dumb dog

super big TW for all of my posts interact with caution. don't dm i won't answer

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the concept of void posting and hoping someone i know finds this instead of actually being open and honest about how much i wanna kill myself lol

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it all comes back to how my mom made me feel

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getting triggered whenever you accidentally scratch yourself

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i wish i was enough

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can someone kidnap and kill me so i don't have to feel guilty for doing it myself

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why am i so disgusting

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i'm the most insufferable person i've ever known

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i wish i could only have you

why does it have to be both or neither

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i wish i wasn't such a nuisance

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i can't do anything right

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im so tired of being the fucking crybaby everyone needs to be careful around and evwn when everytjing is being done right its still fucking wrong and i cry and scream and im such an awful fucking pwraon i wanna blow my brains out so bad no ody would miss me

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if i got an award for every time i was a fuck up i'd be in the guinness world book of records

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i'm sorry i'm an uncomfortable presence

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i'm so tired of being hated

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why am i such a selfish child

they'd be the same without me

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im a system dating other systems and it actually tears me up inside to see things they do and say and i'm literally just here like i feel so deeply invalidated with them because my system presents so differently like i just feel like im not one at all and the identity inner turmoil continues

i hate feeling like im faking all the time

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why does everything need to be about me i'm so insufferable