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Kris (M) from New Mystery of the Emblem, as penned by Ren (21+, they/them). A closed roleplay blog affiliated with The Officers Academy.
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ย ย ย If someone doesn't hold active intention, are they still guilty of the act they commit? What determines guilt in the first place? For a heart that burns righteously in the name of justice, Leif too often finds himself the perpetrator of acts that do wrong by others. Too caught up in his own head, too blind to the world around him, he bounds forward without heed to the footprints his boots shall leave behind until eventually, as always happens, he looks behind him and sees he's walked all over others.
If you do not see your crimes, are there still victims?
(To pretend as if the answer to that question wasn't obvious would be a new level of ignorance even for him.)
โ I didn't mean to hide it, โ ย Leif confesses even if it feels hollow to try. But to give up on explaining himself, to go silent, feels as if it'd be the greater mistake to make now. If he stopped speaking, if he stopped reaching, would he ever get to speak like this to Kris again?
The thought fills him with dread.
โ Growing up, I wasn't supposed to tell people. And the ones who needed to know already did. I suppose I've just gotten used to not bringing it up on purpose... โ ย For all the steps he's taken, striving to some bright future, he still repeats the same actions of the person he had been in the past. ย โ And around you, I just speak my mind as it is. Was that wrong?? โ
But just as Kris surmises, a part of Leif has decided what the answer to that must be, darkening his expression further for it.
โ From the moment knights and I first meet, they never act with me the way you do... โ
If nothing else he listens, sea-dark gaze fixed on Leif and unwaveringly so throughout the latterโs explanation; an attempt to bridge the perceived rift forming between them in light of what Kris now knows. He has to admit though that it is a concept somewhat foreign to him, at least relative to his general experience with people of noble or royal blood. Just what sort of life had Leif lived prior to necessitate concealing his lineageโฆ?
Unbidden, Kris recalls: aggression and desperation when backed into a corner, which underestimating had nearly cost him once.
โItโs not wrong, exactly,โ the knight eventually settles for saying first, in part because any other response would be hypocritical knowing who his liege is. โIโm hardly in a position to criticize you for that, and I donโt intend to either.โ
But neither is it appropriate for him to continue speaking to Leif as casually as heโs been doing up to this point. Those other knights must have believed similarly, hence the frustration bubbling over now that it seems the easy air between them is at risk of changingโbecoming another source of bitter discontent for the young lord instead. Proving that Kris is no different from the rest after all, and that Leif was a fool to hope otherwise.
โBut it is true that I would have shown you more respect if Iโd known sooner,โ he continues, his expression making it clear heโs aware this may well sour matters further, โbecause itโs the proper thing to do given the difference in our positions. It isnโt something I can easily ignore even if you ask me to.โ
Not when heโs been scolded forโฆun-knightly behavior before, to his private embarrassment.
โHaving said that, thoughโฆ That doesnโt mean you canโt ask me anyway, Leif. Whatโs stopping you from trying?โ
โฆ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ . [๐๐-๐๐-๐๐]
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to miss a home like this { kris & nanna
( expedition - holy war ) - off the coast of Fiana and Iz
He hasnโt really thought about it like that, but itโs true, isnโt it?
Anything he could want to take with him the day he bade farewell to the only place heโd ever known, he had. What remained were the things that had no choice but to be left behind: the aforementioned house and its deafening silence following his grandfatherโs death, the marked grave in the village outskirts visited one last time for good measure. A community which had looked out for him as necessary but not much more than that, like he never truly belonged; the feeling mutual when leaving was always a given in order to take the next step towards his lifelong dream.
Straight-backed, bright-eyed Kris continues to ponder as his gaze returns to Princess Nanna. The pinks and oranges of the setting sun blend well with her colors, seeming to emphasize the divide between the royalty she is and his plain, unremarkable roots. A small wonder it is that she seems to see right into his soul, he thinks.
โHe was a harsh teacher. His loyalty to House Altea was said to be unmatched. I worry what I expect of myself is still not enough, even now.โ
Nanna's oar slowed again, though this time she did not quite stop, letting the wood slide into the water slowly. "Then he must have believed you were capable of meeting it. My father isโฆ" She wondered if harsh was the right word to use here. "Strict, as well."
Her gaze lingered on him, considering. Considering. The kind of look that weighed a person not by title or origin, but by the shape of their convictions.
โHarshness, when it comes from loyalty, is rarely meant to diminish,โ she continued. โIt isโฆ a way of guarding something. A standard, perhaps. Or a hope that the one before you might rise higher than you did.โ
She let that settle before adding, quieter, โBut what we inherit from those we admire is not meant to become a burden we cannot set down. If your expectations leave no room to breathe, then they are no longer guidance. They are a cage.โ
The boat rocked lightly as she adjusted her grip, the water catching the last of the sun.
"Can I ask? What more do you think is asked of you? When does a knight feel like it is enough?"
Pinned in place by the weight of her gaze, Kris can do little more than listen, patiently absorb the words as they come and consider them with the gravity theyโre owed. Sea-dark irises stare back, unwavering even as familiar self-doubt coils around his gut and squeezes; halfway to a confession he has only voiced perhaps twice in the span of his life because he does not know how else to answer a question so penetrating to the core.
