Nerdy-Loner

alone, hurts, one best friend, empty, half nerdy - lonely girl

[utterlylonely99]

Check out this video "Test Stream!! | Reply If You Can See Clearly Or Not!! | The Sims 4 Base Game Only!! " https://www.twitch.tv/arixanzu/v/979960261?sr=a

Okay, so I did a little test run for streaming platform Twitch Studio Beta and I guess it went well except for my slow internet connection even though I have unlimited internet. Come watch if you'd like. Just did a little house tour of one of the original Sim in town.

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Omg, just got my Noelle Genshin KFC today!! Can't wait to wear it at KFC this weekend!! 💙

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Oh my gosh! It's just so cute seeing kittens following you around like it's mother! 🤗💙

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Just Another Story of My Life:

Because of coronavirus, I had to be trap at my college for several months before I can go back home.

At home, I barely had time for myself. I had to do house chores and took care of my little sister online studies at the time.

After a while, I got my result and it was so low that even my loan had to hold on for a semester. I decided to take a semester leave without thinking much and didn't tell anyone except my mother.

I look for a part time job to fill my time as my little sister still had online classes. After a month not doing anything, I finally found a perfect job near my home area where the pay is decent and better than anywhere else.

I still had to do house chores from cooking, cleaning, laundry coz my washing machine is manual, and took care of my little sister online classes.

After I got my first pay which like lower than a full timer pay, I decided to buy a table for my study and a chair to sit comfortably coz no one would even bother to buy it for me except myself.

My second pay is even lower because of the issues no dine in the restaurant and I work in the restaurant so only a few worker can work. This happen life almost a month after my first paycheck so my salary is a bit lower than the first one coz I only work like a week or so.

My third pay which is like my last pay coz I really need to focus on studying for another new semester and as I'll be going back to college this April and need to quit the part time job. I mostly spend my pay by eating new food that I can't even bother asking people to buy it for me, not even my own family.

Last but not least, I decide to buy another new cosplay costumes from overseas because I need a brand new one. Even though I can't go to any event physically there's still an online event. Let me know if you know of it.

I also decide to buy an equipment set to bleach my hair and dye it blue as it was and is my favorite colour. So far, I've collected blue wireless headphone, blue wired earphone, even my favorite pen is blue ink from Faber Castell.

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Hello, guys. utterlylonely99 is back here again on Tumblr. I just want to let you know, I'm kind of down spirit for a few years now and I wrote stories less than before. I also have financial problems where I can't even afford a new laptop for my studies and well, I guess my family wouldn't care. I am going to start fundraising for the sake of my college financial but I haven't had the ideas of what I'm gonna do. Let me know if you have any ideas. I thought of doing easy Cosplay Diy since I also love to cosplay but still, just let me know if you know any good idea to start fundraising because I need that money to pay off my college fees, tuition fees, and new laptop for my studies coz my course is Programming and I need to download lots of programming apps into it. My current laptop is an old model of HP from back 2014 and like I can't even use the mouse and half of the keyboard key won't function normally. Even though I have like older siblings who's got much money than my own, I still don't think they will want to help me at all coz you know, I'm so different from them. I'm an introvert, while they're so extrovert and I'm kind of like being alone while they love to surround other people. Anyway, just let me know if I should fundraising by doing nothing at all or doing easy diy cosplay like I mention above or any ideas you can come out.

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@FUNDMYTRAVEL

Hi everyone, I am beyond excited to let you know that I’ll be taking a trip to Japan. This is something I’ve wanted to do for a long time and I am so grateful for this opportunity! One …

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Surat Cinta Untuk Starla Cover. 

Voice Casts Singing by: Mahsa Students Intake July 2017 

Watch the full video on Youtube: https://youtu.be/Mmii_4h0y7g 

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Wattpad Trailers Maker (OPEN) (on Wattpad) http://my.w.tt/UiNb/nVArldWHSE Trailers for everyone!! you can request but you need to follow me first and fill out the form in the form section!!! hopefully to see anyone requesting since I'll be glad to make any one of your book trailer!! lot of love ~ utterly_lonely99

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[utterlylonely99]

Whenever I want to be happy and cheerful, I can't . whenever I want to feel fill, I can't. Whenever I want to smile, I know I can't. Because I am full of sorrow, passive, and dark side. I am alone and empty.

Just me.

[divergentwallflower21]

Home

They say “home is where the heart is”. I never understood that quote because wherever your body is your heart follows without a choice. My question is: “How can the heart be somewhere else without the body?” The heart is so complicated and misunderstood because we barely pay attention to it until we meet that someone who makes us wonder how we never experienced this feeling before. Perhaps the heart knows where home is by the feeling. The warmth of a hug, love of another, the smell of the surroundings, whatever the case may be the heart will always know where home is. It’s just a matter of whether the body will follow the heart. I don’t know where home is anymore and honestly that scares me. Is it so wrong to belong somewhere where we can just be ourselves? If you feel the same way, I want you to know that my heart will openly welcome you as family and will give you shelter to my home.( Home by Divergentwallflower)

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I understand you because after all I never feel like I'm home and I'm not acting myself from the start. As if I'm a con artist.

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I am different but I am not special. I will never mean anything to this world

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I'm suck because my life wasn't great since I was born

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Okay, this is my first website for both my personal life and interest. I like writing. So, I guess you could check up at there. :) I'll be appreciate if you give a comment or only viewing it.

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This is how I feel from the beginning of my life. Since I was born… Because that’s my life are for. That’s my mission. To always being alone…

[utterlylonely99]

This is how I feel from the beginning of my life. Since I was born... Because that's my life are for. That's my mission. To always being alone...