It was already blazing hot outside in the town of OuterBanks. However, that was no match for your boyfriend, who unfortunately ā or fortunately had a very high sex drive.
"fu-uck rafe-ngh!~" You whined, your head pressed roughly against your pillow as Rafe's cock pounded back and forth into your overstimulated hole. He'd already released his second load inside of you not long ago, but from the looks of it he had no plan on stopping anytime soon. You weren't sure if it was the heat or his sex drive was through the roof today, but you couldn't deny how hot the whole situation was.
"Fuckin' hell, baby-" Rafe growled, his sweaty hands firmly resting on your hips. "Two loads in.. and you're still tight as hell!" He gave your ass a hard smack, causing you to cry out, gripping the sheets of your bed tighter. Sweat and heat filled the room, the smell of sex trapped inside of it.
"mmhāmhh!ā ngghaah!~" You whined, your vision hazy, sweat dripping from your forehead. "My boy loves my cock, huh?" He panted, thrusting with all the force he could give.
You could only respond with a whine, mouth parted as a tiny amount of drool slipped past the corner of your mouth. "Yeah he does. You look so fucking sexy right now, baby. I plan on fucking this sweet ass for a good long time."
5 hours and plenty of loads later, he finally pulled out, watching the pretty sight of his cum dripping out of y filled hole.
my heart goes out of everyone who has had their mental health ruined because of this election. The only thing we can do is stay strong and try to live on cuz thereās seriously no telling what these next 4 years are gonna hold.. we as an American society have failed the only person who could bring this country back to life ..
stop HERE if you are not interested or uncomfortable with the mentions of knife play, blood, spit as lube, begging, kinda dark themes, or unprotected sex.
ā ļø ā ļø ā ļø
are you willing to do anything to get out of death?
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ETHAN LANDRY, your nerdy little boyfriend with a nasty little secret. He, of all people, terrorizing the small group of friends that you were apart off, killing them one by one until the big reveal. That, of which, was coming quicker than heād thought. When he heard youād be alone at your dorm for so long, he knew itād be the perfect time to strike. Of course he wouldnāt kill his handsome boyfriend, no! He was too perfect to be killed off. Heād simply use you, get his way with you. Make you beg for him to spare your little life, and in return, heād get his way with taking not only your virginity, but his too.
So there he was, watching you. Eyeing your every move from the tiny cameras he discreetly placed around your dorm. He didnāt want to be seen yet. Instead, he wanted to toy around with you first. Get you scared, your adrenaline pumping. God, he felt himself get harder and harder, imagining your cries, your begs of mercy.. how tight youād feel around him. He could only imagine how guilty youād feel after, supposedly cheating on your boyfriend without knowing it was him under the mask.
his plan was simple.
FIRST heād call you, making sure the number was unknown.
āHello?ā you asked as you answered the no caller ID, leaning against the island in the kitchen. ām/n l/n, such a dumb move from such a smart boy. All alone while thereās a killer out there somewhere picking off your friends one by one.. well, I expected more from someone like you.ā the voice on the other end responded. It was low. dark. a voice youāve heard before. you quickly fixed your position, grabbing the sharpest knife you could find from the kitchen. āwhat do you want from me? why are you killing my friends?!ā you responded, anxious as you looked around.
āitās fun, isnāt it? hearing their yells, their screams, their gurgles as they choke on their own blood. oh m/n, making such a dumb move.. you wouldnāt have even guessed it wouldāve costed your own life, did you?ā the voice on the other end responded. you could feel your heartbeat quicken, but there was no possible way Ghostface could have entered your dorm without you knowing. āyou..- you better fuck off before I call the cops!ā you threatened, only to have it backfire. āCall the cops and iāll slit your fucking boyfriendās throat open right now!ā
SECONDLY, if his plan goes accordingly, heād send you a video of himself tied up to a chair, all beat up thanks to makeup.