A faint breeze stirs. He closes his eyes, gusts an exhale through his nose. Opens them again. โAs long as I still draw breath, it will never be enough.โ
MacLear may have set the standard, guided him toward it until he could carry on the rest of the way alone, but it is Kris who has continued to set his sights higher ever since. Perhaps it is indeed a cage, and yetโwho is he without it?
โBut it is what gives my life meaning, Princess. My loyalty, my swordโfor those I have sworn them to, I will do anything.โ
Even if it kills him. Until it eventually does kill him, someday.
โฆ โ๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐ข๐๐ฅ๐ข๐๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐๐ญ๐ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ญ๐ฎ๐๐ฌ
โณ event: home sweet holy land ( the ring vault )
The castle interior is incredibly spacious, more so than any heโs laid eyes on before. Ceilings so high up that one has to really crane their neck to see them, a throne room likewise cavernous enough to accommodate occupants much greater in size than any human... Home of the Divine Dragons, huh. He wonders if Elyosโs look similar to or different from Archaneaโs when transformed, being from another continent and all, but they donโt seem too different in the sense that they use their power to protect the land and its people.
It seems lonely though, knowing youโre the last of your kind. That short of any surprise survivorsโunlikely at this point, he imaginesโthere well and truly is no one else left.
That said, the Ring Vault certainly does share the same design philosophy as most everywhere else once the guards on duty let him through. Such a massive dome for such small pedestals at its center, and the Emblem Rings set into them even smaller. One would need to practically stand right next to them to get a proper look, but doing so is understandably frowned upon; better safe than sorry no matter how respectful and well-behaved everyone might be. Kris knows that well enough as a knight himself.
The Emblem Rings may be small, intended to be worn on a personโs finger, but glancing up at the statues lining the wallsโ
โPrince Marth??โ he blurts aloud without necessarily meaning to. Forgetting for an instant the sanctity of where he is, the presence of others come for similar reasons.
@nagaficat !
She had felt terribly guilty leaving her beloved to visit Elyos again. She knew she would miss him but she was curious. It had been lovely visiting Brodia the year prior and she does not get much chance to travel away from Fรณdlan. It was an opportunity she felt she could not pass up.
But, even without Sigurd, she still manages to find him. He is here, sculpted, right before her in this hallowed ring chamber. She could stand for hours staring up at his carved likeness wondering why exactly he was here. Deirdre knows, of course, that her husband is a hero in every sense of the word. If anyone deserves to be immortalized in a work of art, she knows it is Lord Sigurd. But why here.
She stares up at him, pondering his existence here and wanting to return home to ask him about it when she hears a startled voice that she recognizes. It seems she is not alone in her surprise at a familiar face.
Quietly, as to not disturb the stillness of the hall, she approaches the knight she recently fought in the arena with. "Sir Kris? It seems as though I am not the only one familiar with what we are faced with this time. Will you tell me about him? Who is Prince Marth?"
Even the most muted sounds seem thunderous within the stillness permeating the chamber, be it his slightly too-fast heartbeat in his ribcage or the footfalls discreetly approaching his position. Kris turns almost hastily toward the latter once they register, already prepared to apologize for the outburst; it dies in his throat as recognition takes hold instead. โProfessor Deirdre. I, uhโฆโ
A beat passes before the entirety of her words register. Right, of course itโs not just him noticing a familiar face or two here. There are enough of these larger-than-life figures that practically everyone visiting Lythos is bound to recognize at least one, and heโs yet to get a good look at the rest considering whose likeness heโd laid eyes on first thing.
โโฆHe is my liege lord,โ Kris answers simply, gaze returning to the statue in question; head tipped back to better study the replicated visage he knows like the back of his hand. โThe prince of Altea, hailed by many as the Hero-King for his deeds over the span of two wars. This land is so far removed from our own that I was startled to find a statue of him here, butโโ
It makes sense, doesnโt it? A hero among heroes leaving a mark on the pages of history such that he is revered even beyond the shores of his home? โI wonder what he would think if he could see this for himself,โ he muses instead.
Admittedly, it isnโt very difficult to imagine the answer as a knight well-acquainted with his masterโs character. The corners of his mouth tug upwards just thinking about it.
โโฆI like your usual outfit better. Itโs moreโฆ you. But this is good, too. Itโsโฆโ
Heโd been turning that conversation in his mind over and over again in the days leading up to this, in between training or doing his duty as a Knight of Seiros. There had been the thought, at least a few times throughout, that he could just show up to the ball in his day-to-day ensemble since dressing up wasnโt required or necessarily expected of the staff. That he would mostly only be there to stand guard anyway, unlike the majority looking to enjoy themselves and forget all their worries for an evening. โฆOr something along those lines.
When he considered how that would look next to her though, her and the dresses sheโd taken to wearingโฆ Well, whatโs another outfit thatโll only see the light of day once in a blue moon? He should be grateful there was at least one tailor in town willing to accept what was nearly a last-minute request.
(It likely helped that he offered to pay extra for the trouble. And that he didnโt want something very complicated at all.)
โKatarina.โ Kris finds his way to her first thing, as soon as heโs accepted the flower bouquet pushed into his handsโstaff arenโt exempt from playing along is the usual explanation, whether or not one is actually interested in doing so. He isnโt, not really; theyโd talked about that once, the memory still tucked away somewhere in one of his mental boxes. Maybe itโs the reality of timeโs passage dulling the luster of these things. Maybe itโs because talking alone has never quite been enough for him to really know someone.
