today i

one day closer to the death!! 🎉

[thedoubteriswise]

so much of being an ok person is just 1) not panicking, 2) not taking things personally, and 3) not letting the vindictive gargoyle that lives in your head tell you what to do. this sucks because brains love doing those things

[hiddenvioletsgrow]

I’m always thinking about those little freaks

[hiddenvioletsgrow]

everyone else shut up

[writing-is-a-martial-art]

truly some people have no genre savviness whatsoever. A girl came back from the dead the other day and fresh out of the grave she laughed and laughed and lay down on the grass nearby to watch the sky, dirt still under her nails. I asked her if she’s sad about anything and she asked me why she should be. I asked her if she’s perhaps worried she’s a shadow of who she used to be and she said that if she is a shadow she is a joyous one, and anyway whoever she was she is her, now, and that’s enough. I inquired about revenge, about unfinished business, about what had filled her with the incessant need to claw her way out from beneath but she just said she’s here to live. I told her about ghosts, about zombies, tried to explain to her how her options lie between horror and tragedy but she just said if those are the stories meant for her then she’ll make another one. I said “isn’t it terribly lonely how in your triumph over death nobody was here to greet you?” and she just looked at me funny and said “what do you mean? The whole world was here, waiting”. Some people, I tell you.

[queermasculine]

[gripping the sink] perfectionism does not help me avoid embarrassment or shame. perfectionism is in itself a form of shame. when i struggle with perfectionism i struggle with shame. when i struggle with perfectionism i struggle with shame. when i struggle with perfectionism i struggle with shame

[unstable-gal]

im lost knowlege of what is good for me

[unstable-gal]

i am so sad that i cant reach my friends cant share my joy and sadness with them; it's like drowning, exept its not water what kills you but mere your own tiredness

[ineedagun2001]

end of january affirmations

im not doing anything wrong and no one is mad at me

there must be a place for me in this world because here i am

my art doesnt suck

instagram is nothing to me

[szpdangel]

I'm never ever going to be normal, am I? I'm just fucked up and ruined forever

[unstable-gal]

one day i will be complete again i promise

[unstable-gal]

im sooo tired holy shit slept for 14 hours last night and guess what im still fucking tired the hell is wrong

[unstable-gal]

[unstable-gal]

some part of me want my childe to inherit my trauma, deep and cruel thought to create someone who will be closer to you than anyone

[unstable-gal]

where is my mind?

[unstable-gal]

its took me... solid 2 years to fix all this bloody hell in my head and become not as good as i was but at least okay

i dont know how i feel about that

[unstable-gal]

my slightly insane ass trying to study at 1 & 2 grade at the same time

people around me tried to call the exorcist but

never back down never what?? I AM THE MAIN BOSS OF THIS GAME FIGHT ME

[unstable-gal]

oh shit

one of my mentors is trying to make me pass math exam again

i hate it so much...

[unstable-gal]

i want to snap skulls of my enemies like ripe melon and scream bloody murder. what. why do you look at me like that. every girl has that very special age