING ME LIKE JEEZZZZ GET A LIFE

I just want to cuddle with him alone

(but I'm afraid to ask for it and get a hard no why do people be this complicated oh my god

unsettling-sweet

I'm obsessing over him again.

had only coffee and a single grape today i think we should indeed invite bella hadid