...it was mid 2016 when I started gaining weight and it’s too perceptible it shocked everyone. Honestly, I’m battling depression about it. From skinny to extremely overweight, I say to myself everyday “What the fvck is going on? Please. Just stop.” ...then I started looking back where it all began, I overlooked the real reasons behind it. It took me almost a year to realize after dieting and hours of workouts why none of it seems functioning. ...unanticipatedly, while having sat down meditating, my heartbeats echoes right through the inside of my old-hat soul and started singing sad melodies explaining that “I’ve gone through great pains, my heart is so tired it chose to hibernate and it doesn’t want to be bothered for quite some time. After all the failures, disappointments, grief and selfless predicaments it drained the juices of my batteries used to spark which pumps my heart.” ...until today, I started learning to appreciate more, love more and greatly - to let go. Life is inevitable and gaining weight is just nothing compared to the everyday things that we have to conquer along the way in order to survive. Let me say this out loud “I’M PROUD OF WHAT I BECAME. NOTHING CAN BEAT ME.” I’d like to thank all the people who stayed and never made me feel less of a person through my ups and downs. I love you more and I will keep you all eternally. You guys inspired me to pursue MUSIC. Most of all, Thank you God for your unconditional love, guidance and enlightenment. ❤️ #Grateful
