crazy girl

[unwell-and-lost]

trying to pretend i didn't cry to kill myself over a grown man's poor life choices

[unwell-and-lost]

what more people should say in a debate/argument

"i'm not sure, i haven't thought about it enough yet"

"i don't know enough about that topic right now to form an accurate opinion"

"maybe, but i think it's nuanced because..."

[unwell-and-lost]

all my homies think you belong in jail

[unwell-and-lost]

become a supermodel and famous actress so he has to see your face everywhere!

[wildchildskyhigh]

[babybutterflybree]

if i get a little prettier can i be your baby?

[3theral-ang3l]

when my teacher asks me a question but all I think about is sex and calories

[unwell-and-lost]

new habits:

white teeth

no coffee

teeth whitening

weight loss

stick to fasting schedule

go to the gym daily

run daily

clear skin

no dairy

no sugar

no gluten

no nicotine

no alcohol

no fried foods

no processed foods

skincare routine morning and evening

take off your makeup as soon as you get home

less stress

stay on top of work

keep room tidy

[unwell-and-lost]

and he humbled himself and became obedient into death, even death on a cross

[unwell-and-lost]

[unwell-and-lost]

going off grid and only focusing on yourself, your family, and a few friendships >>>

[unwell-and-lost]

how to make it easy to go to bed early

make your bed in the morning and keep your space tidy!

stop using your phone / other devices an hour before going to bed

brush your teeth and do skincare right after dinner

read / write before bed (especially journalling)

light a candle and get into bed up to half an hour before you intend to sleep

have your clothes laid out and bag packed for the next morning to reduce stress

no caffeine after 3pm of course (if possible, stick to one coffee per day)

don't drink loads of water right before bed

[unwell-and-lost]

wake up leisurely, cleanse, coffee with wordle and connections, get dressed into nice clothes, organise space, casual nicotine, midday snack of banana and dark chocolate with a chai, listen to the rest is politics, read a play, brunch with friend x

[unwell-and-lost]

men are so weird but kind of interesting, observing them makes me feel like i'm observing chemicals in a lab

[unwell-and-lost]

masochism is so annoying sometimes because why do i have to not only secure a man but THEN also explain that i want him to hit me...?

[unwell-and-lost]

wait being silly and crazy is so fun!

[unwell-and-lost]

life changes to try....

carnivore diet

10-20k steps a day

run 2-5k

journalling

whole food diet (no processed foods)

meditation (15 mins)

3-4 litres of water

reading (for at least 30 mins)

no gluten

full skincare routine

stretching in the morning

no sugar

no caffeine

no nicotine

100 push ups a day

no dairy

write gratitudes (morning and night)

wake up at 6am

paleo

sauna daily

2 workouts daily

keto (no carbs)

no social media (inc yt)

intermittent fasting

circadian rhythm fasting

no screens