Being single isn’t the empowering journey of self discovery and love that some women would have you believe. That’s just the lie they tell themselves to turn a crap situation into something almost positive. They tell you the same lie to help you feel better, but in reality those people feel longing just like the rest of us. Being single is terrible in most ways, especially if you've had a loving relationship before. Its raw, and lonely, and there is an empty spot in your life and heart where a person used to be. If you are like me, you try to fill the spot with anyone. You can go on dates with guys you aren’t interested in, just as a reminder that someone will love you again one day.
Sure, its nice to be able to flirt with whoever I want and have more options for guys. But in the long run, all of that is empty. I don't have feelings for those people, and they dont for me. They hardly even know me. I just want the person I used to be desperately in love with, and wanted to spend the rest of my life with. And I know that he loved me. I hope that one day I will have that back, but with even more. I miss laying next to the person I trusted completely with everything, knowing that they felt the same way. Just having them in the same room was such a sweet feeling. But now he left, as did the man who loved me before that, and the one after those two, and the one I loved before all of them. Not all of these were break ups, and they each have their own story. But in the end, it seems that everyone leaves eventually. Whether that be physically, or emotionally, or they just stop making any effort to have you. Love hurts, but at least its not empty. Being single hurts, but at least no one can leave you.
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