[ram-horn]

child // 31.05.18

[user4724498709]

The baddie behind all the depressing shit

[methpool]

[pallmallsandashtrays]

[user4724498709]

Whats the point of human connection if most people lie about and misconstrue their character and/or, are in extreme denial of who they are? Most people will betray you, like it’s something that’s inevitable from the moment u met, like there’s something wired inside themselves where they just cannot help it. It’s too hard not to deceive and betray… somehow.

But this is never clear to me in the beginning with others, it’s something you get to gradually find out with time… after trying to believe that they were a good person. So essentially, life with other humans is just a lifetime of lies, betrayal, and denial? Best I can offer is disgust and complete isolation. There is no payoff. The good moments you have with repulsive humans cancel themselves out. I seriously just don’t understand

[journal-of-an-angel]

1/23/26 3:55PM

[krepiert]

[foxlungz]

I just want to give up I’m tired from the bottom of my fucking soul like I don’t want to do this shit anymore like let me rest please I’ve had enough

[timetravelsong]

𝐈𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞 𝐈’𝐦 𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐝𝐢𝐟𝐟𝐜𝐮𝐥𝐭. 𝐈’𝐦 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐰𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐧𝐞.

excerpts from a book I’ll never write

[shatteredman]

i f feel so ill

[muttgirl]

i thought i’d be in a completely different place right now

[icekingintl]

ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴇʀꜱᴏɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ

ꜰᴏʀ ɴᴏ ʟᴏɴɢᴇʀ ᴇxɪꜱᴛꜱ

[shatteredman]

drowning in a sea

[pup-purgatory]

[whendidmythoughtsgocrazy]

And if I'm meant to be alone, please take away my desire to be loved.

k.b. // unknown

[goobbugcore]

[bpdohwhatajoy]

People do not fucking understand why those of us with cptsd get sooooo set off when we’re triggered. It’s not just emotional flashbacks of one event. It’s feeling the pain of so many different painful experiences at once. For example, if someone violates one of my boundaries, I feel the pain of every single time before now where someone has violated my boundaries. It seems like an overreaction because you’re not in our fucking heads