masak|makan

healing my relationship with food by getting a culinary degree (it made me worse)

[halveablock]

she loves to cook and she loves to eat ❤️

stickersheet prize for the yuri stamp rally at Anime Los Angeles!! more information here.

[guzhufuren]

She Loves to Cook and She Loves to Eat S1E01

tr. @furritsubs season 1 / season 2

[violet-cherri]

31 days, 31 ships. Day 27: Nomoto & Kasuga from She Loves to Cook, She Loves to Eat🍳🍙

[tujoflo]

[useless-cooking-degree]

i don't enjoy eating anymore. if anything, i like the process of cooking more. whenever i finish making a meal i let my plate sit for a good 10, maybe 20 minutes before i start eating. most of the time i don't feel hungry at all. like, eating is part of my routine that i must fulfill or else I'll feel empty both in my mind and stomach. i don't have a craving anymore. nothing tastes as good as i want it to be. it's all a blend of the same kind of meals i eat day to day. i want to cook but i don't want to eat. and it's wasteful of me to make something knowing that no one will it eat. hungry for the act rather than the result.

[useless-cooking-degree]

a few days ago i expressed to my friend that i felt like my cooking isn't good enough even though i've had many people pay actual money for the food i've made, and yet, i still doubt my skills. he said i may have imposter syndrome and it got me ??? because i've not done much to feel like an imposter. if that makes any sense... anyways, a tray of cinnamon rolls i made for a small event at home (the whole dish was scraped clean by the end of the day).

[useless-cooking-degree]

still unemployed 10 months post grad :D realised wayyyyyy too late i am not fond of the idea of working at a hotel or restaurant, or any place that's considered "professional". honestly would have preferred killing myself the minute i got my diploma

[foodcravings]

(via Instagram)

[useless-cooking-degree]

graduated culinary school !!!

deleted tumblr lol but here to update that i graduated in december ! i got my diploma on culinary arts :'D crazy thing to say tbh after years and the last few months of uncertainty and constant threats of killing myself but i made it through :) 5 months later i am an unemployed, still suicidal, loser

[useless-cooking-degree]

i passed my thesis defence. i got pranked while it was being announced which was awful at the time but now i'm so glad. i am so happy!!

[useless-cooking-degree]

logging back on here to say, after crying screaming, and throwing up the past 6 months, i got accepted to complete my thesis defence :')

[useless-cooking-degree]

thinking about my culinary professor, may he rest in peace, who taught us how to make hummus by using citric acid instead of actual lemons or even vinegar to add some sour flavour to it... did that in front of me, who was born and raised in the middle east... i miss him.

[useless-cooking-degree]

they said "don't be too ambitious" and "don't make things hard for yourself" GOOD LORD I HAVE TO RELEARN YEAR 9 FERMENTATION

[mashitda]

han_coff__

[useless-cooking-degree]

this thesis shit is so serious my guidance lecturer is so insistent on turning my paper into a scientific journal. please.... i am the least qualified person ever.. i only now how to throw spices in a pot and eat

[turing-tested]

what else does this fish suggest

[kira-serialfaggot]

Swapping the butter out for mayo when making a grilled cheese

[my-friend-jade]

[mlarayoukai-archive]

Tweet that ruined my vocabulary when I see the word hamburger