[unsubconscious]

Brent Cotton Before the Thunder Speaks, 2026 Oil on canvas, 91 x 121cm

[uvadulce]

hubo un poquito de límite en su misoginia y machismo.

[uvadulce]

se que cambiar lleva tiempo, pero me duele tanto no ser ahorita la persona que quiero ser para las personas que quiero.

de verdad me quiero seguir esforzando para entenderme mejor y ser mejor a la hora de relacionarme. es tan triste darme cuenta que genuinamemte hay tantas cosas que no sé hacer, que no aprendí en mis años de desarrollo y ahora en la adultez tengo que aprender desde cero.

tan solo quiero poder tener mejores habilidades para procesar emociones, verbalizar mis pensamientos y sentimientos de la forma mas eficiente.

me duele tanto saber que por faltarme todo eso y otras cosas sin quererlo he herido gente que me importa mucho, y todavia mas me duele ver como la gente se esfuerza por mantenerse cerca mio porque les pesa el rencor y resentimiento que están luchando por no sentir

y hasta me siento mal por sentirme mal, pero duele demasiado sentir que solo me toleran, sin reassurance de por medio, pero siento que no tengo derecho a pedir que me recuerden constantemente que me quieren solo para no hacerme sentir rechazada.

solo quisiera que todo esto mejore. tampoco quiero forzarme a cambiar porque eso no es sano, pero quiero ir cambiando a mi ritmo. espero que la gente que decida quedarse conmigo sea que lo hicieron por amor genuino y no por lástima.

[lustcannibalism]

they should invent a way for me to do tasks without the mind torture

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[oncce-againn]

My alone time is for everyone’s safety

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[thatnordicguy]

I've failed to read rooms I was alone in

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[itsvminkook]

TAKEYOUOUTHOLIC 😌

[namchyoon]

namjoon - '2.0' official mv

[sparcky]

me, looking back on it all:

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[thememedaddy]

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[wreckedvibez]

My default setting is assuming people don’t want to talk to me

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[devoid-of-everything]

It is so fucking exhausting fighting your brain every day dude

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[legallybrunettedotcom]

ever since i learned abt the concept of networking i knew i was going to have to do everything alone and do it the hard way

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[juney-blues]

*makes no effort to include self* what the fuuuuuck why do i feel so left out

[juney-blues]

*makes great, unseen efforts, that ultimately result in nothing because my brain is broken and outwardly look like no effort was made at all* fuuuuuuck fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck

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[64mpg]

(emerges 3 hours later covered in blood) i figured out what emotion i was feeling

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[mysticalcats]

it's really gross how you can be self aware enough to know what's going on in your head but you can't actually stop it from happening. i need to grab it like a pigeon that got stuck in a house and throw it out the window. be free

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[meloncholy-solstice]

Its so funny being a person who loves to chat but never knows what to talk about. I feel like Hi Can we play staring and breathing together.

[thetempestechoes]

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