He isnโt interested, but she is, and that makes it easier to go through with his impulsive, not-very-thought-out-at-all decision when next he opens his mouth to speak. โYou lookโฆโ Will it be weird if he says beautiful again, just like he did last year? โYou look stunning this time, too.โ
The silver lining to the flowers, if he can call it that, is that the petals are just about a perfect match for her hair when he holds up the whole bouquet in offering. โHere. Been thinking about it since the moment I noticed, but they suit you really well.โ
Thereโs no one else heโd rather give them to more, anyway.
"Oh...!" For as fond as she is of greeting him -- one of her favorite parts of any day -- when Katarina turns, she forgets to say anything else entirely. He's dressed up again in an outfit she doesn't recognize when she knows he much prefers dressing down, and that quiet voice in her chest wonders why? Has he met someone he wants to look good for? Does his attire match someone else in this great ballroom? And... was it foolish of her to think she would know, when the time came for her to let go?
...Whatever the case, if there's one thing she's certain of, it's that it must be nothing to do with her.
"Kris," she answers with a smile that threatens to pull at her cheeks. Love can be such a narrow thing at times, but when she looks at him and sees that a bit of color has returned to him, it swells in her chest nearly enough to burst. A hand darts up to her lips as though her knuckles might silence and suppress the laugh that follows, a far too delighted thing.
"...I like this one better than last year," she almost teases, but she is far too relieved to do so. After all, she has seen him these past years -- watched the shadows darken under his eyes and his smile, an uncommon and precious thing, become rarer and rarer still. Nearly lost, she had worried at times, but... she has not the words to put it to voice, but this dark and gentle blue has always put her at ease. She giggles again. "Blue suits you."
Stunning. He thinks she looks stunning. Again. Again? But she has to stay exactly where she is, not a heartbeat out of line, the bouquet accepted without protest when what she sees first is how it makes a splendid shield to hide behind. Petals brush against cheeks in blush, eyes turned downward so that he cannot meet them, cannot see through her as she fears he would. It is hard to believe that flowers might suit her, but maybe it is not so dissimilar as to why she likes it when he wears blue.
(Maybe it is not so dissimilar as to why she likes it when he wears blue.)
"Thank you..." A beat; her head snaps up, realizing only just now that she holds not just a single bloom. "W-wait, all of them--? But what about your-- y, your prize?" As if she doesn't already know it doesn't matter to him all that much. Then again, she hadn't expected him to dress up for a second year, either.
"Are... you sure?" She pulls the bouquet away from her heart, if a bit reluctantly. Instead she looks for a tulip. It would look like a star in his shirt pocket... if he'd had one. But it's not like she can force him to carry around a single flower all night -- should she tuck it into his bouquet and give it back? Surely he wouldn't wear it behind his ear...! It would look charming, though. Katarina shakes her head vigorously.
"Then, can I give you a flower, too?" Her smile takes on a sheepish curl. "You don't have to keep it, but... you've always given me so much. Let me give you something, too."
Katarinaโs laugh leaves him with something like a fond ache in his chest. He savors the sound of it, tries not to dwell overly long on what comes after the fact; is betrayed regardless by his own body language in how his cheeks grow warm, the line of his mouth wobbling ever so slightly before it pulls into an approximation of a smile. Itโs an odd thing to hear, those three little words: Blue suits you. As if he doesnโt wear the color via his beat-up, many-times-mended tunic near-constantlyโฆ
Or maybe itโs precisely because he does. That seems more likely.
In either case, Kris watches her duck behind his bouquetโhers, now, since he has no plans to take it backโas soon as it changes hands, gray eyes averted and therefore no longer meeting his. He blinks once; his hands hover a moment longer before falling to his sides. Thereโs always been a shyness of sorts to her demeanor, even with friends and comrades, but likewise the years since Sera have done little for his own disinclination towards physical contact. Kris can count on his hands the number of times heโs allowed it, consciously or otherwise. (Most have been, unsurprisingly, with Katarina.)
โIโm sure.โ Of that he has no doubt, resisting the urge to huff out a laugh of his own. โI want you to have them.โ And they donโt have to mean anything she doesnโt want them to. Theyโre just flowers, ones he didnโt even choose himself. Hers are surely the same.
Hers are surely the same, and yet when she asks to give him one in returnโasks, as if she needs his permission first! As if she hasnโt always had it for anything and everything she could ever want of him, so much like their shared lodestar in that regard. โYeah. You can. And of course Iโll keep it too, just like everything else youโve given me.โ
The scales there are more even than she thinks, really. His smiles crinkles, just a little bit, into something more knowing at the thought.
roses โ
orchids โ
tulips โ katarina
hyacinths โ
lilies โ
ooc note: i will not be accepting asks for the most part this time around to focus on sending them out instead. additionally, for narrative purposes kris immediately gave his entire bouquet to katarina and as a result will appear to have nothing at all if approached or is doing the approaching (for collection purposes though, he was assigned orchids).
his outfit is below the cut for ease of reference.
