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Been awhile, and yet I’m still here, waiting. 🖤
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You
I should’ve ranaway hop on a bus to head to Virginia where you were staying at, but I was so scared of my parents and what they would’ve said ... Dammit !Why didn’t I follow my heart instead...I’m so sorry;we had a chance to finally be together for a week...if I wasn’t so weak.
Yet you still love me...
Why do you still love me ?
Another post I did in my other blog euphoriaanddiscomfort. This little one...is personal.
“I wondered why it was that places are so much lovelier when one is alone.”
— Daphne du Maurier, Rebecca (via books-n-quotes)
You’re home. (via pinterest)
My Love?
Can you hear me my love ?
Oh dear,can thee open those electrifying blue eyes to me please?
Your copper shimmer, voluminous virgin hair, wafts slowly away to the north of our bed.
Your luminous fair skin covered with tiny specks of dark stars who I am one out of ten who think they’re not bizarre.
For my morning appetite, would you do me the honors...on feeding me with those moist delicate lips of yours? I crave the rush for our lips to touch, to formally melt as one...Hopefully ! my hunger will never be done.
The aroma you hold is a distinct following scent of rich chocolate oil infused all over your precious beloved body...
Oh! my dear...Now I am aware you are purposely being naughty.
Oh my love...my beautiful dove...you show more light then the sun above us.
Yes this love is forbidden, but I’m oh so smitten...to ever end this all...since We fit like velvet gloves.
My hand right now dance; heavenly to your curves, and glorious scars. They even dance especially on “our little bump”
Can you hear me my love ?
Oh please turn around my precious dove, a marvelous creature you are my dear.
Thou art to carry a holy ball of charm that will soon be wrapped around my solicitous arms. Though I know; the baby is not mine, that is fine. Besides, we know it is impossible to breed with another of the same sex... no matter! Both of you are my wonderful prize.
Can you hear me my love?
Oh please?
Can thee open those electrifying blue eyes to me please?
You are my precious half...
My missing puzzle.
I can keep on with my soft mumbles, or I’ll just go to sleep, and join you in a warm spoon cuddle.
Another post I put up in my second blog euphoriaanddiscomfort hope ya like it. The protagonist has insomnia, so In the middle of the night she comes up with a beautiful poem out of the top of her head, and tells it to her pregnant lover who is asleep.
“Miss someone until they come back, or until you come back, until their absence in your life becomes something to be avoided at all costs. Miss them until you don’t have to anymore, until you’re reunited in your favorite booth in your favorite restaurant ordering your favorite meal, miss them until it feels like you never left. Or miss them until you can’t anymore, until the things you miss are identified and cataloged as things and not a person, until you figure out that easy company and long talks and unblinking, all-knowing eye contact will find you again the way they found you the first time. Miss someone until you don’t.”
— Stephanie Georgopulus, How To Miss Someone (via books-n-quotes)
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She’s incredible honestly
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The Elephant In the Room
Luna was pacing back and forth in her room ( well actually it was both her father’s room). Talking to the voices in her head again, She’s been feeling quite agitated lately and this whole year she still hasn’t gotten over what happened.
She hates me. No she doesn’t, yes she does, you’re assuming, no I’m not! I asked her at the dinner table loud and clear if she can please pass me the plate of pancakes that was right Infront of her, then she yells,
“B****! Go f*** yourself ! “ , and throws a knife at me. Luckily you fell backwards on that chair, I had to, it was gonna come straight to my eye! She does work at a circus. Ugh.
She has to talk to Sol, she has to at least try to make things right between her and her sister. So, she barges In her room with no warning.
“Sol we need to talk, please talk to me “
“Get out of MY room freak! I have nothing to say to you”
“No! not until we settle this once and for all”
“There is nothing to settle Im going through with it and you’re not going to stop me”
“What?! I don’t care about that “
“I hate you.”
“Don’t say that, I know it isn’t true “
“Yes it is.”
“Sis, I know when you’re lying; your left eye is twitching”
“No it isn’t”
“Mhm”
Silence took over only for 10 seconds or, so... till one of them was ready to break it.