āwhat? you- you have Ethan..?ā the fear in your voice grew as scenarios flooded your mind. āSuch a pretty boy. itād be a shame if something happened to him, would it not?ā The voice said, laughing a little on the other end. āyouāre lying! you donāt have Ethan!ā The voice on the other end went silent for a moment before you got a ping on your phone. It was a video sent from the caller. āwhy donāt you open that video for me?ā
you were hesitant for a moment before clicking on the video. as you did, you felt an unwanted sensation in your stomach grow bigger, as if you were about to throw up. you placed your hand over your mouth, dropping the only weapon you had to defend yourself in the process as you watched the video. It was of Ethan. His hands were bind behind his back and he sat on a chair. Tape covered his mouth as the camera panned closer to him, revealing the bruised, bloody mess on his face. It almost seemed like he was on the brink of death.
āwait, wait, wait, please donāt hurt him anymore, please!ā you begged, placing the phone right back up to your ear. Ethan smiled under the mask, seeing that his plan would be coming a success. āah, well, you see, iāll give your boyfriend a chance at life.. only if youāre willing to come and save him.ā
THIRDLY, heād tell you a lie. A way to save Ethan. heād send you an address, the supposed location where he was being held. and, if you were dumb enough to fall for it, heād strike.
āyes! yes, tell me! where is he?!ā you were quick to respond, seeing no other way to save him. there was another pause before you got another ping on your phone. ācome to this location.ā the voice responded before hanging up. It was an address youāve never seen before. But you didnāt care, your only thoughts were on saving Ethan. you quickly grabbed your keys and headed for the front door, unlocking it.
But, before you could open the door, it was swung open, causing you to stumble back. your eyes widened as you realized who stood at the doorway. it was none other than Ghostface himself. you let out a scream of terror was you ran. He was quick to follow behind you, but not before locking the front door, keeping you trapped in your dorm.
You screamed as loud as you could, slamming the bedroom door shut. Ethan, only a little behind, barely missed his chance at keeping you from locking the door. āPlease, leave me alone!" you cried out, backing away. There was a brief silence before a loud bang was heard on the door. Then another, and another. You screamed, realizing they were trying to break down the door. You reached for your pockets only to realize you left your phone on the kitchen counter. You audibly cursed at yourself before looking around for a place to hide.
You hid yourself away in the closet, covering yourself with clothes you had laying around. A moment later, the door was finally pushed open. You jumped a little, covering your mouth with your hands to try and suppress your breathing. Footsteps could be heard around the room. He knew you were in there, but you could only hope he wouldn't find you. But, panic was set in once the closet door was opened. You squeezed your eyes shut, holding your shaky breath. You couldn't hear anything, it was silent. You thought you were okay until two pairs of hands grabbed you from the pile of clothes, throwing you on the ground outside of the closet.
You screamed and cried, trying to kick him away but it was no use. He'd gotten on top of you, knife to your throat. "Shut the fuck up or slit your goddamn throat open!" He threatened, gently gliding the edge of his knife against your throat. You quickly shut up, your breathing still out of control. "Such a pretty thing, especially when you shut the hell up." Ghostface said, gliding his knife along your cheek. He applied only a little pressure, cutting only a little of your cheek. You winced at the pain, a droplet of blood sliding down your cheek, staining the carpet a dark red.
"please, please, please, don't hurt me! I'll- I'll doing anything..! anything, okay? anything!" You begged, staring at the dark holes in his mask with pleading eyes. Ethan smiled, knowing he'd gotten you right where he wanted. "anything?" He asked, his knife sliding down from your cheek. You quickly nodded, "mhm! anything! just- just please don't kill me!" You begged once more. He felt himself grow hard, biting his lip from underneath the mask. "Well, there's only one thing you can do that'll get you out of this." He responded, his knife suggestively trailing down your body. Your eyes widened as you realized what he meant. "But- No..! I can't! I-I have a boyfriend, I can't just-"
"-You said anything. Do you want to live or not?" He asked, cutting you off, pressing his knife against your stomach. You went silent, a small whimper coming out. "okay, okay, I will! I-I'll do anything.. just- please.." You agreed. Ethan's smile grew as he lifted your shirt up with his knife, revealing your body to him. He admired for a moment, seeing as this was the first time he was about to see anyone naked under him. He touched your body, the feeling of his cold knife against your exposed torso making you shiver as his hands glided down.
He stopped at the hem of your pants, pulling them down along with your underwear. He almost drooled at the sight before him. Sure, heād seen naked boys before, but that was through videos. And now, here you were, completely exposed for him to do whatever. You felt yourself get a little self conscious after he stared a little longer than he intended to. ācan you.. can you stop staring..ā you mumbled. Ethan quickly snapped out of his trance, parting your legs further for him to get a better view.