Just as he thought, then. โYeah,โ Kris admits as he starts to walk away from Leif, circling around until heโs standing between the statue of his liege and what he thinks is the pedestal with the corresponding ring. โThere are more familiar faces depicted here than I expected, but his was the very first one I noticed. I serve as one of his knights, after all.โ
Whether or not the guards can overhear their conversation all the way from the vaultโs entrance, he can feel their eyes on him with greater intensity the instant he ventures closer to the center. Close enough for steel-toed boots to stop just shy of where the raised stone begins, but no further than that. Definitely not close enough to make out much more than a thin band of gold and the visible bump of what is probably a gem set into it.
โโฆNo, it really is hard to get a good look at the rings from this distance. Iโll have to settle for having had the opportunity to be here at all, I think.โ Which he can live with, since itโs already more than he could have imagined. โHow do you know yours looks like your armor? Did someone tell you, or is it because youโre, wellโฆโ
ย ย ย ย ย โSomeone in the Divine Dragon's inner circle got me access to it earlier,โ Leif answers, excluding names for now in case it might get the woman in question under fire in some way. He presumes it was all done cleanly, but he never knows for sure, and it's not his room to repay a favor with a problem. โThough without them, I'm not sure if I'll be able to see it up close again, which is why I'm keeping my distance now.โ
It doesn't stop him from glancing towards where he knows his ring is. He'd spent time wearing it not that long ago, but the knowledge he'd depart from this place inevitably and only be left with the memory of something that was supposedly his...
It's a little bittersweet, but it's still not his room to butt in he thinks.
Having followed Kris to the statue three pedestals down from his own, Leif cranes his neck to take a good look at him. The man stands imposingly, a powerful stance with his blade drawn and the impression that the wind is blowing at his clothes to paint him as radiant. โThis one's your lord?โ
The statues all lack color, so that visual indicator to identify which ring was this man's proves all the more difficult. But...
โCan you tell me more about what he looks like? What's his armor colored like? I might be able to help you if you're willing to trust my memory...โ
โHuh. That must have been nice, though. Even if it may have just been a one-time thing.โ The privilege of being the basis for an Emblem and recognized as such, he guesses; a testament to the bond that other version of Leif had shared with the Divine Dragon and his allies. Although Kris wonders what exactly getting โaccessโ to the ring had entailed thenโbesides being allowed a closer look, had he been able to touch it as well? Wear it on his finger like any other ring?โhe ultimately declines to ask as Leif follows him over to the statue of Prince Marth, seeming to study it for a moment.
Star and savior, prince of light, hero among heroes. The man is so much more than just Krisโs lord, always has been, but that isnโt relevant at the moment. No, of greater interest is the possibility Leif presents to him next, the Altean blinking back surprise in the wake of his earlier resignation. โReally? You could?โ
If heโs willing to trust the otherโs memory. A strange way of putting it, since he has nothing to really lose from trying.
โIโve been told I look a lot like him, to give you an idea. Blue hair, blue eyes, blue tunic and armorโฆ Gold for things like his tiara and the brooch for his cape. Any of that sound familiar to you?โ
Forget who? Kris considers asking aloud out of curiosity, but ultimately holds his tongue instead. Itโs interesting, even if perhaps not unexpected, that Leif feels there are people who deserve to be honored in this way more so than himself. His liege would undoubtedly share the sentiment were he also present, whereas Kris is content to slip through the cracks and be a single grain among millions in the sands of time. Unremarkable in spite of those who insist they will remember him.
โThe ring looks like your armor? Iโd get closer to see that with my own eyes, butโฆโ He spares a brief glance for the guards on duty. Without explicit permission, most likely from Alear as the highest authority in Lythos, theyโre to keep a certain distance from the pedestals. No closer than the first set of steps leading up to them. Close enough to still make out the rings enshrined there, maybe even tell them apart from one another. Theyโre small things though, and until now he hadnโt known what exactly to look for to identify his Emblem Ring in particular. It doesnโt help that a few of them share rather similar designs to boot.
โฆCould the order in which the statues encircle the vault be the same as that of the rings and their pedestalsโฆ?
โSay, Leif,โ Kris starts as he looks up at the otherโs statue again, then Sir Sigurdโs, then Prince Marthโs another two to his left. Turns back to the center of the vault thoughtfully. โDo you know which pedestal has your Emblem Ring in it? Thereโs something Iโm trying to figure outโฆโ
ย ย Ah. So Yunaka really did do something special to give him the opportunity to be so close to his ring earlier. Good thing he kept his distance this time without her around then.
To Kris's question, Leif answers,ย โYeah. From my statue,โย he turns to face it, gesturing towards his likeness before he turns on his heel, pivoting towards the ring of pedestals in the room's center,ย โthen just made a straight line to the pedestal from there. That's my ring.โย ย
In a way, he ends up directly confirming exactly what Kris had been suspecting.
โIs there something you're looking for, Kris?โ
Just as he thought, then. โYeah,โ Kris admits as he starts to walk away from Leif, circling around until heโs standing between the statue of his liege and what he thinks is the pedestal with the corresponding ring. โThere are more familiar faces depicted here than I expected, but his was the very first one I noticed. I serve as one of his knights, after all.โ
Whether or not the guards can overhear their conversation all the way from the vaultโs entrance, he can feel their eyes on him with greater intensity the instant he ventures closer to the center. Close enough for steel-toed boots to stop just shy of where the raised stone begins, but no further than that. Definitely not close enough to make out much more than a thin band of gold and the visible bump of what is probably a gem set into it.
