Life is fucking terrible

trigger warning

[gabapentinblues]

i just want to be okay, i just want to be stable, why does it seem so impossible

[eternallychaoticc]

always either

1. avoiding sleep because it always brings nightmares

or

2. sleeping excessively because reality becomes even worse than nightmares

[feeling-likeastranger]

I don’t want to die. I just want everything to stop for a while.

The thoughts. The guilt. The noise.

[emotionalwords]

[adustoflove]

Does anyone else just randomly feel like they're annoying everyone around them and that they should just disappear for a while to give everyone else a break from their existence, or is that just me?

[enigmaticc]

credit

[cosmogenous2]

i continue to dissapoint myself

[the-dominant-script]

I‘m a very observant person. So if you think I didn’t notice, I did. I just decided to keep quiet.

[eternallychaoticc]

watching yourself spiral into a mental breakdown while knowing you can't stop it is a different kind of heartbreak

[a-mind-in-ruins]

"You handled it so well'

No, I didn't. I went insane, lost my spark, bled in silence, shattered in private, and wore a smile that lied better than any mask could.

[emotionalwords]

all i did this year was survive

[professionallyunstable-deactiva]

i hate myself a little extra when i open up to someone.

[useless-fat-and-ugly]

My head is full of fog. It’s feels heavy, I have such a headache

[stay-close]

“The saddest truth is realising you have fallen madly in love with what can never be.”

— Michael Faudet

[stay-close]

“The thing is: If you’re cold, you hurt people. If you’re sensitive, they hurt you.”

— Unknown

[useless-fat-and-ugly]

I am so fucking paranoid. It’s completely unwarranted, it makes no sense, I despise myself for it and don’t know how I’m supposed to talk about it. I’m so fucking stupid

[obscurix]

what an unlovable thing i’ve become.