Pressing himself against you, he took off one of this gloves, bringing his fingers to your lips. āSuck.ā He commanded, parting your lips. You obediently opened them, coating his fingers with your saliva. After a good amount of coating, he took his fingers out your mouth, bringing them down to your hole. He wanted to fuck you so badly, but he knew youād need to be prepped since this wouldāve been your first time ever doing something like this. Without warning, he pushed his fingers in, causing you let out a gasp of discomfort.
he held his knife near your throat as a warning while he pumped his finger in and out. The discomfort soon turned into a pleasurable sensation as he added another finger, scissoring your hole. Honestly, Ethan had no idea what he was doing since this was new to him too, but he was just trying to replicate what heād seen in videos.
after sometime, he finally felt like you were stretched out enough for him. He removed his fingers from your hole, causing you to let out a small whine. ādonāt worry..ā he spoke, lifting the robe up slightly to reveal the hem of his black pants. āIāll replace my fingers with something better.ā He finished, removing his belt. You felt excited, but you didnāt know why. A second ago you were gonna get killed by ghostface and now here he is about to fuck you.
Ethan was also excited. Not only was he about to lose his virginity, but he was losing it to a perfect boy he was dating. sure, he couldāve just asked to have sex with you, but getting to fuck you this way was even better. He finally slid his pants down, revealing his raging erection. Your eyes widened.. it was way bigger than you thought. āwill- will that even fit..?!ā you asked, now feeling a sense of worry. āitāll fit. iāll make it fit.ā He responded, quickly lining his cock up with your hole.
There was a feeling of pain as he slowly pushed himself inside you, causing you to let out a loud whine. He gripped your waist as he fully slid himself in carefully, not wanting to hurt you. After a moment, you gave him a nod, āyou can move now..ā you said. you felt a little guilty, wanting to have lost your virginity to Ethan, but one ghostface starting pumping himself in and out of you, those thoughts quickly left. Ethan himself left your mind as you wrapped your legs around his waist, gripping onto his shoulders. Ethan wanted to kiss you badly. He wanted to leave hickies all over your neck, but he knew he couldnāt for the sake of hiding his identity. You loved Ethan a lot, but he was worried youād think of him differently if you found out he was the one behind the mask. Behind the killings.
āso.. damn tight..ā he grunted, thrusting faster into you. You couldnāt let out any words, only whines and moans, going dumb on his cock. Ethan felt his ego heighten. He couldnāt believe he, of all people, was making you feel like this. āCanāt..! G-gonna c-um..!ā You whined before feeling your cock twitch, letting out a large sticky load all over your chest. Ethan couldnāt hold back either, feeling your hole clench around him, he had to cum. He had to cum inside you so badly. His thrusts became sloppier as he let out load grunts. With one last thrust, he finally came undone inside you. His hands gripped tighter on your waist, almost leaving a bruise as he completely emptied himself. You, as well, let out a loud moan, feeling his hot cum fill you up.
After a moment of catching both your breaths, he finally slid himself out, his cock now softening. He looked at you, your tired expression. He had to hold himself back from pampering you with loads of kisses. He couldnāt reveal himself to you as Ghostface. Not yet.
āyouāve earned another chance at life. donāt waste it.ā He said, fixing his pants. He got up, giving you one last look before leaving the room, leaving you unharmed. He felt bad, but he knew heād make it up to you later. This time as himself. How heād explain the video of himself beat up when he saw you? well.. he wasnāt exactly sure, but heād think of something.
guys i just wanna thank yall for continuing to support my fics even when I take month(s) hiatuses it generally does mean a lot to me. I usually just get burnt out or have writers block which causes me to lose motivation to write, so iām sorry that I make you guys wait so long for just a single fic, but that fact yall continue to follow and support me means a lot so thank u guys :)
warnings; 50% sub/dom vinnie, handjob and oral (both vinnie receiving), unprotected sex
ā§ of course vinnie canāt end his special day without a special treat..