“I’m tired Luna, I don’t want to discuss this right now...please...just let it go”
“We never speak of it, tonight is the first time we’re going to actually talk to one another since the accident.”
“Yeah! The accident YOU caused.”
“Yeah! then you went to extreme measures in making it even worse for yourself! I won’t just let it go! We can’t just pretend-“
“Keep your voice down or you’ll wake up our dads. The last thing I want right now is for them to hear us and assume we probably murdered someone, barge in here, so they can force us to spill the tea”
“Pfft speaking of murder I should’ve killed him when I found out”
“You keep your hands to yourself, besides...you weren’t going to do anything”
“Don’t protect him after what he has done to you ?! Jesus Christ Sol you’re homeschooled now because of him. Again...it does take two dumbasses to make a retard.”
“ shut up Luna they’ll Hear you talk like that, dammit they’re going to know what’s up!”
“I’ll keep it down IF...we talk about it “
“Ok fine whatever just as long as you keep your voice down.”
“Thank you.” God you bitches are annoying, shut up Freddy! Damn I should’ve taken my meds, anyways...”soooo....when are you getting it done hun? “
“Wow...I haven’t heard that in an while. August 12”
“Cool”
“Yeah”
The girls were mute for only a minute now and Neither of them will admit it, but they certainly did miss each other’s bond. Luna found her voice to Sol again.
“It should’ve never happened honestly”
“Don’t worry because when I kill her everything will go back to the way they were babe.”
“Everything? Like us ?”
“We’ll get you the help you need again”
“That’s not what I- whatever. I don’t understand how you could-“
“It wasn’t my intention” Sol cut Luna off straight away.
“You’re a whore”
“It’s all your fault this even happened in the first place Luna “
“Exactly how is this my fault ?”
“If you weren’t so fucking stupid about us we wouldn’t be in this mess right now”
“I told you the truth-“
“A sinning truth-“
“Quit cutting me off! I told you the truth and you went on a Goddamn rampage; which, I don’t know why considering the fact it was there from the gecko.”
“Son of a B****you don’t think I Know that! You still should’nt have never said anything anyways.”
My God, both of ya must feel like a bunch of dumbasses I’m even embarrassed being in your head right now...I should go bother your father, you can tell me when the coast is clear.
“Shut it Rectum !”
“I didn’t say anything el- oh wait...Jesus Christ Luna! You didn’t take your meds did you.” It was a rhetorical question, this wasn’t the first time Luna decided to skip her medication.
“Sol stop changing the subject I got it under control.”
“Like hell you do,this is your health”
“F*** my health this is about fixing this”
“The scars will always remain in our skins forever.”
“Not if we use coconut oil over it, that shit got healing powers”
“Oh Lord don’t joke about this now you know what I mean”
“Sol I feel guilty”
“You should be, this is illegal”
“I’ll never stop however”
“And why is that “
“Because you’ll never stop too. It was never over.”
“What?”
“I know everything now “
“Huh?”
“I read”
“What have you been reading?”
“You know”
“Oh!”
“Yeah”
“I should’ve known it was you who took my journal. You can keep it though.”
“ I planned to anyways sis hahaha”
“Our actions caused our friendship to dissolve, and also our sisterhood”
“Still not to late to fix them...will you take my hand?”
Sol takes her sister’s hand.
“I love you”
“Just Kiss me”
This was a vignette of two sisters in a forbidden relationship, but for the rest who might be reading this...you as the reader can try and figure out as to what elephant in the room the two lovers were talking about. As you do that...go along as you go and makeup stories you can think of that ruined their relationship.
I put this on my other blog euphoriaanddiscomfort as you see, and it’s not good, but I’m not going to give up trying in being a writer/artist/baker/etc. I know I can try and be someone even if some don’t believe in me ❤️
““Back then, we had nothing,” he said as he poured the coffee into his mug, “and we were a little lost.” “Hell yeah we were,” she replied, with a half-smile on her face, “that’s because we were young and we’re pretty out of our minds compared to other people.” “Well, do you miss those times?” “Yes, somehow,” she answered after a brief pause, “Despite everything that was so out of place, we were still crazy happy.””
— Lukas W. // Forgotten Words #243 // Crazy happy (via somepiecesofmyheartandsoul)