โโฆNo, it really is hard to get a good look at the rings from this distance. Iโll have to settle for having had the opportunity to be here at all, I think.โ Which he can live with, since itโs already more than he could have imagined. โHow do you know yours looks like your armor? Did someone tell you, or is it because youโre, wellโฆโ
[ย โซ ]ย โย * ๐ก๐๐๐ซ๐ญ๐ฌ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐ข๐ซ
restorationย / forge-a-bear
Thereโs more to rebuilding than just transporting materials and using them to, well, rebuild what was destroyed in the attack. Raising peopleโs spirits, giving them the space to heal with peace restored for the time beingโwhile he wonโt say it is something heโs especially good at, it has never stopped him from trying to help regardless, in whatever way he can.
Even if it means sitting with thread and needle in hand, helping to sew up stuffed animals for customers at the...Forge-A-Bear shop that had recently opened for business.
Growing up, learning to mend his own clothes seemed like less trouble than going to his neighbors every time. It wasnโt like pricking his fingers in the process hurt any more than the bruises or soreness from training to fight every day did, though his handiwork paled in comparison to Rodyโs as platoonmates and then fellow knights. As long as it was enough to make what he had last a while longer, it didnโt need to look pretty.
Closing the final seam of a freshly-stuffed plush toy is a fair bit easier after the first few. Despite the name, there are a lot more than just bears waiting for someone to give them a new home, and the finishing touches for each one differ accordingly. Animals with a similar body shape like cats and dogs are one thing, but then there are the bears, and especially the rabbitsโ
Kris is checking again that heโd threaded the needle correctly when a voice seems to materialize nearby. He promptly stabs himself with it in looking up from his seat, visibly startled. โOh. Hello there.โ The end of the needle is quickly wiped cleanโnot that it had drawn blood to begin withโand set down for a moment. โYou need help getting that stuffed? I can show you the different options they have if you want something more personalized.โ
He doesnโt think theyโve ever shared any classes given the lack of familiarity on both ends, but itโs not like it would hurt to have her company for a little while either. Kris busies himself with preparing the relevant materials in the meantime: the big box of stuffing, obviously, as well as smaller baskets from which fragrant scents waft among other things.
"if it's not too much a bother? i'd be grateful."ย ย
happy not to be shooed away, dorothea takes a seat beside him on an empty crate,ย beaming whilst clutching the floppy-eared rabbit. she gazes at the man curiously โ thinking she might've recognized him in passing here and there, though whatever his name is, it seems as though she's not caught wind of it somehow.ย
no matter. she'll find out soon enough.ย
the songstress continues to watch as he sets to work prepping their station with the goods, leaning in to pay closer attention to his efforts. "is this a hobby of yours?" she asks curiously. "sewing, i mean? you seem like you know what you're doing."ย
absentmindedly, her hands play with the limp toy, fiddling with the rabbit's ears as a child might. how new this is, the thought of picking out her own stuffed animal. there were no toys growing up as a street urchin, of course, and so she'd only caught glimpses of such things by peeking through store windows or gawking at the fortunate children who clutched them as they strolled through enbarr hand-in-hand with their parents. even at the opera, gifts came in the form of whatever patrons wished to give her, largely consisting of what they wanted to see her in, and what they thought she would like. rare was it to ever receive something of her own choosing.ย
there's something so..shockingly innocent about this, dorothea thinks. a gift with no strings attached. just a simple indulgence meant to lift spirits and keep hands busy.ย "you must be here for someone," she pries affably. "a friend? a lover? whatever the case," a giggle follows, "i'm sure they'd be thrilled to learn you're spending the afternoon making something for them. there's nothing more thoughtful.''
โItโs no bother at all,โ he replies, checking to be sure that nothing is missing or heavily depletedโnot unlike taking stock of an armyโs inventory as he once did for those gathered beneath Alteaโs banner. Herb pouches, voice boxes, cloth heartsโฆ Kris spares her a glance at some point partway into the task, seeming to consider her other questions for the briefest of moments. He doesnโt have much in the way of hobbies at all. It would probably bring down the mood if he were to admit as much aloud.
His eyes return to his work. โNot exactly. I just learned to sew so I could at least mend my own clothes. The shop needed extra hands to help out, and there didnโt seem to be any harm in volunteering.โ
Seeing so many toys in one place again though, in an utterly safe and ordinary context this time... He canโt remember whether any of the other children in Sera had ever owned such things at any point growing up, perhaps sewn for them by a parent or neighbor if not bought from a passing merchant. His own hands only knew tools and weapons and books; his mind only knew chores and studying and training. Becoming a knight did little to change that, for if shops similar to this one existed in the cities and their populations that could afford to think of things other than food and keeping a roof over oneโs head? Heโd never noticed before, never had a reason to.
Maybe he should keep an eye out when he returns to Archanea at last. Itโll satisfy his curiosity, if nothing else.