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a/n: I know I said an ethan landry fic was coming but since itās vinnieās birthday yāknow i had to make a special fic for him <3
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the music blasted loudly as people danced, some with drinks in their hands. everyone was drunk or close to being. everyone except you, as though you gulped down a few drinks, you werenāt exactly lightweight and didnāt want to drink until you passed out. someone, of course, had to be sober enough to watch over your boyfriend during his party, and that person just so happened to be you.
you watched vinnie party and dance with his friends, his vest heād worn before the party started had been removed and his shirt was unbuttoned a little, revealing the tattoo on his chest. to be honest, the sight before you did turn you on a little. i mean, who wouldnāt?
vinnieās eyes somehow landed on yours through the crowd and he gestured for you to come over. you pondered for a moment, a small smile forming on your face as you got up from your seat, walking over to vinnie. his once styled hair had been messed up, but only a little bit. sweat glistened from his forehead and chest as pictures of him were being taken.
ābaabe, cāmon, get that pretty ass over here!ā he yelled, seeing that you were coming closer. you laughed a little but cringed on the inside, knowing heād meant it in a jokingly, funny type of way. once you finally were in vinnieās reach, he wrapped his arm around you, pulling you in closer as he yelled and sung with his friends. you decided to let loose a little more, joining in with him.
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after a night of dancing, yelling, and singing happy birthday to vinnie, it was finally time to go home. seeing that vinnie wasnāt sober enough to drive, you were the one behind the wheel. the car ride home you both talked about the party, vinnie describing every detail and memory he had made.
āobviously, the best birthday gift is sitting right beside me though.ā he said with a smile, squeezing your hand.
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once you two finally got home, you both kicked your shoes off, āuhhg, finally..ā, you groaned. āi had a great time but damn am I tired..ā vinnie said, placing the bags of gifts heād gotten on the table. you both walked into your guysā shared bedroom, vinnie quickly removing his button up.
you walked towards him, wrapping your arms around his waist as you rested your head on his shoulder, taking in his still lingering cologne. ādid you have a good day today?ā you asked, rubbing his chest. he replied with a hum, falling into your touch. ādid you enjoy your gifts?ā you asked. āmhm.. especially yours of course. best gifts of them all.ā he replied with a smile.
you hummed before an idea suddenly popped into your head. of course you had to give vinnie the best gift to end his night. āwell.. what if I told you I still had one more gift for you..? a suuuppeeer special one..ā you said in almost a whisper, your hands gliding down from vinnies chest, stopping at the hem of his pants.
you could feel vinnies breath hitch a little, but he didnāt stop you. āand iāll take real, real good care of you, okay? you wonāt have to do a thing.. that sound nice?ā you asked, moving your lips closer to his ear as you waited for a response, messing a little with the zipper on his pants.
āā¦yeah.. yeah, that sounds nice..ā he finally responded, his voice a bit quieter than usual. usually he wasnāt one to become more of a sub during sex, but he was tired and the thought of you doing the hard work made him want it even more. you hummed, ālay on the bed.ā you said, to which he complied, laying down on the bed while fixing his position to be more comfortable.
you sat at the edge of the bed, your hands sliding over his abs before they reached his pants. you unzipped the zipper on his pants, pulling them down alongside his underwear, revealing vinnieās semi-hard cock. he let out a small groan, feeling his cock hit the cool-breeze as it twitched slightly.
you wrapped your hand around his length, slowly stroking him as his cock became harder through your touch. vinnie let out small groans and whines as you stroked him, smearing his pre-cum over his tip with your thumb. āthat feel good, baby?ā you asked, your pace picking up only by a little bit. he nodded quickly, āso good..ā he breathed out.
you continued stroking him, his cock now completely hard in your hand as it occasionally leaked pre-cum through his tip. vinnie continued to let out little noises, his eyes half opened as he watched you. āplease.. your mouth..ā he whined softly, his eyes looking up at you then back down at his cock. āwhat was that, vinnie?ā you asked, pretending like you didnāt hear him the first time.
āshit, use your damn mouth.. please..!ā his voice sounded more desperate as he repeated himself. you smirked a little, letting out a small hum as you leaned down, licking his tip before replacing your hand with your mouth. vinnie let out a louder groan, placing his hand on back of your head. he slowly began thrusting his hips, his cock hitting the back of your throat as you gagged around his length.
