R E G A I N

For the eternal depression I find myself in, music may be the only medicine for my soul...

[utop1a101]

1997

[utop1a101]

After what has seemed like an extensive, almost eternal amount of time gone by I feel a lot more like “myself”. To say that on first instance can seem incredibly ambiguous, “myself”. However, I guess what I mean is essentially is that I feel centered again and thus aligned which leads me to express this “feeling like myself”.

Due to the fact that in-between such process time has gone by I feel simultaneously nostalgic over all sorts of things. Nostalgic over feelings of pain, desolation, happiness, blissfulness. I guess I’ll always be nostalgic over several and rotating events/feelings/periods of my life because even years ago where I felt like myself and with clarity I was nostalgic over other things

It just feels good to feel like myself because that is something I can have control over. Nostalgia not so much

27 years old // Sat Oct 26, 2024

Montréal

[utop1a101]

design headpiece reference 1

design headpiece reference 2

[lovewanttimetopause]

[krasna-devica]

Melancholic and atmospheric photos of Russian city in the North.  Vorkuta, Russia

[deltamars]

[daveyadesida]

Public Edition SS22

Ph. Davey Adesida

instagram.com/daveyadesida

[modelsof-color]

J'Adore Benjamin at Blumarine FW 22

[infected]

Paris, France, photos by tresselspecial

[modelsof-color]

Mao Xiaoxing by Stefan Dotter for Manifesto Magazine , September 2019

[nessinhaa]

[artofadesignermind]

Town photoshopped to look like a drought burdened desert

[abandonedloveseries]

[preventive]

[love]

[utop1a101]

[forlornly]

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