โAll right. Aside from the stuffingโwhich you can use as much or little of as you preferโthe store also offers accessories and the like for giving your stuffed animal some extra flair. The pre-sewn clothing can be resized if you put in a request for it, though that will cost a bit more to have done. These over here are voice boxes; you can record a certain sound or spoken phrase and itโs supposed to repeat that sound back when activated. The cloth hearts are enchanted with magic, so that when you hold a toy with one inside itโll feel warm to the touchโฆโ
And Kris keeps at it for a time, describing the less self-explanatory additions to her as best he can. Itโs more talking in a short span than heโs used to. โIs there anything I should go over again?โ
โฆ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ . [๐๐-๐๐-๐๐]
total SP: 82 โ 86 โณ monthly activity [+3 SP] โณ knowledge gem (expedition holy war 2026) [+1 SP]
โณ authority: A โ A+ (1/3) [learned wrath strike] [learned guardian heart] [mastered tactician] [learned ruse]
to miss a home like this { kris & nanna
( expedition - holy war ) - off the coast of Fiana and Iz
โFor me?โ
He looks past the side of the boat, the sea reflected in his eyes. It never isnโt, for how little of it Kris has actually seen throughout his years until recently. As though he carries a small piece of it wherever he goesโlike a blessing from the gods, some might have said.
The gods would never choose someone like him, though. That would imply he is cut from the same cloth as Prince Marth, and that just isnโt true.
โItโs just an empty house in the village now, but before I left Seraโโ Left and never returned, unlike Princess Nanna and her clear affection for Fiana. โThat was where my grandfather and I lived together. Where he taught me everything he could about what it meant to be a knight of Altea.โ There were times when he wished they could have had even just a few more years, if only to show MacLear how much heโd grown from the small boy who struggled to hold a sword properly at first.
โI still wonder if Iโve lived up to his expectations, truth be told.โ
She let the oars rest altogether this time, the boat surrendering to the tide as the horizon deepened into molten rose gold. His words lingered in the space between them until they formed tangible image to this quiet past of his. He was no faceless stranger, and the broad strokes painted the same face on a knight of Altea as it did on a child of Sera.
Her gaze remained on the water, though her voice had turned inward, thoughtful. โSometimes the place stays behind because the lessons have already gone with you.โ
She could picture it without ever having seen itโa small village, a grandfatherโs steady hands correcting a boyโs stance, patience pressed into muscle memory. The kind of teaching that was not loud, but enduring.
โYou left Sera,โ she continued gently, โbut you took what you needed with you.โ A faint smile touched her lips. โYou carry it in the way you hold yourself, surely.โ
The oar dipped once more, slow and deliberate.
"Do you think what he expected of you matches what you expect of yourself? Because most people are their own worst critic."
He hasnโt really thought about it like that, but itโs true, isnโt it?
Anything he could want to take with him the day he bade farewell to the only place heโd ever known, he had. What remained were the things that had no choice but to be left behind: the aforementioned house and its deafening silence following his grandfatherโs death, the marked grave in the village outskirts visited one last time for good measure. A community which had looked out for him as necessary but not much more than that, like he never truly belonged; the feeling mutual when leaving was always a given in order to take the next step towards his lifelong dream.
Straight-backed, bright-eyed Kris continues to ponder as his gaze returns to Princess Nanna. The pinks and oranges of the setting sun blend well with her colors, seeming to emphasize the divide between the royalty she is and his plain, unremarkable roots. A small wonder it is that she seems to see right into his soul, he thinks.
โHe was a harsh teacher. His loyalty to House Altea was said to be unmatched. I worry what I expect of myself is still not enough, even now.โ
โฆ โ๐๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐๐ซ.
โณ event: return to brodia ( craftsmen prompt )
A bunch of history is an understatement, to be honest, but thatโs not important at the moment. What is important is the extent to which Lapis is willing to help him with his little problem, consideringโ โYou can do that?? Itโs a lot of trouble to go to just for my sakeโฆโ
Especially when itโs because he doesnโt have enough money to buy the original piece. Kris turns back to the stall he was just at, gesturing for her to look once he sees first that the aforementioned necklace is still on display there. โItโs that one, with the purple stone in the center. But,โ he frowns, โI canโt ask you to recreate it for me without doing something for you in return. That wouldnโt be fair.โ
If it is within her ability to in the first place, but itโs just a simple jeweled pendant on a delicate-looking chain. Nothing too flashy, right? He doesnโt know much about jewelry to really say though.
ย ย โI see...โย Lapis hums thoughtfully as she follows where he points, spotting the necklace on display. She'd worried he'd have chosen some big, ornate, fancy piece, but the one he picked...
โThat's totally doable! So simple that you don't need to fuss about paying me back. Not when I'll be using stuff that I just have lying around back in my room in the castle anyway. Heck, we could probably find the materials for it lying in the trash!
โThough we shouldn't talk about it here. I don't wanna offend the merchants and artisans,โย she says surreptitiously, leaning into Kris as she does so.ย โThey still work hard for our country, so I still wanna root for them even if I can't get everything from them, y'know?โ
Rising back to her full height and putting some appropriate distance between them, she looks back to the marketplace as a whole, basking in its bustling crowdsโ the mark of Diamant's, Alcryst's, and Citrinne's tireless efforts. Pride brims within her, softening her expression, even as she indulges in her commoner roots alongside Sir Kris.