āyeah.. j-just like that, baby.. mhm..!ā he whined, his other hand gripping the sheets as you bobbed your head, tasting his pre-cum every couple of minutes. your mouth continued to make noises around his cock as you sucked, vinnie occasionally pushing your head down to fully take him.
āshit.. s-shit, māgonna cum!ā he warned, groaning louder as you hollowed your cheeks. he let out a loud āfuck!ā before you felt his load shoot down your throat, making you gag a little bit as he held your head in place with his hand. you swallowed what you could, only a little bit of his cum spilling out the corners of your mouth. he panted, letting go of your head as you came up for air, wiping your mouth with your arm. āfuck baby.. that was good..ā he said tiredly, almost out of breath.
he was about to get up, but you stopped him. you pushed him back down on the bed as you straddled his waist. āah.. you didnāt think we were done, did you?ā you asked, rubbing your hands along his chest. vinnie froze a little, āi-.. uh..ā he said, his eyes lowering to your lower half. he saw that you were in your underwear and he felt his cock only grow hard again.
you rubbed yourself against vinnieās cock, causing him to let out a moan. āmā already prepped so.. no having to worry about that..ā you said with a smile, sliding your underwear down to reveal your ass. you grabbed his cock, stroking it a little before guided it to your hole. āw-wait..!ā vinnie said, stopping you. āwhat about a condom..?ā he asked, seeing that this was the first time youād both be having unprotected sex.
you smiled a little at his words, āI donāt want a condom this time, vin..ā you replied, sinking yourself down onto vinnieās cock, causing vinnie to let out another moan, this one being louder than before. āf-fuck, whatever..!ā he groaned, placing his hands on your hips as you began bouncing up and down on his cock.
you let out soft moans and whimpers, resting your hands on his chest for support as you continue bouncing. āfuckinā hell.. canāt get enough of you..ā vinnie groaned, starting to thrust his hips, causing his cock to slam into you. you moaned loudly at the feeling as his cock hit your sweet spot.
one of his hands gripped the back of your head, forcing you to lean down as he captured your lips in his. all that tiredness seemed to have gone away as he began to pick up his pace, his cock slamming into you. you both let out moans and whines into the kiss, your noises of course being louder than his.
āmā c-close..!ā you whined against his lips, feeling that sensation slowly begin to wash over you. āf-fuck, same.. you want it outside?ā he groaned, feeling his thrusts get more sloppier. you immediately shook your head no, wanting to feel every drop of him inside you. āi-inside!ā you said, to which vinnieās eyes widened a little. āa-are you sure? we-..ā you quickly cut him off. āGod, fu-fuck vinnie, yes, mā sure! please!ā you begged before seeing vinnie nod his head, āokay..ā
his thrusts began to get more and more sloppy as you both grew closer to release. āmā gonna cum! f-uck, fuck, fuck!ā you whined before feeling yourself finally release all over vinnieās chest, painting it with your cum. a few seconds later, vinnie emptied himself inside of you.
you crashed onto his chest, your cum getting all over your own chest as well. you both panted, the exhausted feeling quickly washing over the both of you. ānow thatā¦ that was the best gift from today.. and some amazing sex..ā vinnie said in between small breaths, the room smelling of sweat and cum.
āi thinkā¦ i think itās time for me to sleep..ā you mumbled against vinnies neck, your eyelids growing more and more heavier from exhaustion. āmh.. still needa shower, baby..ā he responded, kissing the top of your head.
āiāll go get the shower started.ā
a/n: tbh my grammar and stuff really started going downhill towards the end of this fic because I got super tired š but i hope u enjoyed
Iām not sure why I donāt get notifications when you post (even tho I have it set to notify me), but everytime I come across your page I get so so so happyš¤š«¶š½
a/n: for all the rafe lovers š (even though im a jj boy š) I also really hate this fic so its understandable if u hate it too š
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it was no surprise rafe was into m/n. people could tell just by the way heād eye him. the way heād bite his lip roughly whenever he saw you talking to another man. heād be beating the shit out of the man youāre talking to with his eyes, but of course heād never do it. well, not in front of you.
what really gave his whole love away for you was his soft spot heād have whenever he was around you. heād actually be smiling whenever he spoke to you, which was a surprise for most people. THE rafe cameron smiling all because of a boy! that boy just so happened to be you. (obviously) . although, coincidentally, you were oblivious to this.
so, as time went on, rafe found himself finding it harder and harder to contain his feelings for you.
