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Randomized thoughts, whatever i feel, whatever i see, whatever i think.

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Happy birthday to one of the few people who knows me more than my parents, who knows me more than my brothers. who knows me better than i know myself. thanks for sticking up with me, thru the bad times, for listening and even shed tears for me, and more than that thru the good times, all the laughters that we shared and the never ending stories we tell, THANK YOU FOR NOT DOUBTING THIS RELTIONSHIP, thank you for helping me build one, for valuing what we have and even what we don't have. what our friendship can and even cannot do. thanks for being my partner in crime, high school life would 'nt be the same if you weren't on it, thank you for being my girlfriend for the past 15 years. and counting... thank you for embracing my flaws and all.. Above all, i thank the lord for giving me you as part of my family and letting me grow up with you, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to one of the best person i know in the entire universe. i love you much! <3

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Gutom na! Tara laps!

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a bite of chocomon and a taste of melon flavored soy milk before bedtime! goodmornight! #DMdiet lol (at Bacoor City)

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Happy baby caith! Sinag baboy, Mga istorbo sa precious ko na Pahinga! #bwisitors #foodporn #kwentuhan

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Buhay baboy! #restday #birthdaynibro. bulalo, puto lansong, spajeti at ihawihaw! Daming gutom. Minsan nagwawala mga bulate sa tyan! (at Bacoor)

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Thursday pla ngayon! Halungkat ng pang throwback? Ayan ok na ba? Love my hair makapal! Lol #umi-istudyo #firstThrowback #eksenasawall #madamibanakarelates remember the days ang kodak studio pinipilahan? Lol

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Nakalimutan mo yung hopia! So akin na to? Thank you! #favorite

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Goodmorning! #taho pag my time! (at Bacoor)

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#cinnamon roll #iced mocha! Breakfast with the gang!

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Desert before bedtime! Goodam! #eggpie #minatamis #DMtype lol

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work.PRAY.play.

The three simple words that i got the chance to hear from a homily i attended, three words that reminds me of my existence, without one of which i wouldn't achieve stability. Three words that made me realize how important it is to work hard in order for you to get the "fruits of your labor", in that sense you'll be able to play and sustain the amount, whether the asking price is expensive or not, atleast you'll be able to have a chance to "FUNDer" (Fund- a sum of money - Merriam webster). To "PONDER" and pray, by asking the eternal father for giving you the chance to be able to work with the abilities he had given you and with the blessings he's been showering you. When one is being missed then you can't achieve a stable life, when one is lacking the rest will be useless. you can't just keep on praying without doing the actualities of events, "He" will definitely help you but you got to do the job. and of course you can't play when you can't pay right? Though happiness is priceless, the bottomline is, in order to survive life nowadays, these three words would be the best survival kit to bring, life is a challenge but when you work hard and pray harder, then there's no better way that you can "not" play life.4.12.13.0100H

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For Mom: Today, Tomorrow and Forever. I Love You!

A mother could understand..

even when not told.

A mother could listen...

even when not heard.

A mother could forgive...

even when not sorry.

A mother could give...

even when not appreciated.

A mother could teach you how to fly...

even when you already know how to spread your wings.

When you fall, she's not just there to pick you up..

she'll teach you how to get up while she picks you up.

A mother could stay..

even when everyone leaves.

A mother could love..

even when none in return.

She accepts...

with no questions.

She takes your pain as twice as you can feel.

She gives strenght...

when you're weak.

She gives happiness...

when you're sad.

She wipe tears..

when you cry.

When you see her smile...

your whole world smiles.

She gives light...

when there's darkness.

She gives life...

when you feel worthless.

She prays...

when no one else do.

She never gets tired.

She never complains.

She never quits.

If she does, everyone shutters.

From the moment you we're born she fights,

up until you die, she fights.

A mother is selfless.

A mother is wealth.

A mother starts from being a mother and end as a mother.

It never stops. It has no end. It will never end.

It's not a process, no one asked her to be a good mother,

she just learn to be the best.

A mother is every man's life.

If somebody will dare ask me, be it genie, fairy or God,

"which part of my life I wouldn't trade in for?"

undoubtedly say, MOM! She's my everything, she's my SOMETHING.

I am envied for having her, so why trade in for another,

I got the best one.

-05.12.2012-

#ddxx

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TONG-ITS.

Goodbyes are not meant to end, its a means of meeting again.

It is sad to say goodbye to a close friend/person, especially when its a family member, not because of the act in leaving, but the thought of missing that someone, as well as missing the things you used to do together.

I cried not because you left, but rather... I cried because I will miss sharing stories with you even if its the same story we used to share years ago, and we keep on laughing about it over and over again, I will miss cooking with you in lola's house, mostly the part when we used to ask each other about the taste of the food we cook. I will miss playing cards with you, the only hobby we used to have until six in the morning. I will miss your children, my God-son who became closer to me. I will miss your thoughts about life that helped me through, and above all, I will miss YOU. Surely, Everyone will do. Because It'll not be the same without you. 

It's hard to say goodbye, so instead i say... I WILL SEE YOU SOON!

in new york? new jersey? or san jose? 

I LOVE YOU TITA, you're one of the best I have. 

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a father like no other.

Maybe he was never a perfect partner for my mother, 

He wasn't the best friend for some, they don't want him around, he screams like a wolf, acts like a boss, and rules like a king. 

An enemy for others, people hate him for having an eye of a tiger and strong personality, envied.

I also used to hate him, but that hatred taught me to forgive, understand, and HOPE, that one day he will be liked, loved, valued.

He tried, he tries and i know he's trying to be likable, lovable and valuable at some point. 

Eventually he is... and I am, i am liking, loving, and valueing this person even more.

People might not see the effort of this person, people might not hear good things, and people might not believe, but who cares? the most important thing, WE can see, WE can hear, WE believe he can.

Let's face it, pinoys are matriarchal, moms are the bida and dads always the kontrabida. moms gets the unconditional love award, and dads are the ones unappreciated. 

Well... True, i never got the chance to see, until i was on the edge of falling apart. i was broke, depressed, but still, he was supportive on whatever decisions i make. APPRECIATED.

Having a unique son made it even harder for him, especially for a job that demands to have a very strong personality. but, still i felt i was the favorite one. indeed, loved and accepted for who i am. APPRECIATED.

When i ask... he answers, always.

When i wish... he gives, always.

When i talk... he listens, always.

He never fails to give something extra for us. He never fails to teach us the value of life and surviving on it. 

When there's all the negative judgement, remains only one positive statement

he was never a perfect person for some.

but, HE IS A PERFECT FATHER FOR US. 

My mama is the best mother, My papa is the best father.

I have the best of both worlds.

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adele's voice always on fire! I've always love her since the moment i first heard her sing. Her old-fashion style made it current for me. 

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"Each morning when i open my eyes i say to myself: I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrive yet. I have just one day. TODAY, and i'm going to be happy in it."

Groucho Marx