โBuuut if you really want to do something for me, how about telling me more about home on the way back to the castle? Your home, I mean! There's still so much I don't know.โ
Can it really be as simple as that? Kris blinks, visibly taken aback by the gusto with which Lapis declares the necklaceโs recreation possible. โDo you do this sort of thing often, then?โ If she has the necessary resources just โlying aroundโ in her roomโฆ
He doesnโt get a chance to comment on the part about finding materials lying in the trash, or maybe itโs that he decides against doing soโshe makes a point about not offending the merchants and artisans, since it would almost certainly look bad for their business to hear of someone copying their wares through cheaper means. โฆWhich makes him feel like theyโre doing something wrong here, in a sense, but he supposes heโll have to see his fellow knightโs craftsmanship in action to hopefully dispel that particular doubt.
Blue eyes track Lapisโs movements briefly as she pulls away from him, following suit soon after to bring the rest of the market into Krisโs view. Thriving in every sense of the word, itโs a wonderful sight no matter which nationโs land serves as its host; even long-missed Altea has surely healed enough by now for her capital to flourish in this manner once more. Proof that life goes on, given time to bud and bloom anew.
โThatโs really all you want? I mean, of course I can tell you more about it, butโโ But what? Sheโs named her price at his insistence, and he has little else to offer at present. โWhere do you want me to start?โ
@ulircursed sent:
The fabric is too dark for him to be certain all the blood had washed off, but Andrei tries as best he can. The water here reminds him of Grannvale, a nostalgia that catches him entirely by surprise. It is only when he is certain of his own presentability that he steps back into the main break room. Gaze combs through the crowd until it lands on a now-familiar figure. With a slow exhale, Andrei heads over to the other's side, a moment of awkward silence stretching over him as he stops. Without their lives hanging in the balance, it's not easy to voice everything, anything, that is on his mind. "You have my gratitude," he says, finally, "Forโฆ" He waves a hand vaguely between the two of them, their shared wounds so recently healed but almost certain to leave a lasting mark. Even through the pained haze, Andrei had seen the other stand in front of him, braving their foe's horrific attacks so that he could reach their ally in time, could ensure their survival. The folded scarf in his hands, too, might have saved his life until they could make it back. With that, Andrei takes the extra moment to really look at the other, letting the memory of the earlier, hard-fought battle fully overtake the deep scar Rusalka had carved into his mind, before holding out the scarf towards the man. No longer 'Katarina's most important person' in his mind, but simply 'Kris'. His lips quirk. "If we managed to survive even that," he says, "Surely we will accomplish the remainder of our mission in one piece." It is something he would choose to believe in, of him.
It wasnโt so important to him that Kris expected it returned when he gave his scarf to Andrei. Helping to staunch the other manโs wounds mattered far more than something as trivial as the absence of its otherwise ever-present weight on his person, and it could just be replaced altogether if it came to that. He couldnโt say the same for Andreiโs life if โdyingโ somewhere that wasnโt onstage ended up sticking instead, at least until the mission concluded and everyone walked away from it right as rain again, one way or another.
It doesnโt lessen the guilt though, or the weight of the associated memories. He doesnโt particularly want to find out either, if whatever has allowed death to be so impermanent within Fรณdlan has a limit to its generosity.
So when the archer reappears before him during their hard-earned reprieve with said scarf in tow, looking to be in considerably better shape compared to the last time Kris had seen him? Thereโs relief, of course, but pleasant surprise as well. โFor earlier? I just did what I could given the circumstances. If youโre still here because of that, then thatโs all I need.โ
And he truly means it, honesty stark in blue eyes where they gaze upon his companion. โBesides, it was your healing magic that really saved us there. I should be the one thanking you instead.โ
What happened during their backstage investigation could have gone far, far worse without it. Krisโs smile is a slight thing, the corners of his mouth lifting just enough for it to be seen, but it is there nonetheless as he reaches to take the scarf from Andrei, winds it loosely around his neck and ties the ends into a knot over his chest. If he notices the effort taken to wash the blood out of the fabric in the interval between separating and being sought out once more, he doesnโt draw much attention to it.
โThat would be nice, wouldnโt it? Unless something even more dangerous than what we encountered earlier decides to show up next.โ
Heโd like it very much though, if things go more smoothly from here on instead. If their shared wounds and struggle remain the worst that could happenโhad already happened, reallyโon this mission.
@verseandrhyme sent:
"Kris." There is the faintest hint of exasperation in her tone as she looks him over. The nature of this strange room of respite is that, thankfully, their wounds seem to be restored merely by lingering within it. Kris has already been healed up from whatever he had faced during his own adventure. That did not change the fact there was a concerning amount of blood on him. Mitama frowns as she looks him up and down, before fixing her gaze on his face. Pondering turns to scolding as she sets her hands on her hips. "What happened?"
Yeah, he deserves that after sheโd told him to be careful just a short time ago. His injuries may have healed thanks to the room theyโve returned to, but the evidence that they had happened at all? Kris is still covered in it. Very much so.