āshit man, you good?ā a friend of Rafeās asked. āmhm. why?ā Rafe asked, his eyes still focused in one direction. ābecause youāre squeezing the hell out of that cup. little harder and youāll get glass shards all over your hand.ā his friend replied, noticing how tightly rafe had been squeezing his drink. if it had been a plastic cup, it wouldāve been completely shriveled up.
rafe didnāt respond, but his grip did loosen a little. his gaze was fixated on you.. and the man you were talking to. the way you giggled at his jokes, playfully hitting the manās arm made rafe bubble with rage. āfixated on your boyfriend I see?ā rafeās friend teased, leaning against the counter. music blasted, but rafe seemed to have drowned out every single sound there was.
āheās not my boyfriend. iām not into him, iāve told you this already.ā rafe spoke, blinking as he came back into reality, turning to his friend. ārafe, you were nearly close to breaking the glass cup.. not only that, but your face is completely red. i think itās time you just own up and admit it man. judge free zone here.ā
ātsh, whatever. so what if I do?ā rafe asked, shaking his head slightly, taking a swig of drink, almost gulping it down. āall good.. but, you gotta tell him. itās not just me who seeās it rafe, itās everyone.ā rafeās friend responded, taking a sip of his own. āmā not telling him shit.ā rafe mumbled, his eyes turning back to you. āsuit yourself rafe. but, iād suggest mentally.. and physically preparing yourself to see m/n with a boyfriend at some point. seems like that guy over there might just be the one..ā rafeās friend said, referring to the guy you were talking to.
rafe heavily sighed, biting his lip to the point of it almost bleeding. his hands formed a fist as he watched you, his thoughts becoming more brutal. rafe would never kill anyone, but for you heād just maybe have to. having had enough watching, he began to quickly walk towards you, his fists tightening even more. closing the distance between the two of you, rafe grabbed the man youād been talking to by the collar, slamming him against the wall.
rafeās words were too low for you to hear, but the utter fear the man had on his face, you couldnāt even imagine whatād rafe was whispering to him. finally, rafe released his grip on the man, allowing him to quickly run off. ārafe, what the hell?ā you asked as he turned around to fix his gaze onto you. he roughly grabbed your arm, āyouāre coming with meā, he spoke, forcing you to walk with him to a quieter area. ārafe, let go! what the hell is going on with you?!ā you yelled but his grip remained tight.
when the two of you were finally somewhere quieter, he released his grip on you, but only a little. āare you gonna tell me whatās going on?! why you scared off the dude I was talking to?!ā you exclaimed, feeling immense anger from rafeās actions. āyou donāt understand how much it angers the fuck out of me whenever I see you talking to someone else. you donāt get to just talk to other guys like that, m/n.ā rafe finally spoke, his voice low with anger.
āwhat? who the hell are you to decide who I talk and donāt talk to?! we arenāt even together, rafe!ā you yelled. āyet. we arenāt together yet, m/n, but we will be. iām confessing my feelings to you, alright?! i like you m/n, and seeing you talking to other guys it.. it gets me so fuckinā worked up! you donāt belong with anyone else, you belong with me.ā he finished. he never let go of your arm, only starting at you intently, searching for any sign of emotion in your eyes.
you only stared wide eyed, having to take a moment to process his words. āseriously rafe, you actually like me..?ā you finally said in disbelief. āyou heard me. mā not repeating myself.ā he responded, his voice still low. you were silent once more for a moment, trying to contemplate your decision. āI like you too.ā you said after a second of silence. rafe grinned a little, āknew you did. you only talked to those guys to get me worked up, right?ā
you rolled your eyes a little, a small smile creeping onto your lips. āsure.ā you said before feeling rafeās hands wrap around your waist, pulling you closer. āwell, i dunno how much more I could take. what I do know is that I can take you right here, right now.ā he said lowly, leaning in closer to your face.
