I'm in here, a prisoner of history

Unidentified // *Trigger Warning* I do not promote self harm *Seek help if needed* {I AM LOST} {Human beings will always betray you} {Careful I might hurt you}

[thoughtkick]

“I’ve lived too long with pain. I won’t know who I am without it.”

— Orson Scott Card

[maneatered]

I don't trust good days because I know things will get bad again soon enough so there's no use getting my hopes up.

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[anxietyproblem]

[brdrlneprsnltydsrdr]

[junetheraccoon]

sometimes i don’t care about getting better anymore. i just wanna give up.

[howtodieinside]

[moldavite]

I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT BUT IT'S NOT THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[hatin]

Breaking Bad

[anxietyproblem]

[kalpico]

i hate that i’m so absent as a person. i don’t start conversations. i can barely maintain them. i’m so weary and spaced out all the time to the point where i can’t even keep up small talk and i’m just so disappointed in myself

[littlenorthernshit]

No one talks about how draining it is when your mood constantly switches between "keep going, it'll get better" and "I can't do this anymore. I'm about to give up."

[anxietyproblem]

[ttnn77]

Staying alive as a form of self harm

[skyfullofdeadstars]

when you grow up being suicidal your whole life, it's hard to be anything else

[yearningdiary-deactivated202510]

why do I keep trying? just a waste of time.