โ...Our group ran into some trouble while investigating the backstage area.โ Understatement of the year, that. โOne of the switches we needed to activate to progress was guarded by an armored sentry, and it opened fire with a strange weapon when we approached. Like a bow or ballista, but much faster while using smaller projectiles. If it wasnโt for Andreiโs healing spells, we might have...โ
Well, they might not necessarily have died, remembering what Mitama had told him previously. The pain and all the blood theyโd spilled during that time had been as real as most other injuries though, in case the latter saturating his clothes hadnโt made that clear enough. As had the fear of a comrade dying on him again, but he would rather not talk about that part now.
โI know people usually canโt cast those on themselves. Using myself as a shield to protect him gave us a better chance of pulling through.โ
โฆ โ๐ฆ๐๐ง๐ฒ ๐ง๐๐ ๐๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐ข๐ง ๐ง๐๐ญ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ (๐ญ๐ก๐๐ฒ ๐๐จ๐ง'๐ญ ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ ๐ก)
โณ event: expedition holy war ( embark phase )
โฆOoh.
Sai hasnโt much to say at first; he is simply too deeply pulled in to the stories of a Naga crafted by man. A warrior, a guardian, a holy figure sent down to close tomorrowโs dawn into the hands of humanity? No, that is not Her, but what a beautiful picture to paint!
This โreal storyโ that Kris then mentions must be more in line with Nagaโs true status (including the fact that She herself is The God). โI cannot say I have ever heard these depictions of Her,โ Sai says, โbut I am fascinated regardless. Imagining Blessed Naga armed with a sword and shield, much like those storybook figuresโฆ I suppose it intrigues a childlike part of me.โ
As he delightedly mulls over the images of legends, Sai wondersโhow has Naga shaped the realm that Kris speaks of? It is quite odd that the retainer to Naga has not heard the stories crafted of her existence. Is there something that he has yet to discover?
Again, there is only one way to find out. โMight you tell me more?โ he asks, leaning forward from where he sits. โAbout the stories, real or false. I truly would like to know!โ
Saiโs fascination with all heโs been told so far is kind of endearing. And relatable. What else can Kris do but continue to indulge his curiosity? โOf course. Iโll do my best to tell you everything I know.โ
Which means elaborating on the truth of Archaneaโs distant pastโthe parts of it heโd picked up on back then, at least. โNaga was the ruler of the Divine Dragon tribe in ancient times, when the dragonkin as a whole were thriving. It is true that she came to humanityโs aid during that time, but those โmonstersโ in the myth wereโฆ They were dragons from the other tribes who had gone mad.โ
He tries not to think about those that are still roaming the farthest reaches of the continent even now, apparently waiting for their end to come. โShe created a seal powerful enough to bind them so long as it remains intact,โ which had endured for an impressively long time even as it weakened due to the orbs being removed from the shield until Prince Marth restored it, โand carved from one of her own fangs the divine blade Falchion to bestow upon humans, giving them a means to defend themselves with. She even placed her daughter into a deep slumber to protect her from that same madness beforeโโ
Should he mention that Naga was said to have passed on centuries ago? How will Sai react to that information, as a retainer following her will?
โBefore vanishing from our realm,โ Kris finishes awkwardly.
@ephemeralove sent:
It's nothing special, Katarina tells herself, cradling two modest pouches in her arms. Indeed the chocolates are your average fare -- made under a chocolatier's scrutinizing gaze, and so surely not terrible, but neither is it far in excess of the seminar's standard. It's nothing special. And if there's anything she can be sure of, it's that Kris will never think that it is.
"Kris, here..." She deposits the gift in his hands with little fanfare, her eyes following the string tying it shut because if she meets his eyes right now, she's afraid he'll see through her.
"...Happy Day of Devotion," she tells him, softly. "I made these at that seminar, so they should be okay. You don't have to eat them, but..." A pause; a laugh. "...you're my best friend. So... I wanted to."
It hadnโt crossed his mind much until the day of. He might have noticed at least some of the buzz surrounding it in between training or patrols or running errandsโthe posters are hard to miss when they stand out so much against the surfaces theyโre plastered to, for example. Something about chocolate and a new shop in town specializing in itโฆ But it wasnโt a priority to him then, and before he knew it?
Well, itโs here before him now, in the form of Katarina and a pouchโpouches?โplaced in his hands, faintly sweet in fragrance. โFor me?โ
Sheโs always giving him things. Not just on his birthday, but on days like these as well; something like a collection of them gathered in his room in the knightsโ barracks because of the fact. The things that are meant to be kept around for a long time, at least, unlike todayโs gift when she tells him he doesnโt have to eat them.
Youโre my best friend.
Krisโs expression visibly softens, whether he realizes it or not in the moment. Of course heโll eat them. They donโt have to be okayโKatarina made them just for him, and thatโs all the reason he needs. Heโd think the same about any of their old platoonmates if they did the sameโฆnot that he can actually picture them in her place, and not necessarily for the same reasons.
A small, traitorous thought in his head points out that it feels more special when itโs Katarina specifically.
โThanks,โ he says back, firm and sure like the smile that now tugs at the corners of his mouth. โIโm sure theyโll be more than just okay, though. You made them, after all.โ
Later, when he does open a pouch to try one, Kris thinks two things in particular: first, that the chocolate is richer and sweeter than just about anything heโs ever had before. Itโs pretty goodโin moderation, of course. Heโll definitely take his time with finishing them.
The second? โฆThatโs a secret, sorry.