ārafe, iām not having sex with you in an open area..!ā
needless to say, you did infact have sex with him in public. luckily it was night out, so it was harder for people to see anything.
why the hell did I just see full blown boobs in the gifs š
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everyone told you JJ wasnāt as warm-hearted as he deemed to be. It shouldāve been obvious based on all his past hookups- hookup with them then completely ghost them afterwards. But when he had confessed his feelings towards you, you thought things would be different. Thatād heād actually stick aroundā and he did.. for the most part.
He tried loving you. He wanted to start something new instead of just constant hookups, which is why he brought you into his life. Except, JJ was so obviously not cut out for a relationship..
for the first couple months, his love for you was through the roof. You couldnāt have been more happier..- until you werenāt. Over the past few months, his love for you had seemed to drain. That sparkle in his eye for you just seemingly went away, no matter how hard you tried to get it back.
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looking at yourself in the mirror, you put on a seductive outfit, in hopes of getting something out of JJ. You stared at yourself for a good couple of minutes, taking in your featuresā the dark bags slowly forming under your eyes from constantly staying up all night.
In these times, you felt the most lonely. The boy you once lovedā and still do, was falling out of love with you.
with a small sigh, you walked out the bathroom, over to where JJ was, which happened to be the kitchen. āJ, do you think this outfit looks nice on me?ā You asked, a little hesitantly as you walked up to him. You tried being cute, but instead of a smile or a compliment, JJ eyed you up and down. āyeah, you look fine.ā He said blankly, giving you what was barely a smile before walking off.
you frowned, looking down at the floor, biting your lip. God, all that work and yet he still couldnāt care about seeing you naked- or at least half naked. After a minute, you walked back to your shared bedroom, throwing off clothes you had on. Sitting on the edge of the bed, you ran your fingers along your face, up to your hair. Tears threatened to fall out as you stared down at the floor, wondering what went wrong.
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though, this was just one of many failed interactions you had with JJ..
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Your anniversary with JJ had been coming up. It was a year of being together, and though your guysā relationship was rocky, you still made it an effort to get him a gift..- in hopes that heād get you one as well.
you admired the ring youād gotten JJ, both your initials carved into it. You covered the ring back up before heading off to find JJ. After a while of looking, you managed to find him near the beach alone, sitting down on the sand.
you hid his gift behind your back before walking up to him. āJ?ā You called out softly, seeing his soft blue eyes head to the sound of your voice. āoh, uh.. hey.ā He said, getting up from the sand to face you. He stood there awkwardly and quietly, waiting for you to speak. After realizing he wasnāt gonna say anything you, you spoke up. ādo.. do you know what day it is?ā You asked, hopeful, but also had a doubtful feeling heād know.
āerm.. monday..?ā He asked, a bit confused and unsure. You frowned, but quickly smiled a little once more. āno, silly.. its our anniversary..! remember?ā you replied, finally revealing the gift you had behind your back. āand, i got you a little gift.ā you said, with a smile and hopeful eyes.
āo-oh.. uh, yeah.. yeah, I remember.ā He said with a small cough, scratching the back of his neck. āwell, here.. I got you a gift to show my love for you!ā You said, holding the gift out, waiting for him to reach it. āoh.. uhm, thanks..ā he said, giving you a half smile before taking the gift from your hands. You smiled with anticipation, waiting for him to open the gift. āI.. I hope you like it.ā You said as he opened the gift, taking the ring out.
āyeah.. its uh.. its great, m/n.ā he said, not bothering to put the ring on, instead storing it back where he grabbed it. āI uh.. didnāt get you anything.ā He spoke. He fiddled a little with his hands, his demeanor off- like he didnāt want to be around you. āo-oh.. its okay!ā You said, although you felt your heart dwell. āBeing with you is a gift itself.. I really hope you know how much I love you, J..ā You said, trying to keep the mood bright.
āyeah.. same here. Listen, i uh, gotta go. Iāll see you later, m/n.ā He said rather quickly, giving you another half smile before walking away, not leaving you a chance to speak. You look at him as he walked away, your smile dropping as you tried to stop yourself from crying.
all your love and patience being wasted on a man who couldnāt bother to reciprocate those feelings. all your hardwork to try to keep the relationship going continues to be unappreciated. and yet, you continue to stay. In hopes that one day that spark he had for you will come back.
